#need a break . . . . . but gotta get this done before the deadline . . . . . waughh ; ; ;

[miodiodavinci]

(lays down in a field of soft cotton) i accept my fate. but begrudgingly.

#i have been. pouring as much of my free time as possible into this project. #and yet i am continuously confounded by my incredibly slow work flow and my university hounding me for documents #in addition to what i can. only assume is burnout creeping in on my psyche hhh #which is to say that my focus is abysmal #it takes me hours to work up the nerve to work #and it feels mind-numbing once i actually start to push through #(and the entire time i am craving games and chatting with friends on such a visceral level it makes me ill hgasdkjsdfkj) #i want to say 'ahhh i'll take a break to just hang out with friends once i get this step done' #but i know this break will last several days and i am also internally screaming over how quickly my internship is rushing up on me #and how i know that in A Very Short Period Of Time my free time will be reduced to -100 #it is. a very sucky place to be. #need a break . . . . . but gotta get this done before the deadline . . . . . waughh ; ; ;