#my stamina is so much lower for things my brain actively keels from

[fluff-and-kura]

Pls DM me ramblings of canon tidbits and lore on scp staff/etc. alternate dimensions and other eldritch things welcome too I just wanna learn without all the draining searching and reading and searching

#I don’t know if it’s mutuals only for DM’ing or not I’m antisocial on here but I will follow back for the next three days #my stamina is so much lower for things my brain actively keels from #brain: oh you want canon? canon lore for fandom you so enthusiastic about? that gives you happiness in your day to daydream about? #brain: oh dread! dread for you! sickness and anguish and total exhaustive depression for you! no canon reading for you #we shall only Daydream on Happy Little Distortions of Reality with whom we are sure of no Angst and Bad Feelies #me: please I just wanna learn and extend my knowledge for more daydream ideas— #brain: no! no Canon #only Daydream #me sobbing: pls god why must you be so stupid and spoiled what sort of monster have I raised you to become #textpost #request #scp #shitpost? maybe #I’m pretty shit at this and I feel pretty pathetic but honestly? #it’s been 8 months and I haven’t gotten to learn any juicy lore espECIALLY about the doctors and other staff and I am at my wits end #with my dumb paranoid social anxiety #I’m not explaining that one brains are dumb and I’m accommodating #end of discussion #and my accidental rambling I’m sorry tags are a safe space #for me