#maybe i will. just watch me write quarry fics that’ll be somewhere between heavy and floating

[flowercrowngods]

god the way i’m obsessed with the quarry rn i only wanna write “deep talk at the quarry” fics because nothing will make your breath quite like an abyss at night that will make the world turn upside down for a few hours but the only monsters are those inside your head, and the only way to defeat them is to talk and breathe and live despite everything

#i count the ocean at night as an abyss too just a horizontal one #there’s something about these places that just fuck me over #i would tell the oceans all my secrets if it keeps asking with insistent waves under a starless night sky #and i would spill my guts to anyone asking if my feet dangled over a dark nothingness and the promise of death #there’s no control quite like staring out at the sea unmoving or staring down the abyss #the trust in your feet planted being the only thing that keeps you alive and sane #i think it’s the closest any of them would get to the upside down kind of bravery. i could write essays about it #maybe i will. just watch me write quarry fics that’ll be somewhere between heavy and floating #like the yearning hours b side