#no no nonononoonin I need to reel this shit back and so does he because this is. something. it’s a situation and it can’t happen like this

[transthatfag]

fuck this is a situation. I HATE SITUATIONS 🔪

#this guys is REAAAAAAALLY not making it any easier to figure this stuff out #please you can’t ask me if I’m ‘always this romantic’ BITCH WHAT #you can’t say ‘I just want to hold your hand’ HUH #when I ask ‘platonically?’ you can’t just be like ‘yeah something like that’ WHAT HUH WHAT WHATTTTTTT #no no nonononoonin I need to reel this shit back and so does he because this is. something. it’s a situation and it can’t happen like this #he’s LITERALLY dating someone rn this can’t be a thing #it can be something PLATONICALLY but nothing more!! #this cannot be a situation in these circumstances #ok maybe I’m reading into it but also I’m not the one who said I wanted to hold hands #like yeah I wanna cuddle him and shit but at least I keep it to myself shit #why’d he have to say that #it can’t go past that #it can’t. this is bad #and in the end I made a situation out of the situation and held his hand anyways #it isn’t a situation but it is for me #fuck everything.