Dreaming (m)
pairing: bestfriend!renjun x female!reader
summary: who would’ve thought your nerdy bestfriend was not so shy after all?
for the www.camboyz.com collab by @neoaevis ❤
word count: 2,118
warnings: camboy, handjob, blowjob, a little cumplay
a/n: this did not turn out exactly how I intended but hey it’s not that bad I guess! hope ya’ll enjoy ❤
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“Renjun!” The boy blinks his eyes and stares at you upon hearing his name. “Are you even listening?”
“Of course.” He clears his throat.
“So can I?” You repeat only the last words you said, pretty sure he was zoned out.
“Can you what?” The dumbfounded look on his face makes you giggle.
“And you claim you’re listening…” You shake your head in disapproval. “Why are you so sleepy today? Late night playing video games?”
“Yeah, sure…” He scratches the back of his neck and you swear you see a light shade of pink covering his cheeks. “Anyway, what were you asking?”
“I was wondering if I could drop by later tonight so we can work on the project, the deadline is fast approaching.” You repeat organising the scattered papers over the library table.
“No!” His loud voice earns him a few displeased looks so he quickly turns it down. “I can’t tonight, I… I have a thing.”
“A thing?” You raise one of your brows. “What thing?”
“N-nothing important just… Stuff to do…” He avidly avoids your eyes making you wonder if any of this is true. “But we can do it tomorrow for sure.
“Ok we’ll do it tomorrow then. I should go now.” You gather your things and place them inside your bag, Renjun following right behind.
As you two walk outside the wind pushes the hair away from your face and you cozy up inside your warm jacket. Biding your goodbyes, he pulls the white hood from his sweatshirt over his short black hair, hands tucked in his blue puffy jacket as he walks the opposite direction from you.
Making your way home you can’t help feel a little uneasy, what is it that he’s doing that he can’t tell you? When you got into college you two met and got really close with each other. Renjun presents himself as a shy, nerdy, gamer type of guy but there’s so much more to him that you got to know over time. And maybe that’s why you can’t help your heart from fluttering when you’re with him.
You don’t want to feel this way about him and that’s why you never told him about your silly little crush, this is such a precious friendship that you don’t want to lose specially when he doesn’t seem to have the same feelings. So you just keep being his friend and you believe you’ll eventually get over him and find someone knew to fancy.
But when you get home and throw yourself over your bed, bag forgotten on the floor, you can’t help but daydream about shy little Renjun laying right there next to you, how it would feel to hold him close, kiss him, touch him, feel him against you-
Shaking your head you get back to reality. You really need to get these feelings sorted but dreaming about him as become a regular thing and you’re not going to drop your feelings if you keep living like this.
Getting up you walk towards the kitchen to make some dinner and follow up to the living room watching some TV with your roommates.
After feeling like you’ve done enough procrastinating you decide to go back to your room to study for a while. Opening your bag you take out your notebook but then see something familiar that is not yours. You pick it up and take a closer look.
“Renjun’s wallet?” You mumble to yourself wondering why you’d have that with you.
Then it hits you: you might have accidentally picked it up when packing your bag at the library earlier. You check your phone to see if he had contacted you about it but he hasn’t so you decide to call him.
Ring. Ring. Ring. The contact you’ve tried to reach is not available right now…
He’s not answering. Maybe he’s busy with whatever plans he had for today so you might as well just drop by his apartment and leave it there, one of his roommates should be home to receive it and let him know.
Picking up a jacket you head outside, Renjun’s apartment is only a few blocks away from yours so this will be a quick trip. A few seconds after you ring the bell a sleepy figure opens the door.
“Hi, Jeno.” You greet the boy.
“Hey.” He smiles stepping to the side so you can come in.
“Oh, that’s alright, I’m just here to drop off Renjun’s wallet, I took it by mistake when we were studying.” You remain outside the apartment handing him the object.
“You can give it yourself if you want, he’s in his room.” Jeno tells you.
“He is?” Perhaps whatever he had planned is over by now. “Thanks.”
He closes the door once you’re inside, you have been here a few times before so you know exactly where to go and Jeno can sink back into the couch where he was before.
“Hi Jaemin.” You greet the other figure in the living room before disappearing into the hallway that leads to the bedrooms.
“Hey-” Jaemin stops as you’re no longer in sight and turns to his roommate instead. “Where’s she going?”
“Renjun’s.” Jeno explains refocusing on the movie the two were watching. “He forgot his wallet or something.”
“Jeno!” Jaemin hits the other with a pillow. “She can’t go there now!”
“Why?” Jeno looks at him confused before his eyes widen into two big circles. “Shit, I forgot!”
Both boys quickly get up and run to stop you from entering the room but it’s too late, you already saw what you never imagine you’d see.
Before entering Renjun’s room you knocked and called his name but there was no answer. You assumed he didn’t hear you as you could hear music coming from inside so you thought it would be fine to just walk in. Nothing would’ve ever prepared you for the scene before your eyes.
Your best friend and secret crush was sitting in his gamer chair in front of the computer, neon lights all around the room and camera pointed down to his torso and crotch. In the screen you can see what looked like an adult streaming site where the chat moved faster than anyone could ever read and you see what he’s showcasing to the internet.
A stripped black and pink sweater scrunched over his torso showing bits of skin he never dared to show before, black leather pants opened and his delicate fingers wrapped around what looked like his very hard cock.
Words get caught on your throat as this feels like you’re dreaming. Could your shy nerdy college best friend be a secret camboy? To hide his identity the camera wasn’t capturing his whole face, just his lips where the bottom one is trapped between his teeth and you finally notice the small moans he’s failing to hold.
“Y/N, no!” Jeno and Jaemin scream as they approach the bedroom where you still stand by the door, jaw drooping to the floor.
“Y/N?” Renjun quickly turns around seeing the three figures that were definitely not supposed to be there.
Cursing under his breath he pulls the sweater down to hopefully hide his bulge and closes his laptop in desperation.
“Well, too late now.” Jaemin shrugs and turns to walk back to the living room.
“I’m so sorry…” Jeno whispers and bows as he follows the other.
You remain frozen on your spot for a few seconds before turning around to leave as well. But Renjun is quick to jump from his chair and close the door to prevent you to go.
“Wait! I-I can explain…” He pants in front of you and you get a glimpse of the fake lip ring he has on making him look even more desirable than any of your day dreams about him.
“That’s ok, I just came here to give you this.” You extend the wallet his way looking down.
“Thanks…” He says in a low voice taking the object from your hands and placing it on the closest surface he can reach without moving.
“I’m gonna go.” You try to move past him but he keeps blocking your way.
“Wait, let me explain what you saw.” He begs.
“You don’t have to explain, we can just pretend it didn’t happen and never talk about it.” You look down, too embarrassed to face him, but then you notice the bulge showing through his sweater making you gulp.
“But I want to.” He clenches his fists, trying to forget how hard his dick still is, he was quite worked up when he got interrupted.
“I never pictured you as a camboy.” You step back and sit at the edge of his bed still in disbelief.
“It started as a joke,” he sits next to you keeping some distance, “but then I kinda liked the attention. I don’t want you to think I’m a pervert it just feels good.”
“Why do you care so much about what I think of this?” You finally look at his face.
“Because I like you.” Your heart skips a beat, is this a confession? “I really really like you and I’d hate to lose you because of this.”
“I’m not going to stop being your friend because you do this.” You place your hand over his.
“Right, friends... ” You can hear the disappointment in his voice so you scoot closer.
Leaning forward you smash your lips against his. Renjun’s eyes widen, he shyly responds to the kiss a silent whimper escaping to your mouth.
“I’m sorry I interrupted your stream.” You whisper when leaning back. “How about I help you finish it?”
“Really?” He asks before you shut him up with another kiss.
Getting up he walks back to his chair, opening his laptop and re-setting the stream. In the mean time you remove your clothes down to your underwear and find a place on the floor between his legs.
Before pressing the button he looks down and you nod with a smirk encouraging him to start. He adjusts the camera and resumes the show. You almost drool as he lifts his shirt up revealing his still hard cock.
One of his hands runs through the smooth skin of his stomach as the other gently rubs his impressive length. His eyes, off camera, are fixed on you, watching as you lick your lips while enjoying the show.
Slowly his fingers wrap around his dick and he starts moving his hand up and down, pre-cum oozing out of the deliciously looking tip.
Unable to control yourself any longer as you feel the heat between your thighs, you messily tie your hair up and move forward, sticking your tongue out to trace the wet slit. Renjun lets out a loud moan removing his hand from his member that you quickly replace with yours.
Turning the chair to the side he grabs your hair making sure the camera is capturing the action but your face is not that recognisable. You adjust your position on the floor as you start sucking the tip of his cock, hand working on the rest of his length.
Both hands now free, Renjun moves them up his body revealing his nipples that he starts teasing with his black painted nails. You look up and the way his lips are slightly parted sending out breathy moans makes you take his whole dick in your mouth, inch by inch until your nose touches his skin.
The grip on your hair tightens as you bob your head up and down making the most nasty noises, his shaft throbbing in your mouth so you know he’s not gonna last much longer, you have to remember he was already prepped from before.
When feeling he was going to burst, Renjun moves your head away pumping his length until hot white strings shoot to his chest, his own head falling back on the chair with a grunt. You can hear the notifications on the laptop going crazy at your little show.
Moving up, you kiss your away from his dick to his chest, making sure to clean up his beautiful mess. Still panting, he pulls you to kiss his lips as his hand finds its way to end the stream.
“Come here.” He gets up, taking you with him as he walks to the bed.
You yelp when he picks you up by your waist to throw you on your back on the mattress. Bitting your lip you watch the way he kisses up your body until he’s hovering it inches away from your lips.
“That was amazing, let me show you how thankful I am for you help.”
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