#love all my headmates but damn if that ain't exactly what it is

[lostonessystem]

OH yeah apparently the less likable parts of me/us are just Defense mechanisms because, as much as I/we just want to be KNOWN, crave to be loved and accepted just as we truly are, I/we have only ever experienced pain as a result of opening up. And so now instead I/we just create a really nasty obnoxious dumb guy inside of my/our head that nobody wants to hang out with for longer than an hour and then Be that person until any situation where emotional intimacy might happen is over.

So that's neat.

#Aidan #Frank #i am Looking at both of you #love all my headmates but damn if that ain't exactly what it is #anyway this has been Vi #plural system #undiagnosed system #as in the diagnostic process is ongoing but there's undeniable tangibly different identities going on in here