#my baby who deserved so much better

[sunnyside-sunset]

i am a sunny defender until the day i die; that is my shining star, my little baby girl who deserves the world. but dear god. some of the people “defending” sunny by only dragging leo to hell and back without making any attempt to understand leos character are going to be the death of me……

qsmp fandom i love you all but a select few of you get on my nerves sometimes </3 but hey at least on here it isnt as bad as twitter

#qsmp #qsmp sunny #qsmp leo #qsmp leonarda #leonarda my baby i may love sunny more but you deserve so much more than youre getting #qsmp fandom try not to forget about leo or misunderstand her character challenge #i love you qsmp fandom i really do #but sometimes peoples takes on the girl characters can be so……. #btw this is not an excuse for people to turn this into ‘yeah leo is so much better than sunny’ #‘people need to stop babying sunny and realise that someone needs to put her in her place’ or whatever #let my girls have complex emotions and make bad decisions #theyre kids!!!! just let the girls be girls!!! trust the admins and ccs to know what theyre doing!!!! #cough cough sidenote maybe also give tallulah some slack cough cough #cough shes also going through a lot and isnt constantly out to get sunny cough #cough and shes more than just a character thats angsty and gas daddy issues all the time cough cough #woah who said that thats crazy #that was an insane coughing fit i just had sorry guys

[mudstoneabyss]

actually. the specific phrasing that boy Kevin wants to kill older Kevin with "I must disassemble him, piece by piece, so that everything inside of the Old Kevin comes out. Only then can the New Kevin truly begin." is so incredibly the idea that to heal from trauma and "improve" you have to destroy every "wrong" part of yourself, that everything "tainted" by it has to somehow be replaced by something untouched (which isn't possible)

#reading back that phrasing I do think that'll be the way brinknor takes it #this arcs seeming like it'll be so. breaking the cycle of abuse and violence and coming to terms with yourself #and maybe understanding that you can never remove the parts of you impacted by trauma and start again completely ''pure'' #but you can treat yourself with the kindness you should've been given #which i hope it is that because. and understand i am biased. but i'd love that direction for Kevin #it feels much more satisfying than any more. angsty way this arc could go imo #like he's been through enough! #because of the way Kevin is portrayed in fanon. not as frequently anymore but still pretty common. I worry about coming off as woobifying #by saying I want him to heal I want him to have nice things I think he deserves them #when he's also simultaneously Not A Good Person #yknow the poor little innocent cinnamon roll baby etc etc fanon #but. well for one im Not Like That about him. but my main point of bringing that up is. him not being a good person is why I want to see hi #get better and generally have a good life. why does someone have to be good to deserve to heal from trauma #especially when trauma is a big reason for the way they are #like its fiction yeah yeah i'm still tired of mentally ill people having to be ''good'' to ''deserve'' to get better yknow #i mean especially in fiction you tend to either see mental illness as the poor traumatized one who's allowed recovery because they're nice #or the insane psychopath who cant be ''fixed'' so ''deserves'' bad things-up to deserving to die!- for it #i didnt mean for this to be a rant erm. oops #wtnv #wtnv spoilers #joyousposting

[andthebeanstalk]

Betty is so relatable I would do the same shit for my wife

#simon petrikov #original #at #the moment where she declares that she's jumping into the future to save him. just pure save-husband impulse #and maybe she made the wrong choice but I felt the emotion in my gut and that's good tragedy baby #I would do the same thing and then be in the future and realize I probably fucked up but also what else could I do but #devote my entire life and sanity to saving her after I have destroyed every other option?? #it's not healthy necessarily but a fucking apocalypse happened and her wife is in eternal torment. what else could she possibly do?? #I'm just obsessed with the attitude she has towards saving him and how it turns from joyful heroism to unhealthy obsession #I have a much healthier relationship with my wife. but also she's never been driven mad by a magical crowd for a thousand years! #and Betty did it!! y'all can argue about whether Ice King was better than Simon and I think he must make peace with every part of himself #but it is extremely consistent in the original series that being Ice King is basically this existentially horrifying Eternal torture #so the fact that someone who loved him decided they would save him from that at all costs is very sad and very beautiful #beautiful because no one deserves to suffer forever. tragic because she was far to willing to take his place if she had to. #betty grof #fionna and cake #golbetty #golb #*driven mad by a magical crown #you forgot your floaties #edit: upon rewatching every episode with betty in it i will say i don't think i would be so hellbent on murdering the person she had become #betty does act selfishly and it makes her character more compelling #but i like to think if my wife went banana-pants ice-king-level bonkers i would be able to love that version of her too #but who's to say whether this story would be the reason I responded differently? #it's a good story

[fishy-xp]

more sfh brain rot

can i just say, i love the complexity of the characters outside the goshiwon as well. jieun and jaeho who are supposedly meant to be jongwoo's girlfriend and friend, are just so caught up with themselves, whether unwillingly, in jieun's case, or willing, in jaeho's case. jieun's horrible work relationship with her boss where absolutely nothing she does is correct whilst having more and more work being put onto her, slowly breaks down her capacity to cope to the extent that she isn't able to spare any attention to her boyfriend's problems since she is unable to properly deal with her own. the way she scolds jongwoo in ep 4 when he complains about the eden residents, saying nothing comes from being nice, i think she is very much saying what she wishes she could tell herself but when push comes to shove, she could never actually stand up for herself against her boss, leading her to push that pent-up anger and frustration on to jongwoo, calling him too 'sensitive' and to get over it. i think she is mad at her own passivity adn taking it out on jongwoo, since he's probably the only person she can exert some power over in her life.

jaeho is just a jerk point blank, i think the entire fandom has picked up on much of a narcissistic bastard who simultaneously has an inferiority and superiority complex he is. any time jongwoo tries to stand up for himself, jaeho's ego flares at the thought of not having the man squished under his thumb. he belittles jongwoo, guilt-trips him, asserts his seniority over him, crosses the clear boundaries jongwoo has set about not talking about the goshiwon to others just to force jongwoo back into his plac below him just to satisfy his frail bruised ego.

on a separate consideration, the nature v nurture debate surrounding jongwoo. personally, i believe that the entire series is about how much nurture, or the people around you, influence you and your actions, thoughts and behaviours. the show being called 'hell is other people' kinda indicates that it is the people around you that can make your life a living hell. after all, jongwoo was seemingly normal before moving into eden. additionally, the show goes out of its way to highlight jongwoo's good nature, when he buys food for the stray kittens and moves jieun to walk in the shade. i think everyone has the capacity to do heinous things within their nature, no one is born a serial killer but everyone has the potential to become one given the right (or i guess more accurately would be the 'wrong') circumstances. and as much as we all love to think moonjo was the one who gaslighted and manipulated jongwoo into giving in to his anger and hatred, and go apeshit, that anger and hatred was built up because of those people closest to him, his girlfriend, his senior, his co-workers, the stranger who kicked away the can of cat-food he brought. literally, everyone around him pushed and shoved him around like a piece of garbage, overstepping his boundaries and treating him like dirt or a punching bag. moonjo was the only who truly recognised jongwoo as an equal and wanted him to come to realise that himself.

#god this show makes me so angry and pissed at everyone who isn't jongwoo or moonjo #and seokyoon #my precious baby deserved so much better #hell is other people #yoon jongwoo #mjjw #seo moonjo #strangers from hell

[wulfhalls]

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#over a month now since my baby boy left me. #genuinely feel sick with how much i miss him all the time everywhere #it feels like its been 15 years and also only half an hour since then #finally got the locket to put some of his fur in so he'll always be with me. which. #made me feel better for approximately 4.2 minutes and then we were back to bottomless endless grief #I miss him and miss him and miss him and miss him and miss him all day every day every second of every minute #his absence is so loud #and i feel so fucking guilty so incredibly fucking at fault its killing me because i should have noticed soon i should have paid more #fucking attention #hes gone and its my fault. my fault my sweet darling angel who only ever loved me is gone #my baby boy deserved so much better #and all i can do is cry about it it doesnt change anything it doesnt make anything better it doesnt bring him back #anyway. i wish I was dead haha #u know the apiel ignore me i just needed to type this out ect and so on #bb baby #txt.me

[foxy-kitsune]

how can you tell if a movie had traumatized you:

i was literally having random flashes of rocket's backstory through the whole day, at home and at work and i am not okay. emotional damage is real.

#i am actually depressed #i want to adopt rocket #i want to adopt lylla #i want to adopt floor #i want to adopt teefs #my babies deserve so much better #who thought an mcu project could be more depressing than wandavision and wakanda forever but here we are #marvel #mcu #gotg 3 #gotg #guardians of the galaxy 3 #guardians of the galaxy #rocket #lylla #floor #teefs

[ghost-bison]

I just watched Day Of The Moon and the ending had me throwing a tantrum

Like Doctor, how can someone so smart as you be such a fuckwit?

He KNOWS, he freaking KNOWS his firsts are River's lasts, yet when she kissed him, without hesitation he was like "There's a first for everything am I right lol byyyye see ya"

Fuck. You. You should have kissed her again. You should have given her the kiss of her life, swept her off her feet.

But no, he said bye instead

#fml #my poor baby river #river song my beloved #you deserve so much better #I'm obsessed atm #yes i know i watch slowly don't @ me #doctor who #river song #eleventh doctor #yowzah #river x eleven #doctor who series 6 #alex kingston #matt smith

[umihoshi]

7 Deadly Sins is so unappolagetically cringe and whimsy. It's like introducing your friends to your cat who you love so so much, cuz he's silly and funny and actually really smart. but objectively, it's the ugliest critter you will ever see.

#nanatsu no taizai #7 deadly sins #4kota #watching 4kota I finally understand the derailing of yugioh designs over the years #Percy's power is literally the power of friendship #my friend described their designs as DeviantArt OC's and I could not think of any better way to describe it #but then there's like... #Gawain being the lesbian we all deserve #and cinnamon roll tristan #and next gen characters coming from actual deep relationships and not last-minute match ups #like. Jericcho being in love with Lancelot is so messed up. but it makes so much sense! #and her bei g aware of it and ashamed of herself is so human #still don't get what's Arthur's deal but #the ep with the camelot knight who was so angry about living in peace with demons #because they fucking massacred his hometown and baby daughter! #that shit hits me man! #(surprised she's ACTUALLY dead tho. like.... death is heavily overrated in nnt) #how often did Helbramm and Malescula die honestly #also how cool is it that they all got king arthur inspired names??? #and the 4 calamities? the 10 commandments?? I'm eating that shit up #also please please please let next gen be actual gay and not just bait 🙏 #please give me percyxnasiens gawainxisolde and tristanxlancelot??

[martyrbat]

the man who falls – secret origins (1989)

[ID: Two cropped comic pages of Bruce Wayne as a child after falling into a cave and being ambushed by a swarm of bats. There's multiple narration boxes over the pages:

Page One: a three panel sequence of Bruce being rescued by his father. In the first panel, Bruce is screaming with his eyes squeezed shut in fear. He has his fists clenched in front of him and is wearing a reddish pink turtleneck sweater. The narration says, ‘Again, he shrieked — not in terror, but in despair...’ In the second panel, Thomas Wayne is shown from behind in a low angle. He's wearing a red sweater similar to Bruce and is holding a flashlight as he jerks Bruce into him. Above them is bats surrounding them and the broken wood floors that Bruce fell through. The narration continues, ‘The arm curled around him, muffling his voice, and his cheek rubbed against the rough wool of his father's jacket... He squeezed his eyes shut, willing himself to be away from here—’. In the third panel, they're standing outside. The narration reads, ‘When he opened them, he was in the area behind the mansion, in the pale light of the autumn afternoon, and his father's words pounded at him—’. Thomas is kneeling down in front of Bruce in front of the hole he fell in. He's gripping the child's shoulders as he scolds him, “Idiot! I told you never, never to go off alone. Didn't I? Didn't I?” Martha Wayne is behind them with her hand on the side of her face as she looks at them with relief that Bruce is okay.

Page Two: Martha is defending Bruce as Bruce has his head down. Thomas is still squeezing Bruce's shoulders as Martha tells him, “Thomas, he's frightened.” Thomas replies, “He damn well ought to be. He could have been killed.” Martha replaces Thomas's spot in front of Bruce, kneeling to gently place a hand on his upper arm and using a handkerchief to wipe his forehead. Bruce is standing with his fist still clenched and grimacing as Thomas angrily says, “He's got to learn.” Bruce is shown in a low angle, looking up at his mother with wide eyes. The narration continues, ‘He listened to his father's boots crushing the dead grass, and when he could no longer hear them, he dared to ask:’ “Mommy, was I in hell?” Martha soothes, “No, baby, that was just some old cave. You're safe now,” as she hugs him. His cheek is pressed against hers and she has her eyes closed as Bruce still looks uncertain. END ID]

#once again pushing my 'thomas wayne was a piece of shit' propaganda #tied in with the panel of him hitting bruce #and then the alt timeline where they live and martha expresses concern that her eight year old has an obsession with criminology now #and stopped being talkative or wanting to see some train (his special interest) and thomas says good and that it was worth the scare #and ! being autistic. for me when im emotional all sound is so much louder and more overwhelming #the fact that he waited until he couldnt hear his father walking away before asking his mother if he was in hell.... #and being no older than 8 and still waiting. just tensed and taking the verbal lashing and them fighting before speaking up?? yeah. #also think it'll be interesting in the 'bruce is constantly seeing the best in people even shitty people that dont 'deserve' a second #chance or for someone to fully believe they can change. that you do bad things but aren't a bad person. that you can do good and not #be a good person. that its making a choice and that anyone can choose and decide to do better than they were yesterday' #sorta deal yknow? #just the conditioning of forgiveness for something theyre not sorry for and wanting to believe everyone is capable of being good #that traumatized 'mommy was i in hell' like god sorry brucie for the trauma but itll have a payoff in a decade or so trust me kid #also martha?? love her. hes the biggest mama's boy you cant change my mind. #bruce wayne #thomas wayne #martha wayne #baby brucie #crypt's panels #c: secret origins | the man who falls #bruce & martha #bruce's childhood

[eddiemunsn]

i literally just want my cat back that's all i want i'll never ask for anything ever again just bring him back to me

#im losing my mind i cant stop distracting myself or ill go fucking crazy #he was my only solace #my emotional support buddy #we were grumpy and lonesome together #he was my sweet sweet baby boy and he didn't deserve to die like that #and none of my friends have reached out to see if im okay #only a few people on here who i appreciate so much #and my BOSS #who also was there for me when we had to euthanize him #she held me and cried with me and helped me wrap him up to put in the freezer until the taxidermist can take him #and she's texted me once a day reminding me how loved i am and how if i ever need anything she's there for me #when your boss is a better friend to you than any of your other friends #its time to get more friends

[frankcastleonlyfans]

HI Y'ALL I JUST HAD A VISION PLEASE BARE WITH ME

ARE YOU READY?????

OKAY, LISTEN:

anya chalotra as book!rhaenys targaryen

I'M ACTUALLY FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS BC THIS IS HOW I SEE RHAENYS DURING VISERYS' CORONATION TIME DKAUSKAHWJS

fanart: @/thewweskywalker on twitter | @wweskywalker on tumblr

#rhaenys targaryen #book!rhaenys targaryen #rhaenys velaryon #rhaenys x corlys #princess rhaenys #the queen who never was #BUT SHE WILL ALWAYS BE MY QUEEN #I LOVE HER SO MUCH MY BABY DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER #corlys velaryon #laena velaryon #laenor velaryon #house velaryon #remember y'all she's half baratheon #BARATHEON HAIR IS PITCH BLACK

[skrunksthatwunk]

found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?

#i didnt really get to process it bc i found out when i was hanging w a friend but. im processing it now #sigh.. i dont know. i dont know. #at the end of the day he is and has always been someone else's cat. i can't control what she does with him #no matter what i think of it. she can always take him away. but every time it happens im just. im tired yknow? #it's worth it to me to have him around. i love him dearly and i want him to be in a home where he's actually cared for (which i have done my #best to provide) but he's just. not mine. and every time it happens i back up and think man. im such a sucker. #i don't think people manipulate me often. not in an ongoing way i mean. i don't think ppl see me as valuable enough to most of the time. #but damn. she really found my weak spots didn't she. free petcare courtesy of one chump who can't live without animals around. sigh #he deserves stability but he deserves love more. this weird shared custody thing is better for him i think. and frankly i also love him. #im not the priority here but my feelings are like. there. him being taken away without even telling me first hurts. i'd like to be able to #say goodbye to him. im not saying he has to stay or this has to go on but couldn't they just.. consider my feelings a bit more? #just bc you're fine with dropping your cat off somewhere for weeks not knowing when you'll see him again and not visiting doesn't mean i am #and i kind of feel like my roommate is part of this. after all it's not like his owner can just break into our room and take him #and if im always out when they do it there's a chance roomie's just shipping him off whenever she gets sick of him. #she's done it before. even after she agreed so vehemently with me about never wanting him to go back to such treatment and stuff early on. #she's been spraying him for little reason lately too. and i mean i get being a little more cautious with some things bc her neck's broken #but she's really fixated on how much he smells and bites and stuff and talks about how if i wasn't around she'd consider eating him #and then other times she's like that's my pookie. i don't get it. like yeah i tell rascal to fuck off sometimes bc he hurts me but it's not #like a hateful thing. i dont resent him for it i'm just annoyed sometimes bc he's maiming me a little. he's my baby. how could i loathe him? #so it makes me think that roomie might be blaming his transfers on his owner bc she doesn't want me to judge her #and like. this is her room too. it's not her fault she's more bothered by the smell than me. if she doesn't want to be bitten and clawed all #the time i can sympathize. i don't wanna force her to house him. but i wish she'd just be honest with me i guess #like. what if his owner decides to give him away without telling me? i'd take him in in a heartbeat. even though i know it's a bad idea. #but i'm worried he'll fall out of my reach completely. and at the very least I'd like to be able to say goodbye first. that's all.

[soulsilversprings]

Why do I lowkey want to write an idyllic parallel universe longfic where Misty goes on her own trainer journey and never meets Ash 👀

#or like. snippets of what all the main characters' lives would look like if ash didn't exist #misty has so much protag potential tho #she just deserves better man #i think she could still have a great rivalry with gary #arrogant nepo baby who wants to catch em all #and dunks on her for only using one type #until the walls come down and they bond over the fact that shit's been tough for both of them #anyways. misty would LOVE hoenn's water-types send tweet #and she deserves an apprenticeship at the sootopolis gym #not that i have the energy to write any of this but yknow! #rotating it in my mind

[sage-nebula]

Tails' real name being a human name (Miles) is weird, so I've decided that his name being a human name was an accident (his full name being a speed pun is a happy accident). His parents did the same thing that Asriel's parents did in Undertale, where they took the first two letters of one parent's name and the last three letters of the other parent's name and mashed them together to get their child's name. In his case, his mother's name was Mist, and his father's name was . . . Squiggles.

#i have been laughing about Squiggles Prower for the last 10 minutes i am NOT sorry #luckily Squiggles was an easygoing happy dude who was impossible to bully effectively #bc he never rly got mad or upset or reacted in a way bullies got a kick out of #he was a lot like Bob Ross i think. just supportive and gentle and a happy dude #who liked fishing and sewing #meanwhile Mist's full name was probs Misty but she just went by Mist #she was an inventor! v fascinated by science & engineering #tried to make all kinds of cool shit w/ the limited resources on West Side Island #including all the tech they used for fishing #very savvy & quick-witted. kind of wanted to move to a city #to have better access to materials for tech #but was happy on the island too #they loved their son very much & if there is an afterlife they are so glad that #he has such a wonderful adoptive big brother now to give him the care & love he deserves #(also Squiggles WOULD be legit mad if he found out how the villagers treated his son) #(make fun of his name being Squiggles all u want but leave his baby alone!!!) #(Mist would also be mad but she's not a scolding type. she's a revenge type.) #(she would've blown up their houses w/ combustible lemons fr) #anyway. my dog woke me up way early so 🙄 this is what happens lol) #miles tails prower #sonic series #mist prower #squiggles prower

[cassie-thorne]

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#I want to make fanarts of my favorite pairings inspired by My Love Mine All Mine by the one and only Mitski #That song is so #💚💕💙💙💖♥💓💖❤❤️‍🩹💘❤️‍🩹❤💛💗🤍💛🤍♡💙❤️‍🩹💙🤎🖤🤍💛💙💕💚♡❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹💓💜💗💕🤍💖🤍🤍💜💌💛💌💟💝💟💞💞 #But I'm lazy. Bye #i'll do that later #...in February 14 #Pls ignore me #max-what-now #ANYWAY I wanna do my baby gorls Cameron and Trystan ofc #Cassie and Parker (I miss them so fucking much pls come back sooner) #Blaine and Claire (my FA mc. I miss them) #Rowan (😕) and Natasha (my TPA mc. THEY DESERVE BETTER.) #Kaine and Willow!!!! #Artura and Guinevere (my bbygorls I missu) #Mal and my Bolas mc Zatara but i haven't finished reading the early chapters lmao #And Cameron and Natasha🤭 I hc that they're ex gfs (ik TPA is in Europe but still. Cmon 2 hot women who kick asses-- #-- got me giggling n shit just thinking about it #But I'm lazy #🥰

[merl-out]

Man I really just picked up a random fantasy series and stumbled into a whole civil war within a fandom without knowing it but like,,,

I'm seeing the lines drawn in the sand and I don't think I fully agree with any of you. The characterizations are so hot and cold in different books, I can see how people get to a certain point with characters, but then it feels like spite and fan wars have people throwing judgements out further and further and can I just say as a veteran of old Tumblr, someone who made a name for themselves writing fanfiction and engaging in fan culture, someone who has allowed that part of my media engagement to die off because of how heated people get over shit that's literally made up...

This is very entertaining for me. Please keep fighting.

#acotar #acotar series #anti acosf #pro nesta #nesta deserves better #honestly acosf pissed me off so much i mentally equated it to the naruto ending with the way it not only treated nesta #but everyone's characterizations #i get pov shifts would mean we're not getting feyre's versions of the homies but this entire book was just #yeesh #i think i like the bones of it and honestly if the whole book existed without the romance it would have been.......... tentatively okay #EXCEPT FOR THE BABY SHIT OH MY GOD #but anyway #i got mad because of this book and went to the tumblr to see if anyone else had thoughts and boy you guys have thoughts #like a lot of very extreme vicious thoughts #I'm an extreme person myself and I've always condemned fence straddling centrists #but there is no more entertaining seat in a fandom war than someone who kinda agrees with almost every take i see #tear each other apart 💚