#my dog subluxed my index finger yesterday so writing is harder

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Puppy play but u euthanize me :3

#ajejejsjjd SORRY #death tw #sh ment // #hhhhh vent :3 #AGAIN SORRY #shit ass garbage brain again tonight <3 #ok to rb if u want ahhdjdjs #I just …………. hate meself <3 #when will I be able t exist #when do I get to go to bed when I want instead of going to bed so I don’t disappoint others by hurting myself #not even for me idc anymore #my scars are so much more visible than they ever were more people know who cares i don’t #just fuck I hate worrying people I hate disappointing people #idk again this is shit for my journal but my fucking hands hurt #my dog subluxed my index finger yesterday so writing is harder #idk man you know like shit just let me destroy myself in peace you know like who have you the right to give a shit #me: I don’t have bp.d #also me: fuck u for caring about me #anyway pls block me for ur own health <3 #idk man idk #I’m just going to go to bed bc I don’t want to spend any more of today with myself