#ngl my dudes. I feel like the uhhhh blorbo part of my brain has just... stopped working at all

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deleting the playlist is the official nail in the coffin like. it's over. it's over now.

#ngl my dudes. I feel like the uhhhh blorbo part of my brain has just... stopped working at all #well.... blorbo insomuch as like shipping and fandom and whatever #I still have blorbo(s) that I love entirely and am obsessed with (see icon) but none I feel like #oh I should write for them or oh I should read for them #not even old blorbos give me ideas anymore. a fleeting sense of - oh! blorbos! but no *ideas* #idk maybe it's because shipping stuff to the level of fanfic is really rare for me. #and I gotta be honest the few things I *have* watched from here that ppl have OBSESSED over ships for I've always been like... #really? I don't see it.... #and on top of that I'm not someone who will watch something JUST for a ship like that's gotta be a bonus #I never go into watching something thinking omg I wonder who I'll ship. I just simply don't care abt that shit #when picking media to spend hours with #idk feels like I'm just 🤷‍♀️ #which then makes me feel like lmao why am I *here* on the blorbo shipping fanfic webbedsite then? #I still enjoy my old ships. seeing content abt them makes me go 😃!! but only for a second and then it's like 🤷‍♀️ ok. #this has gotten long and rambling and stupider than usually allow myself to get so ✌️ #erin explains it all