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polarseven · 5 months

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I've been absent from tumblr because my phone broke and I've been busy but there have been so many insane things that have happened in the short period I've taken a break. So I am going to list them here.

-I learned of my workplace's drama! My bosses are officially dating in secret. One of them in nonbinary (I think? it's unclear), and the other is apparently hyper religious and has been instituted in the mental ward in the past for thinking the rapture happened! I don't know what she did to get there but apparently that's a real event. I don't know how those two got into a relationship but everything I think about it I just call it doomed toxi yuri in my head

-another coworker asked me about being poly, and I explained it, and she proceeded to go on about how her bf has cheated on her twice and she wasn't sure if he was poly or not?? after I explained that, no, that's not being poly, that's cheating, she goes on later about how she wants to "get her lick back" and cheat on him in return before breaking up with him. I plead her not to, to no avail. Apparently it's that hard to be a good person and not do two wrongs? They've been together for ten years, apparently. Absolutely insane behavior

-Apparently some of my friends are...trying to use me? I have no fucking clue about this one. One local (cis) queen has a crush on me and we've been talking for a little bit, and supposedly one of my other friends—who has been oddly flirting with me recently, which seemed unusual to me—is apparently doing so because the first friend likes me, to get at her. I feel like a bystander in my own drama and honestly I'd love to keep it that way. I'm just out here trying to be a good friend to the people I know and shit keeps happening, so I'm just gonna make sure to not really. pursue anything relationship-wise with either until it clears up.

-My car keeps dying while driving! It died at a stoplight and in a parking lot. I am not sure how much time she has left.

-My phone is broken! Kinda. The touchscreen works completely, but the screen stays pitch black. Which means I can still call the numbers I have on speed dial, but unless I have it memorized how to do things on my phone there's no doing them! Wild.

So yeah! a lot of crazy bullshit in my life where situations KEEP happening and I simply get to watch them. Can't help but wonder how this keeps happening to me.

#life update #like. wow.#this is a lot and I don't know how to handle ANY of it #so I just kinda dont!#a light “my friends' beef isn't my beef” policy #I really hope they sort themselves out because if I actually have to start. doing things about this/these situations?#not gonna be ahppy about it #all problems that I think could be easily solved by not wanting revenge/to harass people #or by simply explaining to someone what the deal is #blugglhlg #vent #rant

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static-errorcode-13 · 4 months

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is no one gonna say something about this

so in tpot nine one appears

BUT OUT OF ANY OF THE ALGEBRALIENS, THIER THE ONLY ONE WITH A FEMALE VPICE ACTOR! GO TO THE LINK AND ILL PROVE IT. BUT IM JUST AHPPY I FINALLY GET TP HEAR THE FIRST FEMALE VOICED ALGEBRALIEN EVER

*flies into the sun because the moon is on the ground*

now if you excuse me, I'm gonna watch the new studio Ghibli movie bye

#i'm so excited #Tpot one #hip hip horray

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onyxhellebore · 5 months

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My family is so stressful but I came home and got tipsy with my roomies and talked about the future and winning the lottery and everything and the thing is I am really ahppy with the people Ichoose to surround myselef with and the people I love and I love you all and Im gonna make abeautifl life actually and it's gonna be good

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marlokrilo · 10 months

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to my ex best friend pt. 1

I CAN'T KEEP BEING IN BETWEEN I DON'T BELONG ON EITHER SIDE NOT WITH THEM AND NOT WITHOUT THEM JUST TELL ME ARE YOU GONNA STAY OR ARE YOU GONNA LEAVE AT LEAST AT LEAST DO ME THE FAVOUR OF TELLING ME AND BEING HONEST LETTING ME FEEL ALL THE PAIN AT ONCE AND GET OVER IT BUT NO WE GOTTA DRAG IT ON I KNOW YOU DON'T WANT ME BUT WHY DO YOU ALL OF A SUDDEN WANNA BREAK ME AND YOU ACT LIKE YOU STILL CARE BUT I CAN FEEL IT IN THE FUCKING AIR THAT IT'S GONNA BE OVER SOON SO WHY DO YOU DRAG IT ON AND I CAN'T CALL IT OFF OR LEAVE OR OTHERWISE I'LL FEEL BAD TERRIBLE AWFUL SELFISH AND MAYBE I DESERVE IT AND THIS TIME YOU'RE RIGHT YOU DON'T DESERVE ME AND I DON'T DESERVE YOU OR RATHER ALL THE PAIN YOU GIVE ME I KNOW I ALWAYS SAID YOU DESERVE THE WORLD BUT FUCK THAT IF YOU'RE A HERO TURNED VILLAIN IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU SAVED ME IF YOU END UP BREAKING ME AT THE END IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU SAVED MY LIFE IF YOU'RE GONNA BE THE ONE TO KILL ME TO STAB ME WITH A KNIFE IN THE BACK ALL OVER EVERY WOUND STINGING STINGING LIKE A BUG BITE AN ITCH YOU CAN'T GET RID OF AND IF YOU SCRATCH IT IT'LL GET WORSE THE WOUNDS WILL OPEN UP AGAIN AND IT IWLL BE PAINFUL EVEN MORE THAN IT ALREADY IS SO FUCK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU'RE MAKING ME GO THROUGH I HATE YOU BUT I LOVE YOU ALMOST MORE THAN ANYONE YOU'RE MY CLOSEST FAMILY RIGHT NOW YOU WERE THE PARENT FIGURE I NEEDED BUT DIDN'T HAVE THE OLDER SIBLING THE RELIABLE ONE THE ONE I CARE FOR THE ONE I CAN ADVISE AND HELP AND YOU THANKED ME AND IT MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL WHY DID YOU TRICK ME LIKE THIS WHAT SICK BASTARD DID YOU THINK YOU'LL BECOME I FUCKING HATE LOVING YOU AND I HATE HATING YOU AND I JUST WANNA LOVE YOU AND BE AHPPY AND HAVE EVERYTHING THE WAY IT USED TO BE I WANT YOU BACK BIG BROTHER MORE THAN ANYTHING I DON'T NEED ANYONE ELSE ANYTHIGN ELSE JUST PLEASE COME BACK BE THE ONE WHO LISTENES TO ME WHO SEES THROUGH MY SOULD LIKE YOU USED TO WE VALUED THAT IT WAS OURS WE WERE SPECIAL WE WERE TOGETHER AND EVERYTHING WAS FINE WE WERE HAPPY I HELPED YOU AND YOU HELPED ME AND I NEED YOUS TIL I KNOW YOU DON'T NEED ME BUT I NEED YOU AND ISN'T IT ENOUGH ISN'T THAT ENOUGH THAT I NEED YOU AND I KNOW YOU LOVE HER I KNOW YOU LOVE HER MORE THAN THE UNIVERSE WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT HER YOUR EYES ARE FULL OF STARS YOU ARE THE SUN AND THE MOON OF MY LIFE THE WIND ON A SCORCHING HOT DAY THE RAIN AFTER A DROUGHT YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING EVERY PERSON I EVER NEEDED IN ONE A COMFORT PLACE A HOME A SAFE HAVEN I NEVER HAD THE ONE WHO FED MY SOUL FILELD MY HEART WITH HAPPINESS WHEN I WAS SAD CHEERED ME UP AND CALMED ME DOWN YOU WERE BETTER THAN MEDICATION YOU UNDERSTOOD ME WE WERE THE FUCKING SAME SHARED A BRAINCELL AND NOW YOU TOOK IT AND I TOOK IT AND WE ARE CONSTANTLY AT WAR

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rinnysmuses · 2 years

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rhea 100% would be friends with penny if that shit never happened.

so yeah she does feel very threatened by the woman lol

she is going to let hadri go and have a coffee visit or whatever but shes not gonna be ahppy about it. at all]

#;ooc

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june-again · 2 years

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PLS NO THANK YOU LMAO

i never knew they came back until i saw you gushing abt it and so i went to check it out lmao

i think oh my god, hann, lion, and dumdi dumdi were my favourites of theirs? the slow versions of oh my god and lion are perfection 🤩

ALSO THE DANCES AND THE MV I MUST TALK ABT IT. THE WHOLE BARBIE DOLL THING WHERE THEY KISS KEN AND HE JUST IS PULLED UP IS SO 😭

i used to be really big on kpop two years ago but now i just listen to whatever. i do have a few artists i listen to regularly but that's about it haha

alsohappydeathdayilove

JDJSJSJ this is a kpop blog after all, it's gotta happen. bro yeah i literally just googled a general comebacks schedule because i can't keep up with my favs otherwise 💀

OH SLOWED VERSIONS ive never actually listened to slowed versions. imagine smth like i can't stop me slowed and reverbed i have to look this up now LMFAOOO

u right the choreo was once again incredible. idk what was goin on with the dolls tho it made me wanna die sort of. not in a bad way. it was just weird and it fit SO well lmao

#YES AHPPY DEATH DAY ILL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT THAT SONG #until xdinary heroes come back ofc #when <3 they <3 #elk's asks #ri-days's input #yuh i don't really expect my kpop phase to last forever either #i doubt im ever gonna stop listening to noeasy or sticker tho #u never know

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lucaskindagay · 3 years

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u know its a special interest when u look at information and start crying from relief that u can think about information not brainthoughts(tm)

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bluejaem · 3 years

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ILYSM IM SO GRATEFUL THAT YOURE MY BSF LIKE FR IM SO AHPPY I MET YOU IN 2012-? AND LIKE IDFK WHAT I WUDVE DONE WO YOU THE NUMBER OF TIMES YOUVE HELPED ME LIKE YOURE SO FUCKING RELATABLE AND WERE ALWAYS GOING THRU THE SAME SHIT AND YK SO MUCH ABOUT ME AND ILYSM AND IM GONNA BE YOURS BSF FOREVER

iM- I CRIED BYE FNSJGNSJF

#ILYT <33 #2013 WAS THE YR WHEN WE MET BUT YUHUH ANYTHING WORKS✨#FJSNFJS #*cue johnmark's wE aRe beSt frieNds fOreVer mAn*

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nomattertheoceans · 5 years

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for the fandom thing: acotar, pls

Thank youuuuu!!! I want to know what you think about my asnwers ^^

the first character i ever fell in love with: Feyre, but the choices in ACOTAR were few XD

a character that i used to love/like, but now do not: I’m going to get so much hate for this because I know every one love him but... Lucien. Like, I don’t hate him, but I haven’t forgiven him for his actions in ACOMAF, and I don’t think Feyre should forgive him in the current state of things. He’s an amazing character and I want him to be happy but right now? I think he needs to acknowledge what he did was wrong and he enabled Tamlin’s abuse. I still really like his character an I need more stories about him! But I’m not such a great fan at the moment.

a ship that i used to love/like, but now do not: HAHAHAHAHA you’re gonna laugh but... Feyre and Lucien!! Okay so I’m going to say more about it later but I didn’t like ACOTAR, I never liked Tamlin because I thought he was boring and I didn’t see the appeal in his once-a-month sort of kindness. In ACOTAR I thought Lucien and Feyre had a much better chemistry, and up until we met Rhys, I legit thought the story was going to be something a bit like: she’s supposed to fall in love with the prince (high lord in that case) but she falls for his friend who’s much more real and present in her life. So yeah, there you have it ^^

my ultimate favorite character™: Pretty classic but I’m going to say Feyre, because I think her journey is amazing and she deserves all the ahppiness and normal life she can get with her family and her partner and her painting studio. I love her.

prettiest character: Is that even a question? Rhysand of course!! Plus, dark hair and clear eyes has genuinely always been my type so I looooove him he’s so pretty!

my most hated character: Amarantha. Not much else to say, she’s a r*pist and a killer and I hate her.

my OTP: Feysand obviously, or have you not checked my fanfic masterlist? ;)

my NOTP:This is a given but Feylin is a big no-no.

favorite moment: This is so haaaaard! This is super vague and I can’t remember exactly when it happens, but I love in ACOMAF when Feyre describes how Rhys and her eat together everyday an just chat and share their meal, it seems so domestic, I love it. Oh and the Starfall scene, it’s very cliche but I love it!!

saddest death: Rhys!! I know it’s not permanent but Feyre’s despair when she realizes he’s dead broke me.

favorite book: A Court of Mist and Fury, is this even a question?!?! ^^

least favorite book: A Court of Thorns and Roses. I honestly don’t like the first book at all. It was easy to read so I kept going but I was bored all the way until Under the Mountain started. And then, when at the end Feyre goes back to Tamlin, I was so pissed that it made me completely dislike the book. Honestly, the only reason I picked up the second one was because I had been spoiled that Feyre and Rhys were mates so I thougt it would be interesting. I think if I’d thought she was going to stay with Tamlin, I probably wouldn’t have read the second book (and thank god I id because it is so goooood)

character that everyone else in the fandom loves, but i hate: I covered this already but Lucien, mostly. I don’t hate him, but right now he’s very low on my list of liked characters.

my ‘you’re piece of trash, but you’re still a fave’ fave: I don’t think I have one for this series! Maybe in the next books?

my ‘beautiful cinnamon roll who deserves better than this’ fave: For the sake of a clearer answer, I want to be clear, I think this character is mistreated by the fandom, not by the books. Cassian. He’s always seen as this mindless dude with a very bad humor and no other interest than “war”, but he’s so much more than that!! He has a complex family history, he’s had a har life and he’s very clever and loyal, an I wish more people would see him that way. I can’t wait to get more about him in the next book!!!!

my ‘this ship is wrong, nasty, and makes me want to cleanse my soul, but i still love it’ ship: I don’t think I have this kind of ship here.

my ‘they’re kind of cute, and i lowkey ship them, but i’m not too invested’ ship: Elain with anyone! I’m not hardcore into Elriel or into Elucien, I’m still very neutral towards these characters because I think they all deserve more development, so I’m not at all invested in either at the moment ^^

send me a fandom and i’ll tell you…

#quakeriders

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the-east-art · 6 years

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More thoughts on my Cars AU

@sketchyflannelpile reblogged my textpost on it so I went for a walk and pretty much just thought about this dang au where cars is actually a live action movie played by humans

So, the beginning starts out with Mightning LcQueen (who has a real name but IDK what it’d be) and his thing is that he’s like 21 and gonna be the youngest person to win the Piston Cup (you know, like Cars) I mean basically the entire beginning is the same except without him being a car.

But like, the spirit of the movie and the moral or whatever is taken to a new level. It’d have more of a focus on this young fellow who feels like he has to try and do everything while he’s young, like if he doesn’t do it all in his twenties he’ll expire. So he has this deep fear of failing and losing the Piston Cup and then that’s it, his one chance is gone. (also this would be a great set up for Cars 3 - in my head we skip over Cars 2 and pretend it didn’t happen)

sprinkled in there is also this lack of self. Like he relies completely on his car, and doesn’t really car about himself as a person - part of the reason he is so grumpy about having to redo the road because he’s worried about the damage it will do to his car. Heck he sleeps in his car the first few days, convinced that the people of this shady little town would try to steal it.

Then later you can have this whole crisis where he realizes that he’s just... nothing without his car. He has no other interests, not even hobbies, other than just driving the car and sometimes fixing up this single car. So as he gets closer to the people of the town there gets to be an entire set of scenes where he tries out a bunch of new hobbies. He fixes up a bunch of other cars, yeah, but also like one person teaches him how to play an instrument, and one drawing, and another plays some sports with him, he does some dancing and yoga and a bunch of stuff that he’s never really done. And most of them he does super badly. He can’t play the clarinet worth crap and his drawings turn out all lopsided but he doesn’t care because he finds himself enjoying doing these things, whether he’s good or not doesn’t matter.

The whole Doc being a previous driver is great. He can’t drive as well anymore from injuries, his legs don’t quite work right anymore, his hands have a shake in them that will never go away. He was a lot like Mightning when he was younger and losing his dreams of driving sent him toppling. He sees too much of himself in the younger boy and can’t stand it.

Instead of them giving his car a makeover they give him a makeover, he gets a new haircut and clothes and stuff and in the end he learns to love this town and it’s people, each more unique than the last, and he wants to stay.

But then there’s the scene where he’s dragged back to the race and I want a scene where he’s still in his clothes from radiator springs and he’s looking at a fresh uniform for racing and he just has this expression on his face... But he puts it back on and does his hair back the usual way as if it will help him to forget where he’d rather be right now.

The race scene goes the same, he can’t keep his head in the race and when he hears Doc’s voice he falters completely before being just so ready to tear up the track. And then the scene where The King’s car crashes and he just... stops at the finish line, staring blankly ahead, sweating and gasping for air, and then turns around. Insetad of pushing the car with his car he pushes it with his body (he takes off his helmet before hand) and just... pushes this car forward with shear willpower, and it’s so clear that it hurts. It’s not a pretty scene, it’s a breathless scene as we see the audience mouth wide and on the edge of their seats as this person (not someone in a car, an actual person) moves this car across the finish line.

and then there’s the ahppy ending and stuff and it’s just so good.

I just feel like this movie had lot of potential but the whole ‘oh they’re cars’ gimmick is just dumb

#car #au #cars au #human au #lol what have I become

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findurwayback · 3 years

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GAHHHH THUS JS GINNA BE CORNY BUT

im jusT SO AHPPY HE WROTE THE PART 4HER AND THOUVBY ABOUT HER WHILE MAKIMG IT CAUSE LIKEbrneuu€&__€UREALLY RWALLT HAVE TO BELIEVE IN SOMEONE TO GUVE THEM SUCH A !!!CLMPLEX CHARACTER AND TRUST THWYRE GONNA DO A GOOD JOB IM SOSO HAPYL PY THINKING ABOUT JT CAUSE SHE PROLLY FELT SO OH WOW AM I REALLY THAT GOOD OR SMTH IMWAN SHE KNOWS SHES GOOD I KNWO THAT BUT BLACK BEAR IS ON ANOTHER LWVWL AND EVERYBODYS PRAISING HER FOR IT RN AND IM SOGUWO2PXUEK I CPUKD CRY LIKE J LOVE THAT WOMAN SO MUCH I HOPE SHE FEELS LIKE PYTTING HERSWLF THROUGH TAHT @PAIN AND UM STUFF IDK WHAT ACTORS DO TO GET THAT KIND OF PERFORMANCE BUT I KNOW SHE PROLLY DID A LOT OF WPRK W HERZELF AND GER MIND AND ENDED UP EXHAUSTED CAUSE WOWOWIWOOW BUTMH I JUST HOPE SHE FEELS IT WAS WORTHY ANYWAY I FEEL INSANE RN MHMM maybe stop SCREAMING no iDONT WANT TO BU5 IVCOMPLAINED SO MANY TKMWS ABOUT HOW EVERYONW PUTS HER IN A BOX ETC AND SHE DID SUCH!@^&AND AMAZINF JOB H3RE LIKE ITW COMPLWTELY DIFFERENT FRIM EVWRYTHING UTS SI DRAMATIC AND SHW DID IT BC ZHE WANTED TO LIKE IWANST ONE OF THOSE SHITTY COMEDJES FAHT HELPED PPL SEE HER AS SMTH ESLE THAT IS NOT DEADPAN OR WHATEVER ITS ACRUALLT SUHCH A GOOD PROJECT( NOT THAT SHE DIESNT HAVE GOOD ONES ALREADY BUT YEAH)) AND THE FU CKING LEAD WAS FOR HER AND HER ONLY LJKE IM SO HAPPY I JUST QANT THE BEST FOR HER I CANT BREATGE

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screamingiminlovewithyou · 7 years

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i’m gonna take a homework break and try to type out “gorgeous” as she sings it are you ready

gorgeous

you shoudl take it a a compiment tha ti got drunk and amde fun of th ewya you talk

you shoudl think about the jconwue of your magnetic field being a little too strong

and i got a boyfiriend hes older than us hes int he c;lub doing i don;t knwo what youre os cool it akes me hate you dso smcuch

whiskey on ise

ssunset and vine

you ruin my life by not being mine

DING

you;re so gorgeou si can’t say abtgung to your face cause look at your face and i’m so furious at you for makeing me feel this way what i can i say you’re gogrgoes

hylu should tak eit as a compleiment tha ti’m tlaking to veryone here byut you

but you but you

an you should think baout the conwie pof yu takchign my hand in a darkened room

if you got a girlfgirned i’m jewalus if er if uyue rsingle i’ jeaus oejbfoufbksdhfe

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ocean bule eyes looking in mine i feel like i might singk and drown and die

DING

you’re so gorugoeu

i can’t wya anything to yur face cause look at your face and u’ so furious at you for making me feel thus way but what can i say youreg rougwe

you make me so happy it gurna ank f

thhere’s notgihg is ahre

you are os gorugeous it makes me so bad

you make me so ahppy ti turn asbc to to a

htere’s ntogbig i haf emor ejt aj f

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guess i’ll sjust sutmble on home to my cats alone

uless uupou mwanna come alone

DING

youre sog ogrgoeus i cna’t sat aytuing to your face cys elook at your face and i’m so furouys at your ofr mkaing me feel this way what can i say

wow this is so beautiful

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