#most of the ppl i met were overwhelmingly kind!!!!

[fabulouslygaybean]

not too happy abt how some of the crowd acted but some folks on here r acting like everyone was fucking awful and that makes me so mad

#most of the ppl i met were overwhelmingly kind!!!! #people r fucking stupid but please dont yell at everyone else for it #im sad that gerard seemed stressed and that he didn't get to ramble but there were good ppl in the crowd and its weird to assume otherwise #i started to feel rlly lightheaded at one point and someone noticed and they helped keep me upright until it passed #at one point i was kind of freaking out bc i was getting completely crushed by the crowd but someone grabbed my hand and pulled me away - #- and made sure i was okay #just. idk. there were so many nice folks even if there were plenty of shitheads #ive never been to a music fest but everyone's talking about how bad tonight was and i feel kind of guilty for actually enjoying it

[sanchoyo]

Ik i don't talk abt bnha much anymore (I tend to wait to binge read stuff anyway and do go thru phases of being obsessed then completely ignoring stuff for months to years until I remember I Like It, but admittedly I've lost interest with it a lil bit regardless) but like. I get baffled when ppl lump bnha in with 'crazy fandoms' or whatever. yeah its a big fandom and im SURE theres discourse the likes of which i could never imagine (I am very good at blocking and blacklisting tho lol) but. it was genuinely, for me, one of the MOST positive fandom experiences I've ever had! ppl were always very very nice to me and supportive and I used to get so many nice ppl leaving comments or sending asks, and it actually makes me a lil teary to think abt bc. I am a very shy person tbh! and I always kinda worried the type of content I posted wouldn't be received well, but it was always met with kindness, and even when ppl disagreed with me they'd stay polite and thank me for explaining why and it always stayed very civil? so its hard not for me to look back on it fondly.

like for whatever problems I have w the series or direction its taken my experience was OVERWHELMINGLY positive and idk if thats just because I was firmly in the villains stan camp or what but. very grateful for it idk I'm just rereading old reviews and getting very nostalgic and happy if I could make ppl happy with it bc it made me happy too ;w; ill always be fond of the lov and a lot of the characters anyway. I still care for them very much. whenever bnha ends u guys gotta lmk if they get happy endings bc if not I'll be glad to write a fix it fic 👍

#to be FAIR. ive never had any super BAD fandom experiences either. i like to think im p good at being chill and reasonable and maybe that #kinda attracts similar ppl?? or. idk honestly but im glad for it lol #but bnha fandom overwhelmingly was supportive like. i had the nicest anons for it...i got the cutest merch sent to me for nothing?? that #was SO NICE I STILL HAVE IT BTW. i wonder if the person who sent it still follows me even tho i dont post bnha... #i mean i do every now and then when the mood strikes but ye #oh also danny phantom fandom was rly nice too abt my oc!!! my god she still has more notes than ANY oc post ive ever made #baffling how many cool ppl liked her and i got fanart for her too??? #im always like. ugly crying when i get fanart of any kind JKASDHKF or fan works!! #very very very cool and nice.... #sanchoyorambles #i want to write more fics sometime but i am STILL burnt out on writing from nano tbh?? it was SO EXHAUSTING #i HAVE fic concepts altho not bnha exactly #i do have bnha fics i could add to the wip comp that im never gonna finish but post regardless #altho tbh that wasnt received the best so maybe not... #:thinking: #there are some warm healer wips in there....i think #?? #would have 2 check #also very funny bnha fact my sister is also a lov stan and has spinner merch in her car lol #same hat. we r truly related #me and a friend were talking abt smth related to this earlier #i dont get into good/perfect media much #bc i have this need to FIX THINGS #bnha fits that. i could fix her #ive never claimed its the Best Anime Ever but I CAN FIX HER *with a sledgehammer*

[inukouga]

I'm so frustrated that this dumb spin-off alienated so much of the fanbase that so many people feel like they have to quit it entirely :( its totally understandable and I can't help but hope you decide to just take a temporary break or something because your inumoms and inukouga and everything, tbh you more than anything, brings me so much happiness... you honestly add so much that the fandom was missing!! But I know (and want!) you to do whatever you gotta do to be happy, im just upset about the entire situation :((( if you decide to leave, I wanted to thank you so much for your contribution to the fandom because you will be sorely missed! I know its not something you necessarily did for other people, but seeing more hcs and art and asks of gay boys and girls in the fandom really made me so so happy because it was the first time I felt really represented and included in this tbh overwhelmingly straight fandom. So no matter what, thank you for that. You are more appreciated than I could possibly explain.

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yeah its super frustrating :( and aw anon as much as i want to desperately stay bc i love these characters and the og series and the manga so much idk if ill be able to for personal reasons </3 BUT UR KIND WORDS SERIOUSLY MEAN SO SO MUCH TO ME like i actually got emotional reading ur message!! 😭 im so happy to have brought even a little bit of joy to ppl and that ive made ppl feel seen w the content i create within a fandom that is.....very het agshdjf probably the most het fandom ive been in and i was afraid it was gonna be lonely when i first started but ive met and talked to so many lovely ppl here and however fleeting my interactions w them were, i cherished every single one of them <333 i got so much better at art and have gained so much more confidence in what i create, and now i wanna create more lgbt content in general... i just have a lot to thank u and everyone who followed this blog for 😭💞 as much as i was mostly creating for myself part of me appreciated the encouragement from others so much and loved seeing ppl’s positive reactions to what i post!! im so glad i was able to make u feel seen and included and agshdjfkfk im just happy that ive made u and others happy :’) it’s insane to think that ive been here for almost two years omfggjgj time flies....and AHSHSJSJDJ 😭😭😭 CRYING IN THE CLUBBBB thank YOU for this wonderful message and for ur support seriously!! ur very appreciated as well! 💖

#ask #WHEN I OPENED MY ASK BOX AND SAW THIS.........MAN #SOBBING..........💔💔 #anon ahsjdjfk ppl like u make it extra hard to leave if i do decide to do so 😭