#no friends besides one who uses me as a depression heat sink slef pity party trash hole

[boymodeordie]

im not important to anyone

#gf wanted to be poly and is obsessed with her new partner and i don't want to be a bitch about it #but i kind of want to be a bitch about it #no friends besides one who uses me as a depression heat sink slef pity party trash hole #even tho they literally have everything that i dont going for them #family doesnt really understand or care about me #my dads the only one really ever sympathetic to me bc ive taken care of him but even he can be a huge ass to me #im just worthless and tragic and i dont want to live anymore #i dont want to do anything #or become anything #i want to die #i want to fucking die