#now all I have left to do is have luck

[reginrokkr]

Putting this here because I've been struggling a whole lot to build Luocha to be decent and it forced me to learn to appreciate things like this. He surely has more room for improvement, but it's the proudest I've been in terms of relic (and by extension artifact too in Genshin, I don't think I've got good ones like this for a single character) farming. Ironically, even if Luocha needs the opposite of Blade, he's being way harder to build even though before 1.2 I thought I had him actually decent. The more you know—

#◟༺✦༻◞ what lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊ooc.┊ #I rise Bladie like Simba #because honestly he's such a good uwu #crossing my fingers that Luocha will follow soon #I've been doing some research to see #what suits him the best #now all I have left to do is have luck #in the relic farming #the good thing is that in the same cavern I'm farming them #there's Blade's #so if I have the chance to see a better relic for him #I'll take the chance in a heartbeat

[mumbledramblings]

[Trigun OC]

Team "would rather die than admit something's bothering them"

So for the first good chunk of their relationship, Bad Luck and Vash were more "fucking" than "dating". Bad Luck was really apprehensive about romantic entanglements, and had been taken advantage of by a friend, in the past. (While not THE reason he was kicked out of his community, it was definitely related.)

However, Vash-- aware of Luck's hesitance but not of the reasons why-- already had a little bit of a crush on him. So when Luck stupidly offered a FWB situation, Vash accepted, thinking he could be chill about it. He quickly realized, no, he could NOT be chill about it, and spent the next few months relentlessly pining and feeling guilty and wanting to broach the subject, but never saying anything.

Eventually, Vash's crush gets revealed, and by that point Bad Luck has kinda fallen in love with him and they get together and Bad Luck insists that it's all fine, water under the bridge. Truthfully, though, he feels a little betrayed, and has this sense of "why the fuck would you think that's a good idea" towards Vash, hanging over his head. But he also thinks he has no place feeling this way because he never told Vash why he was so hesitant (and still hasn't), and also he does love Vash now anyway, so there's really no point bringing this up now and messing with the status quo, right?

And that's just the beginning of their relationship. There's a whole bunch of other plot-related problems they never talk about until after things boil over. Eventually, they'll get their acts together and talk through everything, I promise. Eventually. It just, might take until after the plot's fully resolved for them to get there.

#typing up this post for the THIRD TIME because i'm FUCKING STUPID and ACCIDENTALLY DELETED the last one #to the person who left the nice comment on the other one i'm so sorry i just accidentally posted it while i was still typing and i panicked #trigun #trigun stampede #trigun fanart #vash the stampede #mid draws #oc - bad luck #trigun oc #mid writes #copying the tags on the other post bc they're relevant and i want them to be seen #working title is “i hope we both die” #which doesn't explain exactly what's going on between them #but i hope it helps you grasp how much they Dont Talk about their problems #you can tell whenever i have a mental spiral because i turn all my favs into the most terrible people to have a relationship with #i love you vash and i know you're a good boy in my heart #but i firmly believe he's never had a healthy relationship and he's not about to start now #/end #If anything is worded/formatted weird do not tell me. it's 3:30am and i typed this in a panicked frenzy #i'm going back to bed

[sergle]

also for folks who ask if I could try medical tourism instead: Technically I Could, Yes... that’s on the list of possibilities. only problem: adding even MORE steps to the process of getting my surgery kind of makes me want to cry.

#i already mentioned that i was upset about potentially starting at 0 #(not being able to afford it / maybe needing to start from SCRATCH for a surgeon-search all over again) #(spending ages and ages googling surgeons in this area and that area and looking at miles and miles worth of photos) #but if I did medical tourism I don't. even know. where I'd start. #there is an entire planet. I wouldn't know where to go #or if the prices would even all work out to be cheaper. travel costs so much... #I mean I have an idea of somewhere I could go but idk now #I also don't have a passport. i am actually almost done with the process of getting one #literally just like One Step left. but right now i don't have one. #and then that ENTIRE COUNTRY is fair game for finding a surgeon. good fucking luck to me rounding it down? #surgeon searching is so so so stressful #it's the worst part #even more planning. EVEN MORE PLANNING. #also it feels like if i went out of the country it's like i should make the most of it. while i'm here. #and if i'm doing medical tourism maybe i should get some fuckin braces put in too. idk #sergle.txt

[undefeatablesin]

You know what? Fuck you. *Bloodbornes your Pinnochio again*

#sin scribbles #(hi im back from finishing ng++ on lies of p and now i have nothing left to do so my vacation in krat is over) #(ive since changed my mind. now i have literally every amulet every weapon and a grand total of 420 levels LMAO MAYBE I WILL DO THE DLC!!!) #(when the dlc eventually and inevitably comes out that is) #(but for now i have returned to yharnam and thought itd be funny to do a pino run bc i am simple and easily pleased.) #(watch the joke fully be on me when i get attached to this hunter and he just becomes his own thing tho LMAO) #(ahhhh....bloodborne. i missed ye dearly) #(as much fun as i ended up having with lop once entering ng+ lmao) #(oh yeah my new adhd meds came in today so wish me luck!! i may be finally able to return to my art properly now!!!! AAAAAAA) #(should i livestream the pinnochio run 😂 i feel like that would be fun. i still mean to start streaming i just been...so waylaid) #(so much has happened!!!) #(unironically love this boi already tho tbf) #(he does have his freckles.....) #(as much as i love ruza and aloysha and as much love as i put into their profiles omg they are kitted out 2 the max) #(did you see people modding the bloodborne gear into lop tho lmao genius stuff i love mods i wish i had the pc version tbf) #(ANYWAY HI!!! OMG HOW ARE YOU ALL i feel like its been years since i was actually active here sobs) #(adhd is a hell of a curse for my hubris)

[songofwizardry]

hey there's a lot of shit out in the world but like. there's also 300k fanfics written as labours of love and exuberant comment threads on art that point out and gush over little details and there's people who spend hours sewing tiny details on their cosplays and there's fragments of poetry that get shared over and over and bring emotions over and over and there's entire communities of people built around 'we loved a story together' or 'we made a story together' and there's people poring over every line in a work and building theories together and there's getting together with your friends to have ridiculous fantasy adventures every week and yeah. there's some good stories here too yknow.

#text post #my post #yes this post was made immediately after d&d when i am emotional about the absolute fucking luck and joy of getting to do this regularly #but like #yknow not to quote the 11th doctor on you but it's TRUE we are all stories in the end #anyway i've been listening to lilli furfaro's stories a lot can you tell #just like. art and people and shared story and yeah #i got like three ao3 comments from the same person last week cause i'd left a comment on their work #and like. we don't know each other we've never met but now we've gone through each other pages and realised we feel the same way about this #and we have made each other smile with comments multiple times over the last week. that's fucking wild #like you know you watch a cosplay video and you see how many people and how much love and how much togetherness has gone into it #you recommend a book to a friend with your favourite passages underlined #you take part in a fic exchange and you make each other cry with words #you watch your friends roll dice and have emotions and fight and succeed and fail and you build a world together #idk idk i'd say i'm too emotional about this but i think i am the right amount of emotional actually #as lilli furfaro said. stories stitched together are how families are born

[bronanlynch]

my least favorite (almost entirely joking) thing abt older anime is that the previews of the next episode used to just fuckin. tell you what major character deaths were going to happen next time and now I have to use all of my self-control to remind myself that I have work tomorrow morning and cannot stay up late enough to watch and then process [redacted] dying please I was going to be happy stopping here for the night without this knowledge

#like. hello??? what do u mean this is happening already??? #god. like. i was getting ready to make fun of the narrator for being like 'maybe these peace talks will work out. who could say' #bc like. there's over a season left obviously the war won't end yet #and tbc i'm not surprised yang dies but i fully 100% never would've thought it would happen NOW??? #anyway good luck to reinhard on finding another ~worthy man to kill him. i guess reuental's gonna have to do it after all #dreaming.txt #e watches logh

[passumstars]

I will likely never get to do anything with her

#my art #the band ghost #nameless ghoul oc #i mostly wanted practice making a character sheet ish thingy #and by god i got that #had to work hard for her colors which is not usually a problem for me #and the silhouette flip like if your character doesnt have a tail then bam its done and no one will notice the small problems #but it doesnt work with a tail if you want perspective i had to redraw/move her tail around to make it look right so. learned that very much #i like the layout concept though thats nice #i have a whole backstory for her. she was part of a group summon and it all went fine except that one person was missing and they ended up #with a statue. she was too terrified to talk to anyone so she got left there and after it sounded empty she reverted and found some place to #hide in the gardens. so she lives there now. and ruins a lot of socks. and helps with the plants not that anyone knows that. and panics and #turns to stone if anyone walks by. so everyone does realize theres a moving shifting statue in the abbey but no one is sure what to do about #that. doesnt speak much if at all. doesnt steal a new shirt bc people notice if those go missing unlike socks. has anxiety bitch face also #yeah. and like. i dont know what a fandom is and i certainly dont know what a music is and thats why ill likely not do anything with her #which kinda sucks. but i still made her a character sheet cause she wont leave me alone. and for the practice #cause if i think about doing a sheet for story ocs i get all perfectionist and it doesnt happen #the luck thing is that she kinda thinks being summoned was a curse #im gonna shut up now

[quietwingsinthesky]

even has killed people—though perhaps that depends on your definition of people—and it’s not. how do i put it. it’s never cool, you know? it’s never a moment where this puts them in control of a situation, where they can show off some skill in putting someone down. because even is not, generally, very powerful, and they do not know how to do this.

it just gets messy.

which is one of those terrible reasons why they… well, they don’t like the master, but they have to like that she can do it easy, quick, clean. she can give even the ability to, as well, when she wants. if for no other reason than it means that they won’t have to scrub it raw off their skin later, they appreciate that.

#but if left to their own devices? #what im saying i think is: the doctor 🤝 even: has killed someone with a rock #and of course i say whatever your definition of people is because you’d have to ask if you count daleks as people #i’m honestly not sure if even does. they might have pre-getting launched into a pocket dimension war. they really might have. #very expansive definition of people on account of them not really feeling like they should count as one anyway so therefore if they do. lots #of things must. including the murder trash cans. they’re flesh on the inside aren’t they? they speak they think they hate. #but i think they stop. because it’s better not to. it’s easier. and guiltless too. not like a dalek stops to xonsider your personhood. #but to be very very clear. even has also killed just. guys. #actually i have in my notes here that the tone-setting moment of this whole. arc? #is that it really starts with a jailbreak. predicated on lackluster security for one of the prisoners because they are *just* a human. #and the other is. well. and there’s a war that won’t end that there’s no escape from now to worry about. #but the tone-setting part yeah. is that this really starts with even befriending someone like them through the bars. time lords need #janitors too you know? someone has to clean up around the cells. and they let even out for a minute because of that friendship. #as you can imagine. even is not going back in the cell once they’re out of it. no matter what they promised. and their ‘friend’ is going to #alert someone. and. #you need to understand most of all from this first point. that even doesn’t know that regeneration isn’t A) an inherent trait of gallfrey #rather than a granted one and B) infallible. that’s the cslculation they make. that whatever damage they do won’t matter because they’ll #come back from the dead. ………they do not. #it’s reslly a ‘congratulations! you broke free of the narrative constraints (and safeties) of standing near the doctor! murder is now #unlocked! good luck!’ moment akdhfkshdkfj #anyway. <3 makes their life worse on purpose <3 #dw oc

[databent]

siiiiighs. curse of everything costs money all the time

#.pdf #rd #i was actually feeling excited to start putting some work into my aquarium hobby again after a year and a half of feeling too demoralized #(because of june 2022 when my air conditioner went out while i was away from home for a few days and i came back to 95 degree tanks- #-and a total loss of all the fish i had in them for no reason at all other than the fact that the ONE TIME my ac stopped working i was away #so i lost motivation to do aquarium stuff for ages after that. and i was just getting back into it and making plans to get more supplies etc #aaaand now it looks like im going to have to push that back a long ass while! because i noticed one of my cats has a few loose teeth and i- #-dont know how long theyve been like that and while i dont have money for this i DEFINITELY dont have the money to spend thousands later if- #-its left untreated and develops into something worse #but the cheapest place near me i can find is 50 exam fee plus 275 dental base rate plus up to 250 dollars for extractions. so. fuck me #especially if thats a per tooth extraction rate. and then including costs for bloodwork and medication and shit. god. #anyway. gonna call and ask for details about their dental rates and payment options soon i guess. wish me and oolong luck #(oolong is cat)

[normalamber]

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#great news! got a new job #bad news! have to quit the old one #so much anxiety #first i have to figure out who i'm even supposed to talk to #and then i have to tell them i'm quitting? #horrendous #when i left the animal hospital it was mutually understood for so long that all i really had to do was say 'yeah it's happening now' #but that's not true this time #and this company is just so huge and because i'm remote i don't really have a solid relationship with any management #the one manager i've worked with the most is also quitting ... her last day is tomorrow #so anyway #wish me luck i guess #wish i could just ghost but i have to return their laptop to them somehow #also i am a functioning adult I GUESS!!

[zoekrystall]

Did that fav pkmn thing on a whim and I'm sorry for all my babies I didn't choose bc I really like too many by some.

Love how it's mostly pretty ones and then there's clodsire. Even tho I got it in my team since the beginning of violet do I continuously forget its name bc I just call it by the nickname blobby (one of the rare times I didn't spend hours googling the perfect nickname but it nonetheless is a perfect one)

And for fun without any legendaries as fav

Reg nicknames I even write all down so I only spend decades once for each pkmn (unless I don't like the prev one anymore). Need to update that someday since it's mostly old revolution ones but hey. Blaze do I use for arcanine nowadays more and ninetails got others. Gardevoir got soteria nowadays which I prefer more. Etc.

#a wild lux appears #(made this in december but for whatev reason left it in drafts until now. prob bc I wanted to limit non important posting idk) #Maybe you think garchomp is there bc of other reasons but I use it since dpp bc cynthia made kid me go 'woah!' #I remember having looked up as a kid to cynthia and juniper a lot and that fact n reason behind it makes me also go yeah no I was a girl wh #one day decided to be happier otherwise. Bc the reason was 'oh wow female and cool so I can indeed be that :0' most importantly with junipe #bc I never cared for battles. ye ye ignore fictional professions I was like 8. reason I loath alola tbh I missed doing non battle side stuf #I vividly remember picking my first pkmn game up (hg) and just immediately going fuck being a trainer let me be a prof and it's so funny ho #my horrendous sieve brain has that laser ingrained. Sometimes still brainstorm and I would prob study ghost pkmn tbh who by sheer luck isn' #dead yet. That and maybe being v charismatic to that type idk. Why bc I like those lil fellas. #What I also find extremely funny is having went by sonia prior to swordshield and there being a prof sonia. Wish I still went by it when it #dropped. Imagine. Kid sonia wanting to be a prof and meeting swsh sonia being on her way to be one. I either would've made her my #personality (which I think I nonetheless did I think I changed my icons to her) or would've wildly shaking her going 'it should have been #meeee'. which ig I mentally do by every rival or friend group person that takes that route like take me w you I hate battles please. Insane #that only blueberry academy me start to hate em slightly less. After over a decade of battles. Ig alpharad's n others streams w nuzlockes n #all started to also show me the appeal of actually strategizing instead of brute forcing which I did. #*that only blueberry academy MADE me #Whatev. Also no I don't got anything else that another pkmn would kickstart talking abt. Just know I drag my 2013 xerneas everywhere w me #and it is a fucking crime that I can't throw it into violet. What is this. You clearly don't mind throwing others into regions they don't #belong to at all (which I personally really dislike hc lore wise but gameplay wise whatever let new trainers catch old legendaries) #To come back to fav pkmn yes I'm in the dragonair boat. I hate evolving mine. Dragonite is fine I like it standalone but I like the #aesthetic of dragonair more. Idfc abt logic or whatever this is aesthetic talk. Yes I prefer some fan evos more. #I keep wanting to play that fusion fangame and if you want to know what pkmn I like I found out I have a huge overlap w alpharad there #Which sucks for us both! We adore pkmn that get lewded the most and I hate my life. You do you idc some are humanoid I have to admit that #but I personally would prefer to not see any art or even just jokes abt ANY of that. Humanoid or not I Do Not See. #I don't block let alone report over that just. tag and don't bring that to my doorstep thx. #What I will at most block n judge is if you touch any of the kids idc in this franchise if they're just pixels. #Can you tell I am writing this close to midnight anyways this is all. This became like a completely dif post in the tags welp

[storfulsten]

lol did I just lose 3 followers for mentioning a cool new song? ok

#I've lost followers for less tbh so eh #it's fine lol #hope you'll find what you're looking for elsewhere best of luck to you #honestly thought more people would've left by now with how I can't focus and just draw the darn bombeep they probably follow me for #trust me I want to they're still my fav bois and I wanna do way more stuff with them #but atm idk it's just #sneaky corpse brainworm effin shit up oops #but nws hopefully it can be redirected in a productive direction somehow like towards whitty or something #with the voice headcanons and all that some sort of vibes should be able to be projected somehow maybe idk lol #mmm tbh I wish so bad I could animate or do animatics properly bc I have ideas #bombeep ideas #in relation to bits of various letsplay audio that could be made to work out of context somehow I'm sure ha #anyways it is what it is I'll stop rambling and go get some proper sleep now ok cool #laters bye

[moond0wn]

Omg this........ Thats what comes to mind everytime I think about rw....... Like what do they really think about them?? What's the relation between an average, pebbles city citizen and pebbles himself? i dont think they would actually care about him, like at all, but then what about the ancients who designed him? Man like what was happening inside their silly heads what were they thinking........... Like they said the iterators were their children, they were responsible for them but this all seemed so...superficial? Like this reminded me of a weird example, like the way some people treat their pets. You bought it or adopted it or whatever, this makes you responsible for it so you need to provide it with food and water and nourishment but besides all of that... Do you really care about it? The ancients built them so, technically, the iterator are their children, and they're also solving the ancients' silly puzzle for them! And they're also taking care of feeding all of their cities! You need to keep everything in check to make sure they're still functioning, doing their homework, and not trying to starve an entire population, but besides all of that, do you have an actual reason to care about them? Enough to think about them on your way to your death? Also. Unfortunately I don't think people with the the knowledge and power to make entire ecosystems from scratch would really care about all the critters they made, big or small. I dont know if all of this made any sense but i read this tag and it made me so sad actually!!! No wonder why they're all either dying, frustrated, mad, or everything at the same time. It would suck so hard to be treated this way. but also I want sooo baaaad more dialogue or pearls about this.... Tell me more about how the iterators are doing. What they think abt the ancients. Actually give me more pearls in general with more useless info inside them and random lore relevant ones please im starving for ancient content

#well lets make some very tiny box things to shelter them from the rain! #now we're going to die! goodbye and good luck ✌️ have fun #they suck SO HARD but i need to study them #theyre sooooo silly imagine repurposing an entire factory to produce ash for your city-sized machine god #but at the same time not caring enough about them and leaving them behind after you die #for them to slowly decay and rot and still try to find Your solution. a solution now useless #because the ones who needed it gave up #i have very little thoughts abou them actually im so normal #forgot how to tag this #forgot all my tags actually omg #FUCK THEY LITERALLY LEFT EVERYTHINGG EVERY SINGLE THING THEY EVER MADE THEY LEFT BEHIND WITH ALL THE UNDYING AND RIVER DRINKING GODS AND #AND THE LITTLE CREATURES AND THEY LITERALLY THOUGHT #i cant do this anymore #tumblr scrambled all the tags ........my god #rain world

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

what the hell is happening rn

#i feel sooooooo. disconnected all of a sudden #like i just missed a week of existence and everyone else is proceeding as usual while i am just.. trying 2 figure out how to catch up #did i fucking miss something???? d #did everyone just like. blip forward a couple of days or am i just going insane bc i feel. way too stupid to actually ask anyone about it #nobody is explaining anything 2 me anymore i am just being given information as if i should know it already. what is HAPPENING #its not like an unreality thing i dont think bc. that stuff doesnt bother me #its just like. a weird combination of things happening. #i like i am being purposefully left out of a conversation but like. a conversation everyone else in the world is attuned to somehow #and now i have tuned in to listen and everyone is like. yeah you missed something. no we're not going to explain <3 good luck #does this make. ANY sense #like what the fuck is happening rn #like ppl are saying things to me and when i dont understand them its like “oh haha you just had to be there” #and that. Keeps Happening. like in at least 4 different conversations TODAY. and a couple yesterday and just like. the internet collectivel #wtf happened?????????? #what fucking day is it. what time is it. whats everyone doing today. whats happening #why does everyone else in the world have an inside joke and nobody is telling me what it is. am i even real rn

[vampiricsheep]

Currently still having to rest my hand from the artparty-notetaking combo strain injury, but a guildie has me buzzing in place wanting to play eso again

#the thing with eso and gw2 that make them unplayable when strained (and contributors to it sometimes) is that #i am left handed so my tendons are weaving together into a meaty yarn when i balance wasd with a 1thru0 combat keybinds (plus- #-tab and tilde for targeting and weapon swapping as well as f1+ skills #i have given dodge and 6-0 and special action key and autorun and mounting all mouse keybinds as well to buffer #but it still adds up since my left is doing the brunt of the work strafing and backpedaling and weapon skill hitting #and the desks in school are abysmal by which i mean only one of my classes isnt in an auditorium with a fold-over desk the size of my hand #and the remaining class has desk space that barely holds a notebook #which all put my arm in weird positions that force me to twist my wrist when writing #i now have a cheapass school laptop that is thankfully working quite well so far and has feather-light keys which reduce strain quite a bit #but im still not out of the woods lmao #catch me playing skyrim while i study bc its the lowest strain game i have and i need recreation to not go insane #anyways goodnight wish me luck on my calc quiz. professor and ta were unclear so idk if it's tomorrow or friday or if i have one on both #OH and one more thing. if any of you need a vamp or wolf bite in eso hmu i have multiple chompers of each and it only takes me a second

[euijin]

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#carly.txt #not to like. complain on main but #today has been so shit #found out my mom has a partial retina tear she's having surgery in the afternoon but she could go blind in one eye #less significantly but more significantly than i would care to admit BOTH of my favorite esports players left my favorite team #it's fr like if both of your biases left your favorite group except the parasocial relationship is worse because you've actually spoken #to them #then there are other things going on that i can't talk about here #but tl;dr i've been crying for like 45 mins straight bc it's all hitting at once #my nose hurts from wiping SNOT and my eyes hurt #idk if i have any praying types following me but if i do and you could pray for my mom i would appreciate it #there's a whole lot of stuff making me feel very powerless and sad right now #i will be fine i always am but. it still really sucks for now #i'm glad i'm on break from school at least so i don't have That to stress over #i did buy myself the circus hyunchan unit photocard though so that's nice #assuming it actually reaches me successfully and i did not get scammed sdfgsdfgd #that would be my luck #but it would be really nice if something good happened