#mabel with my mom); don’t drink and don’t smoke. i’m boring and clean and i’m neurotic so i will pay rent on time

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Literally NEED my job to send my contract through so I can find out how much I’ll actually be earning and budget for rent and stuff because my god if I don’t move out I’m going to [redacted]

#like tell me why my mom is constantly like ‘oh you don’t need to move out! it’s not urgent’ and talks as if i’ll be living here forever #like yes i do. yes i do need to move out if you want both of us to continue living #on maslow’s hierarchy of needs you can scrub out literally every other need and replace it with MOVE OUT #i am. so tired. of this place #literally the only good thing here is mabel and i can’t even bring her with #but it’s still worth it i’m sorry girl. i’ll visit #like this place is so toxic to my mental health and i really need to light a fire under my ass and get moving otherwise i will still #be rotting here for god knows how long. and one of the things that was holding me back was that i was like ‘but what if i save enough for a #deposit on a house’ girl NO ONE DOES THAT ANYMORE!!! #aspire to long term rent like a normal young millennial!! GET OUT #i need to light a fire under my ass. i’ve got the job and that’s a start. i need to narrow down a range of areas i could move into #so basically 1) the town where my job is or 2) one of about 3 major towns that have train stations #if i am within say 1 mile of the train station i am okay #i’m not budgeting for a car. i’m just. i’m not. that will schew all my figures #do estate agents ever help you find houses? or do you just have to use their search engines and put in an application yourself #like could i call them and be like ‘hey i need approximately this; i am this; and my budget is this. help?’ #i don’t think i’ll have That many problems finding somewhere. like i’m a landlord’s dream. i’m single; no kids; no pets (as stated; leaving #mabel with my mom); don’t drink and don’t smoke. i’m boring and clean and i’m neurotic so i will pay rent on time #it’s just finding something that fits my criteria and my budget and doesn’t have black mold or faulty wiring or mice or a creepy man #tl;dr anyone need a roommate. because uh. help #personal #rant