#mmyoversharing

[ignorantsackofeyeballs]

Sapphics I need fiction recommendations. Something that will rewrite my being the way the locked tomb books did. Or at very least a fun time.

#NEED FICTION CENTERED ON QUEER PEOPLE STAT #mmyoversharing

[ignorantsackofeyeballs]

I have started reading tlt fanfic and I’m not a fanfic reader but Ngl this is good. THE PEOPLE UNDERSTAND GIDEONS NARRATOR VOICE. Give the people an award.

#tlt #mmyoversharing

[ignorantsackofeyeballs]

I can’t stop thinking about the concept of nature vs nurture. That if in my blood is thick with posion and sin. How much of it can I responsible for it? If my blood destroyed, exploited and scavenged to survive. If I benefit from it even if only a tiny bit but can’t change anything. Am I responsible? If I spent my entire life trying to atone for sins of the blood would I then be innocent? If one thousand wrongs were committed against my blood before hundreds of wrongs they have done, was it just? If one can’t be angry that a dog barks, that a cat hunts for mice and a chicken lays eggs. Am I innocent for acting in accordance with my nature? I want to be more than I am but will I always be a fish trying to breath air? Was I ever guilty to begin with? I fear I am a taipan, blood thick with greed, with pride, with venom and destined for solitude. I do not wish to be what I am. Yet once my egg hatched is it all I am destined to be?

#mmyoversharing #the more I learn about my extended family the more i wish I remained in ignorant bliss #words

[ignorantsackofeyeballs]

Fallout giving me crumbs of apocalypse sapphic tragedy I am craving in Alecto.

#fallout #tlt #mmyoversharing #mmyspamthoughts

[ignorantsackofeyeballs]

On the edge of a panic attack and you just want to text one of ur friends but they’re all completely sick of your bs. It’s fine. Trying not to cry at my work desk🥲

#I’m probably just being dramatic for no reason again #im fine #totally and absolutely fine #if I went to therapy they’d probably just tell me to move out and I will I’m trying #mmyoversharing

[ignorantsackofeyeballs]

Getting a new piercing today ✨✨💫

#my mum said she’d disown me if I got another one so we will see how it goesss #mmyoversharing

[ignorantsackofeyeballs]

Boss makes a dollar I make a dime. Which is why I’m bookmarking everytime Dumai and Nikeya interact on company time.

#noziken pa dumai #kuposa pa nikeya #mmyoversharing #adofn

[ignorantsackofeyeballs]

I tried to take a photo of my cat and she looks like she’s glowing lamo.

#mmyoversharing #cat

[ignorantsackofeyeballs]

My cat likes to sleeps like a little baby in my arms. I find peace.

#mmyoversharing

[ignorantsackofeyeballs]

Walked past my dream house today. If anyone cares. I would sell my soul to minor demon to live in a tiny cottage 20 mins from the cbd. Such a shame I don’t have over a million dollaridoos or born into generational wealth.

#cries I want the a little cottage in a nice suburb for me and my gf to live in #with our lil cats #mmyoversharing

[ignorantsackofeyeballs]

I don’t think I’m ever going to forget my first madi gras. Gripping my girlfriend’s hand tight trying to not get lost amongst the crowd. Overjoyed Zaghārīt when the queer Arab float pasted. Honouring the queer people present and before me who fight for my rights to love and live.

#zaghārīt was the most affirming thing ever. taking something so inherently Lebanese #and using it to celebrate queer love #mmyoversharing

[ignorantsackofeyeballs]

Having a silly little goofy time is so important. I always forget how much I need them until I have a silly little goofy time with my cousins.

#from 10pm to 2am #we had a ruckass in a warehouse #mmyoversharing

[ignorantsackofeyeballs]

I don’t care. (he cared so much it was like his chest was covered in blood)

#mmyoversharing

[ignorantsackofeyeballs]

Not to be tmi on main but waxing is the most mundanely unpleasant experience. I haven’t removed this much hair since in like 5yrs 😭 The day I can dress like a slutty man to formal events is when I will experience true freedom.

#mmyoversharing

[ignorantsackofeyeballs]

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND SO MUCH!

#I want to scream how much I love her #mmyoversharing

[ignorantsackofeyeballs]

Why did Arabic lessons as a kid get me thinking that if I could pronounce Haa’ and khaa’ I’d be able to understand one of the most complicated languages.

#GIVING MYSELF POSTIVE AFFIRMATIONS THIS TOME I WILL ACTUALLY LEARN ARABIC #mmyoversharing