#nonironically lol

[snaxle]

I saw the post about the Best parents and nonironically think Buggy would be the Best parents out of the other two, There Is no evidence in this other than I think mihawk and crocodile give emotionally absent vibes LOL

i think buggy would maybe be a better parent than both mihawk and crocodile, but even then there's no way he'd be a GOOD parent. like im sure he'd be fine, maybe in another world he could be great but i think he'd accidentally leave his kid stranded on an island for days

#asks #belanova

[gay-----pisces2]

T-boy swag is becoming my favorite descriptor for myself. nonironically. ive gone so far down the tumblr rabbit hole lol.

#lgbtq #lgbtq community #lgbtqplus #queer #lgbt pride #lgbtqiia+ #queer community #transgender #trans #trans rights

[osmanthusoolong]

also. bublegum bitch, slime, and spciy mayo tbh. and frequentyly nonironically, box dimension. sorry that's in two parts lol i'm just waking up and my brain is. brain

Sometimes I am definitely not okay, unfortunately. However! I do think I will be overall, and appreciate the care

And thank you, and extremely likewise 💜

#ask game

[idkmemesr-blog]

So i was using a bot that makes inspirational quotes and... This.. Is the most insperational thing ever

#meme #dank memes #original meme #inspirarional #bot #lol xd #nonironic dab #kill me

[055u4ry]

I nonironically love that mysharona1987 is still active despite being called out as a supposed Russian bot a few years ago lol

#personal

[you-marvelous-creature]

some thoughts on turtles all the way down

i hardly ever really talk on this blog anymore, but seeing as it’s the same blog i’ve had since i was 13 and nonironically obsessed with tfios and nerdfighters, this feels right?

anyway,

i liked it much, much, much more than i thought it would, but it was more than that. it was more that i liked it. i knew going in it was a book about ocd so my general thought process regarding it was “first off, mood” but for whatever reason i was skeptical about its portrayal. i dont have the kind of ocd that is usually depicted in media or ya novels; i dont wash and rewash my hands, the vast majority of the compulsions i suffer are entirely mental, so i was not expecting that.............

.........this book is the inside of my head. or, more of inside of my head when i was 15, since im a lot better now, but regardless. it is the inside of my head. some words and concepts changed around, the topic of the obsessions at hand - or as aza, whom i love as i havent loved a YA heroine in quite some time, puts them, “thought spirals,” are different, but, god, yeah. no. this book in the inside of my head. i have never read a book that so clearly depicts what it feels like to have obsessive thinking. 

to the point that it was kind of triggering, to be honest. but i am not 15 years old anymore, so not as much as it would have been. 

in another, sharper way i felt kind of like it was my fifteen, or sixteen, year old self who has never really gone away, just gotten smaller within myself, who was the one reading this book. she cried a lot. 

i wish i had had this book at 15. i think it wouldve changed my life, nonironically, because it wouldve held a mirror and made me understand things about myself that i only really understood practically after graduating high school, better late than never, but, yeah, wow. wow. i hope it helps kids like me. im glad john green wrote this book. it is very clearly drawn out of personal experience; i could never write something like that, it was hard for me to read it.

it was hard for me to read it. it’s hard to read reviews about it, discussing the realisticness of the portrayal of aza’s thought spirals. it’s like people are talking about me. this book felt that real.

the prose was a little too purple, what teenagers actually talk like that, the romance was a tad stilted, but the 16 year old in me loved it. loved loved loved it.

and so did i, actually. i especially adored the friendship between daisy and aza. it also made me realize how deeply blessed i am to have people in my life who understand me on such an inherent level, understanding mental health s/t. high school self didnt have this book, but she had that.

noah was cute

it’s so weird that when i read tfios, i thought gus and hazel were super old; and now, aza and davis felt incredibly small, incredibly young. it’s only a 3-4 year difference in either direction, really, but what a difference.

anyway i feel incredibly strange and nostalgic tonight. how strange it is to feel nostalgic reading a book that came out  two days ago.

i remember feeling utterly rent apart when i finished tfios at 14, like, at that time in my life, it was one of the most powerful books ive ever read. and i feel similarly destroyed now, but it’s different.

anyway.

im really glad john green wrote this book

thanks john

i dont actually want anyone else to read it because i can already feel the quotes being taken out of context but also because it is so inherently me that, yeah

lol theres a quote in tfios about that, about books that are yours, i guess i have come full circle

but it’s good. it’s good.

#am i really blogging about a john green book in this year of our lord 2017 #this is more thoughts on how i felt reading it than it is about the actual book because i am super extra #my life #personal af lemme live

[socialistexan]

Y I K E S Man, what is it about certain sects of anarchism that just jump at the chance to be anti-semitic. Also lol @ anyone using red pill/blue pill nonironically and as proof they aren't anti-semitic.

[painedequation]

Never date a guy that uses lol nonironically

[owlfoxxiii]

Do all the questions for the ask memeee

Okay my darling

There’s a lot of them so I’m gonna read more so I’m not jamming up anyone’s feeds.

sun: what makes you feel like you?

Being with my girlfriend. Making new music.

moon: do you have problem with trust?

Hahahaha...yeah. It takes a really long time for me to trust you.

rising: how/what do people say you come off as?

Either a really angry person or intimidating, even though I’m usually neither.

midheaven: what do you want to be when you grow up?

When I was a kid a firefighter ironically (when my house caught fire at age 6 it changed my mind)

venus: do you flirt more knowingly or unknowingly?

Unknowingly. People then tell that I am and I’m like oh I’m just trying to socialize.

mars: when was the last time you got mad and why?

Actual mad? I don’t really remember. I get annoyed by things but not actually mad.

mercury: who's your go-to person when you need to talk?

My girlfriend. I know it’s cliché but she’s always there for me.

jupiter: when was the last time you got lucky?

If lucky is a euphemism for sex then never. Otherwise I don’t really know. 

saturn: what are you the weakest and strongest at?

Weakest: Being assertive/confident. I have next to no confidence in myself.

Strongest: Being creative and thinking outside the box.

uranus: are you rebellious and do you act upon it frequently?

Not rebellious, just non-conformist. And not like edgy non-conformity either just I’m me and I’m gonna do my own thing.

neptune: what was your best dream and why?

To be content with my life. I just want to be happier in general cause it’s a nice feeling surprisingly.

pluto: what is your biggest aspiration and why?

Become an accomplished musician. I really love creating music and if it took off and I became successful with it it’d be awesome.

lilith: what's your biggest turn on in someone?

Physically? Curves probably? Personality kindness and affection.

aries: what's your favorite sport to play?

Badminton and golf.

taurus: are you a dog or cat person?

I’m fine with both but I like cats more.

gemini: are you introverted or extroverted?

i n t r o v e r t e d

cancer: when was the last time you cried and why?

When my great uncle died. I cried at the funeral. I don’t think I need to explain why lol.

leo: what makes you the most confident?

Looking like I have myself together.

virgo: what's your strongest subject in school?

Art classes.

libra: what's your favorite make up brand?

E.L.F. and Sephora. E.L.F. is really good low price makeup if you’re ballin’ on a budget.

scorpio: what's your most kept secret?

I really like traditionally feminine things. Also I nonironically like vaporwave.

sagittarius: do you like to party?

Hellz yeah bitch.

capricorn: what's the last book you've read?

I reread To Kill a Mockingbird recently and I need to get back to reading The Martian.

aquarius: do you believe in aliens?

It would be idiotic to believe otherwise. Given our understanding of spacetime works there’s no way of knowing what’s out there.

pisces: how frequently do you remember your dream?

I can remember them rather well, but I used to practice lucid dreaming and keeping a dream journal. It kind of fucked with my bearing of what is reality or not since doing it so it’s usually not the best.

Thanks for asking sweetheart~ And now the rest of you have learned something about me maybe.