#maybe i should keep slowcooking this fic in my brain for a bit and work on my kazumaji one instead

[chronickey-luka]

i love writing but im burdened by a chronic state of "He Would Not Fucking Say That" where i need to keep things as close to character as possible and it makes pre-canon content so difficult sometimes. especially when a character's only been around for like. a small part of the series to begin with like i need to build an entire case file on him first.

#im almost 4k into my Goromi fic and im suddenly rethinking almost everything I've written bc i just *had* to make a Goromi origins fic #and for me that's ~1 year before the events of y0. so I've got Goromi and Sagawa interactions going on and im constantly rewriting parts #because as much as i like the idea of Sagawa's smug ass being in it i cannot write him to save my life for some reason. #ive played y0 like 3 times; ive read other people's fics with Sagawa in them; but i cannot get this old man to cooperate with me #the smart option would be to cut him out and replace him with another character but i like the underlying drama of him Knowing #like. Goromi is freedom for Majima but she's still trapped in the same cage as he is and Sagawa won't let her forget it. #which then will get contrasted by the immense freedom she has to flourish and do whatever she wants in the 2000s. #does that make sense? do you see my vision? #i just cant get this smarmy old fuck to sound natural. mainly because even *im* like how tf would he react in these scenarios?? #sigh. oh well #maybe i should keep slowcooking this fic in my brain for a bit and work on my kazumaji one instead #came up with the dialogue for another chapter of it yesterday anyways. i should just ride out that inspiration #rgg #luka rambles