#n for these 3 ffxiv ones in specific. memories of playing the game w my friends across the world

[noxtivagus]

hsjfjdjlfdk i really am a drk main at heart ><

#🌙.rambles #i rmber how the job quests rlly comforted me back then #i cried in most of them #those words felt like a hug yk? n it served as a voice when i was afraid to speak out #n the way they deal with 'self' in the quests n the phrasing of the dialogue n 'you' ;;; #'—yearning to be free. yearning to set YOU free. you need only ask.' #wait these songs i'm listening to rn r making me emotional they bring back sm memories T_T #i rmber how matoya's words (the mushroomery ost as well) rlly comforted me #octopath set me free for a while as well. i really liked cyrus n the music meant so much to me #rufus's welcoming ceremony my most vivid memory of it is my dad humming it when he came back home after work #zanarkand ffx was the first ff i was exposed to cs of my dad. i first played xiii tho #i rmber watching my dad play the witcher 3 so many years ago. i started it myself i think in 2020 but i never continued then #this year i picked it up again. i rmber how nostalgic it felt seeing the uhhh opening for the 3rd time or smth #super mario galaxy was one of my fav childhood games. i never rlly played far into the game itself but i rmber thr music n the stars n stuff #i listened to nier music ever since early 2021 #n for these 3 ffxiv ones in specific. memories of playing the game w my friends across the world #winning a free switch iirc in late 2019 n in 2020 i played a lot of the games i borrowed from a relative #my aunt never was able to play fe3h/botw/octopath again for quite a long time ;;; #n i played a lot of acnh that first summer of the decade. n i finally got to finishing games like ffxv & kh #wait omg i started talking abt drk but now i'm reminiscing on the past again wah #drk's story opened my eyes in a time where i was drowning in darkness. #in my fear of swimming i was sinking. so i let myself free n let myself float. #and so soaking in the water slowly and gradually took away the burden of all the debris i wasn't aware were bringing me down #how freeing it was to be your own best friend. but i'm human. i can't be alone for too long #yeah i feel calmer now. remembering really is both my pain and comfort. how tragic n bittersweet it is to be so torn in the inside #but it's alright. i'll pick up these shards n glasses fragments n put them back together again and again. #maybe some residue is forgotten. left behind. or picked up by another. #i don't mind; i need to continue on towards the future

[mahouxshoujoxme]

All the asks babe ❤️

🐰- do you believe in soul mates?Honestly I wasn’t sure until I got you♥

💌- diary or journal?are they not the same thing?

✨- which fictional character (book, show, or movie) do you relate to most?Takagi is my girl, but recently i fell in love with vanya from the umbrella academy

💕- are you crushing on someone?Just my baby @senjyogaharara​  (´∩｡ˊᵕˋ｡∩`) ♡

💋- kissing in the dark or kissing in the rain?I mean, both?

🐝- describe your aesthetic in emojis🧚 🌸 🧜 🦄 🍓 🌊 🌳 💕  and just for corey  🦀

🍼- what is your favorite memory?My first Fan Fest, probably. it was such a good time and I can’t wait to go back to the next one.

🌸- what is your favorite flower?hydrangeas~ especially pink ones♥

💖- have you ever been in love?I have, and I am now♥

🍰- strawberry or vanilla?Strawberry~

🍯- describe your favorite smellI like sweet scents, and cinnamon~

🎂- if you had 3 wishes, what would they be?I wish you were here. (i fixed it for you xP)I wish Faris wasn’t sickI wish I had a wawa breakfast burrito rn….

🍪- cookie dough or cookies?both? but i like dough haha

☕- coffee or tea?i like both, but tea I suppose

🍃- would you rather live in a sea with mermaids or a forest with fairies?this question is too hardbut i guess with mermaids bc i love the ocean

🍂- what’s your middle name?Ann

💫- what is your sun, moon, and rising sign?Sun: AquariusMoon: I had to look this up but I guess Leo?Rising: Gemini

🌧️- favorite thing to do on rainy days?Cuddle and listen to the rain~

🍭- how tall are you?around 5′2-5′3

💒- which show would you want to live in?any show that lets me be a cat girl

🎄- what is your favorite holiday?Halloween~

🍦- what scented candle is your favorite?rn I have a really nice vanilla cinnamon one~

🎶- favorite song right now?Gerard Way and Ray Toro’s cover of Happy Together~

💘- 3 ways to win your heart?Make me laugh, love my cats, play video games with me. u w u

🍩- current mood?a lil sleepy, excited, wishing you were here already~

❄️- what is your favorite season?Summer~

💍- your current relationship status?Taken by the best man I could ask for♥ (*˘︶˘*).｡.:*♡

📷- a photo of yourself

💅🏻- do you like being spoiled?I mean, who doesn’t?

🕊️- 3 habits you have?if im listening to music i will literally always sing along, I can’t help itI make little noises or talk to myself when im doing things like cooking or cleaning (｡￫∀￩｡)I honestly can’t think of a third one ┐(￣ヮ￣)┌

🦄- how do you perceive yourself?I’m just a lil weeb who tries her best and always wants to make other people happy (´•ω•`๑)

🦋- how do you think others perceive you?hopefully in at least a somewhat similar way

🌈- things I find attractive in girls/guysA sense of humor, a non-angry demeanor, pretty eyes~

🍓- one secret about yourselfidk, im pretty open and honest with everyone so I honestly can’t really think of anything that nobody knows about me  (´•ω•`๑)

🍒- how do you act when you have a crush?I get suuuuper clingy and flirty

💔- the reason behind your last breakup?there were a lot of reasons tbh, but the biggest being bad anger issues.

💬- what your last text message says?“Thanks!!”

🎥- what show are you currently binging on?Not CURRENTLY binging any, but the last one i did was The Umbrella Academy and the couple anime we watched together~

⛅- what is your morning routine?Wake up, feed the kitties, eat breakfast and watch youtube/play FFXIV until time for work

💗- who do you miss?technically nobody atm since I’m talking to you, but I wish you were here~

🥀- last time you cried?Last night when I was worrying about Faris ; n ;

🎁- when is your birthday?February 15th~

🔪- scariest/creepiest experience?When I was being stalked and harassed before…something I would never wish on anyone

💤- date someone younger, older, or same age as you?I mean I have dated all of the above? I don’t really have a specific preference

🎀- any question you want“what’s your favorite thing about me?”Your personality~ I always have so much fun when we spend time together and I love it♥

#senjyogaharara #ask