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the-dimitrescu-seamstress · 7 months

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OOC: My life for the past bit

(I am alive, but I have been having one hell of a past two months. August was devoted to last minute DragonCon prep. I basically got the motivation to finally complete a costume that I've wanted to do since I was little....... and it required a lot of hand sewing, and devoting my free time to a lot of "we won't know it will work until it's 95% finished" aspects. Seriously, I ended up doing three or four mock-ups because the pattern didn't exist and had to be constantly tweaked.

A week before the convention, I find out that a new hire admin is 90% likely going to leave (not surprising, he's from a law firm and so it's a very different atmosphere), so THAT with the two approaching work deadlines were also on my brain.

Dragoncon was wonderful and my dream costume got recognized five different times (with two mentions of "Lady D?" ....... red and black showgirl costume with roses and big, black sun hat.... I will gladly accept the compliment). Plus, a friend debuted her Lady D in stilts, and that was just absolutely awesome and received incredibly well.

Driving back from DragonCon, my car died at 9:30 pm on the highway, Labor Day weekend. 1.5-2 hours from my home. I ended up getting home at 2 am and only because I managed to convince both the responding officer and tow truck guy to not impound my car and tow it the final distance. Also, I would very much like to thank @dani-dimitrescu for being able to pay for the tow, which I reimbursed her for the next day (which will bring up more issues that I will address shortly).

Turns out both battery and alternator died on me. Due to paying the tow truck bill, a looming mortgage payment, and helping a friend/roommate who lost her credit card (literally pulled half of my paycheck to make sure she would be able to eat, relax, have some spending money, and not panic during the convention), I would not be able to repair my car until the end of the month (it's currently fixed, it's just sitting with the repairman until the end of the month), so I had to borrow my mom's car to take @dani-dimitrescu around, since she was visiting from the other side of the planet.

CUE ME GETTING SICK...... and let me tell you, driving while mentally impaired by con crud? Not fun. Also cue me temporarily losing my own credit card because I was sick and dropping it in a parking lot (found the same day, so we're good, but the PANIC of potentially being stuck in an airport parking lot because you couldn't pay the exit fee was IMMENSE).

The week following vacation was the first of two major work deadlines.... where I'm stuck at home with one monitor (instead of three), sick, and doing three times the normal amount of work because government did a thing earlier this year that is impacting us heavily.

LASTLY, my bank noticed the high money moving activity in my account and put a hold on EVERYTHING until today, so I literally had no access to money and I'm so glad I've been homebound for the past month or so.

This past weekend was actually the first chance I've had to relax and not be high strung, sick, or panicking for a while, and I will start getting active now that things are less insane. Magda misses her castle family.

So.... how have your two months been?)

#ooc #mun's life #I swear when bad things happen they REALLY hapen

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chans-bad-girl · 3 years

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Hi there! I'm very sleepy right now but suddenly this came into my mind : "what is skz reaction when they caught you touching yourself? Maybe they'll asking for mutual masturbation? Or just watching you? Or ended up having sex with you??" Thank you in advance~ guess I can't sleep tonight!!

Hey, hope you're getting your sleep lol

Stray Kids reactions: they catch you touching yourself (+scenarios)

warnings: voyeurism, masturbation (female and male), toys, dumbification, pet names, nipple play, mutual masturbation, mentions of piv, dirty talk, mirror sex, wall sex

chan:

maybe giving your boyfriend a spare key to your apartment wasn't the best idea because now you're sprawled out on your couch, pictures of him on your phone while the bunny vibrator is put on the highest setting. tbh you wouldn't have noticed him standing there with takeout if he didn't grab your hand and take control of the toy. face cold, he whispers into your ear, "tell me when you're horny next time and you won't need my pictures anymore." (which he says while pushing the toy further inside you)

lee know:

minho likes going to bed early. he usually goes to bed at 11, preferably at 10, and sleeps his 8 hours in ignorant bliss of his girlfriend's moans muffled in her pillow. emphasis: usually. because tonight, he feels the shaking and hears the squelching sounds through his lighter-than-usual slumber. "bunny, please touch yourself quieter, I need my sleep." will go back to sleep and then rail you tomorrow while he teases you about it with all the energy he got from his beauty rest.

changbin:

he got you a bullet vibrator for your 1-year-anniversary and boy are you keen to use it. it's been glimmering at you from across your room and now that changbin is sleeping in the other room (and you don't want to wake him because he had a stressful week with almost 0 sleep), you think it's time to use it. when you turn it on, you don't expect it to be this intense. your hole clenches at your clit's sensitivity and your body jolts forward. you don't mean for your moan to be this loud, really, but it rings through the apartment and wakes your boyfriend right up. upon seeing your struggle with the vibrator, he rubs his eyes and says, "my baby is too dumb to touch herself now? oh kitten, do you need master to teach you?"

hyunjin:

oh boy roommate!hyunjin will literally touch himself watching you through the crack of the bathroom door you forgot to lock. dick in hand, he watches as you touch yourself in the bathtub, losing yourself with the shower head on your clit and a hand on your hard nipples. will accidentally be too loud and call your attention. "oh, sorry, uhm..." "couldn't control yourself, huh?" "no..I-" "cut it. i want you. now." this whole endeavor leads to you becoming friends with benefits lol because you're two horny college students who can't afford their own apartments but also have a no-bringing-one-night-stands-home policy. will want to do mutual masturbation because he doesn't wanna get all wet haha

jisung:

he catches you touching yourself in his own home. you were on a trip to meet your family in your home town and your close childhood friend offered you a place to stay. for a week you couldn't touch yourself or even be alone for more than 5 minutes, and when Jisung finally leaves the house for a bit longer than just for groceries, you can finally relax without the fear he might come back soon. so you lie on the couch bed, completely naked because it's 43 degrees and god knows you've waited for this way too long. little did you know that Jisung's plans were cancelled and he drove straight back home to you playing with your clit, two fingers stretching your walls. will watch in awe for a bit before you notice him. "oh, you...that's kind of hot. Mind if I...help?" you don't mind at all. and this is how you ended up with your childhood best friend's head between your legs.

felix:

you blame felix for the suit he's worn and also for the fact that he didn't bother to take it off even when you arrived at his house and started playing video games. Needless to say: you were horny as ever. so you excused yourself to the bathroom to satisfy the ache. because felix had his headphones on and his room was on the other side of the house, you let soft moans slip off your tongue. he sure wouldn't hear, right? WRONG. he got worried after you didn't come back from the toilet for 10 minutes and decided to check on you. and oh was he happy he did that because your moans? music to his ears. "yn, no need to hide, my family won't be back until tomorrow." that's when you open the door and grab his tie for his lips to meet yours. "you stayed in this on purpose, huh? after the wedding you could've taken it off." "I know you like suits."

seungmin:

before he told you he's an idol, you'd never thought of him this way: hot, talented and highly ambitious. but the growing trust in your friendship reveals an aspect of seungmin you wouldn't have expected in your wildest dreams: tongue out, gaze dark, he's hyper-focused on his dance moves, and hell is that making a mess of your panties. at your place, eating celebration pizza after his tour-opening show, you decide to wait until he falls asleep to pound a dildo into yourself in your room. the doors are thin and the couch bed seungmin temporarily sleeps on is only so comfortable. which means that he hears you loud and clear as you whine. you have awakened his curiosity, and before he can stop himself, he walks straight toward your room. what do you look like right now? What are you thinking about? When he walks into your bedroom and accidentally stumbles, you look at him with the biggest eyes and maybe that wasn't the way he imagined the answer to the first question. (good for you that you have the blanket over though haha). "oh, this is very embaressing...in front of my idol friend, wow." "nonono don't get me wrong, I think you put on a nice show. maybe better than mine..." will fuck you in front of a mirror (with your consent ofc) because "look at you, you're performing so well only for me."

jeongin:

after him teasing you all day (being all touchy-feely, being suggestive with his words and wiggling his eyebrows way too much lol) while watching reruns of pretty little liars, he forgets his gym bag at your dorm. now, your touch starved, career oriented college student self is only so resilient. translation: you rub your clit furiously while watching twitter porn. when he arrives at the bus stop, he notices his gym bag is still at your place, and so decides to knock on the first-floor window to your bedroom. when you don't answer (because your earphones blast slapping sounds and moans + you are too far gone to notice anything at this point) he peeks through the slit between your curtains and oh my god are you hot squirming around with your hand between your legs. he's touched himself to the fantasy of you pinned to a wall too many times to count, and now he can finally make it a reality. let's just say he's not shy to ring your door bell at the ass crack of dawn to ask you about what porn gets you off so prettily to then rail you against all walls in your apartment lmao rip your roommate

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kitcat-italica · 4 years

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Personal life story time!

Today I just fucking lost it. I'm so overwhelmed with the stressors in my life that I got less than 2hrs of sleep last night, I nearly had a panic attack while I was driving to work, I couldn't focus on my morning meeting, and then I was expected to do four hours in a row of group therapy with my kiddos. I do this every day, but today, 10min before group started, I just realized: fuck, I *can't* do this today. I can't focus on more than 2 words at a time when people talk to me. I will be of ZERO use to my kids today.

So they hastily made arrangements to have someone cover my group for the day, and I went home.

For background, my current stressors include:

2 weeks ago my doctor noticed during my annual exam that my neck was swollen. She ordered an ultrasound, which led to a thyroid doctor referral, which led to a biopsy. No results on the biopsy yet, but since the nodule on my thyroid is so big, they're gonna have to remove at least the right half of it. Might need to remove the whole thing depending on the biopsy results (aka whether or not it's cancer). Regardless, I'm having surgery on my neck in 2 weeks. Also, probably because I was so stressed about everything, last night and this morning I can feel my thyroid nodule pressing on my throat. It makes it hard to swallow and get food down.

Over the last few days, my landlord and my roommate have had a total meltdown with each other. It started off with what in the house needs fixing when, and quickly turned into attacking each other for not doing things. It blew up so suddenly I didn't have time to react or add anything. Now my landlord wants all communication via email so they can have records????

My parents have decided to move from my childhood home by next spring. They will be moving closer to me (yay!), but they will be leaving my twin brother behind. He's been living with them for a few years now, and been struggling with his mental health and launching into his own career/living situation/responsibilities/life. Now, in order for him to go to his same university and earn the degree he wants (which he's been trying to get for 8 years and is STILL failing classes). But, he'd be living away from my parents for the 2nd time, and the 1st time he became so isolated and depressed he even had thoughts of suicide. We're all terrified of that happening again.

My boss called today that, because I don't have enough kids for a therapy group anymore, I'll be temporarily moved to a new position and no longer run my group. I'm fucking devastated that I'm leaving my kids behind. But hey, at least I have a job???

Anyway. That's why my life is falling apart, and why I freaked out and needed to take a day to just take care of my life.

So today, I called my mom and cried to her. Then I called my doctor and scheduled my surgery. Then I called my landlord and had a nice long conversation with him, really smoothing things out and being mature about it. (I'm super proud of myself for how I handled that one 😊).

So things seem to be going...ok? I know when the surgery is. I know my landlord isn't going to sue me. I know where I'm going to move in mid-August. My family still cares and loves me ❤️

Now that the fires are out for the moment, I'm going to pass the fuck out and go to SLEEP

#personal #tw suicidal thoughts #tw mental health

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