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emiliosandozsequence · 1 year

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yellowjackets (2021-present) cr. ashley lyle & bart nickerson / the last days of judas iscariot, stephen adly guirgis

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suprecorp · 3 months

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GET TO KNOW ME ♡ [2/10] Favorite Relationships Lottie Matthews & Shauna Shipman

No one is eating Shauna’s share.

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tabithatwo · 1 year

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are we ready to talk about shauna's barely hidden but somehow very ignored psychosis and how it, like a ton of her other qualities, is brushed aside by both those around her and the audience? like, i think its clear that a central focus of the show is the way lottie is the only one who got stuck in a facility (and natalie in and out of rehab being the next closest to reckoning with her shit) when the rest of them are very clearly not okay. as a certified Crazy Girl, i've been weary of how they'll handle lottie's story line (blurring psychosis and the supernatural is a very delicate and tricky thing and thus far i've been sort of just waiting to see where it goes). our data on and understanding of mental health is incredibly limited for a lot of reasons (but that's a rant for another time) but there is a large mainstream misconception of when hallucinations and delusions can happen. psychosis isn't just something that happens in schizophrenia and its very complex, so if you want to learn more there's plenty of info out there i'm not going to get into it here, but it happens in a lot of other cases. psychosis is, most simply put, a loss of contact with external reality. ptsd can cause psychosis, especially auditory and visual hallucinations.

so shauna is shown to have these experiences and i didn't realize that they were being so heavily overlooked by a large amount of people until the reaction to the scene where she beats lottie nearly to death. shauna is introduced in s1 as having hallucinations of jackie 25 years later. she is shown to disassociate. in 207, she both holds the baby's body and believes the delusion that they ate the baby. the episode shows her fighting the delusion until she can't anymore. meanwhile, adult shauna tells lottie she keeps callie at arms length out of "fear that she would die...i guess? or maybe that she was never even...real to begin with." then she adds "i think something is broken, lottie." implied: she's broken. something is wrong with her. this is the is the most honest about her mental state we've ever seen shauna be.

why? because lottie has always been and likely will always be perceived as crazier. lottie is the one they pin it on, lottie is the cult leader both then and now, lottie is the scapegoat, lottie is the one who got sent to switzerland. i think there's something to be said for the effect lottie has on people (again, a whole other post) but honestly, that alone is enough. shauna is feeling vulnerable for a lot of reasons and she can tell lottie that she thinks she's crazy, that she's never quite sure her daughter exists, that she's constantly afraid she'll die to the degree that she doesn't let herself interact with her in a real, tangible way, because it's always safer to tell the crazy girl you're crazy, too.

and lottie knows. shauna knows that. lottie clocked her psychosis almost immediately, when she was in the meat shed for all hours. the other girls were shocked by the makeup, and their shock was so fucking strange to me when i watched it, but now on reflecting i'm realizing maybe its the lottie effect. like, have i done the shit shauna has? abso-fucking-lutely not lol. but does my mind work in a way where i immediately would assume shauna was doing something along the lines of the shit she was doing out there, because to me its like...what else would it be? yeah. like sees like, in a way. lottie knows what this looks like at baseline, even if its coming out way different in shauna. even if in shauna it looks like aggression and violence a lot of the time. lottie gets it.

jeff doesn't get it, he thinks strawberry lube is too wild. taissa gets it to a degree, and we see shauna be the second most open with her, but tai suppresses and hides it a degree that she wouldn't dare step foot in a therapist's office (this is yet another thing that makes me crazy but is a whole other post lol). shauna's main goal in this life she's created is pretending to be normal. and she's like, impressively bad at it. but people let her, because what else are they going to do? addressing the clear issues is taboo, because we categorize people so heavily. she masks better than lottie, but it's fucking wafer thin. you see this when she interacts with people who aren't her family or the other yjs. the way she speaks to the taylors? to adam? shauna is only sometimes masking passably when she's in her set world, where she has a routine, and is surrounded by people she only has to half-convince of her sanity.

if shauna is honest about the level of psychosis she experiences, she knows she'll end up like lottie. and i think there's an argument to be made that the people around her (which at this point in her life is pretty much just jeff because she's done another common thing and insulated herself from other people, re: the way she behaves being clockably off to others who won't overlook certain things or can't relate) understand that too. it can't be addressed, because then in their minds there must be action of some kind if it is. (taissa yelling you're acting crazy, shauna is one of the most purely terrified moments we see of her in relation to shauna, because she knows she's admitting something. jeff yelling something to the same effect after the carjacking, same thing.)

the person we see try to get shauna to open up about it is callie. her teenage daughter, who bares the brunt of her difficulty maintaining reality, (who knows that shauna has never accepted her fully as her child, and seems to actually sense that there is a deeper reason for that), asks her to open up. she tells her after the club scene that she knows something is wrong. she even mentions jackie directly. she spends all of s2 trying to relate to shauna, to get her to be open with her about everything. there's no way shauna's trauma and psychosis and general issues have gone unnoticed by callie. daughters always know. they see it in their mothers before they even have a concept of the world. so we're watching a 16 year old try to get her mom to open up, because she doesn't understand fully why that's so dangerous to shauna. to callie, it may even be a secret she thinks other people are in on that she's being left out of. i think maybe she's realizing that it isn't personal and that shauna is guarded like this in general, and we're watching that happen.

callie is learning to care for and relate to her mother and she doesn't see why shauna won't let her in, because to her it's an innate truth that she'll be by her side no matter what (if only she'd let her be). she has unconditional love for her mother and that is the scariest thing in the world to shauna, because the last person who had unconditional love for shauna died because shauna didn't know what to do with it. a baby she never got a chance to meet in reality could've replaced the love that jackie gave her, and shauna was maybe starting to look forward to that, but that ended before it began. so twice shauna has killed that figure in her life. the one who loves her wholly and for who she is, which is terrifying to shauna in it's own right (she tried to take that away from jackie in their last moments, maybe you never really knew me, because that would be easier. shauna can't handle someone really knowing her because she can't handle really knowing herself because, again, that means addressing things that go unaddressed). and she doesn't plan on killing that figure again.

(if callie's even real, because the baby wasn't real when she met him and jackie wasn't real every time she's talked to her in the last twenty-five years, so who the fuck is to say callie is real?)

#this started purely as a shauna shipman psychosis discussion and ended with shauna callie mother daughter dynamics but i'm only human #they are so special to me #as the crazy daughter of a crazy mother that i had to let go of. watching them is a wild experience #shauna shipman #jackie taylor #jackie x shauna #taissa turner #shauna x jackie #jackieshauna #callie sadecki #tai x shauna #lottie matthews #lottie x shauna #yellowjackets #cw psychosis

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lottieshauna · 4 months

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I'M SORRY I'M THE ONE YOU LOVE (insp)

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glitchpaladin · 11 months

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yellowjackets 2x08 | it chooses

#yellowjackets #yellowjacketsedit #yellowjackets spoilers #tusercj #userlindsay #usershelby #antlerqueen #lottie x shauna #shauna x lottie #lottiematthewsedit #shaunashipmanedit #lottie matthews #shauna shipman #gifs*

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ivebeendressingforrevenge · 4 months

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#yellowjackets showtime #yellowjackets meme #yellowjackets text posts #yellowjackets #misty quigley #shauna shipman #lottie matthews #vanessa palmer #van palmer #mistynat #lottieshauna #lottie x shauna

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braidlottie · 4 months

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more lottieshauna thoughts bc i can’t Stop

nsfw below the cut :3

* serenading them with a guitar (or whatever instrument you play!)

* if you sleep with a stuffed animal, they would get sooo jealous over it :(( shauna waking up to use the bathroom and she sees you curled up beside lottie with it and she just scowls

* yapping for 30 minutes about your new hyperfixes to them

* them calling you because they miss you even when you’re at the grocery store

* packing in the shower together like sardines (they love to wash your hair :3)

* you and shauna visit lottie’s compound and you make such good friends with bruce :(( you’re sad when you have to leave him but lottie makes sure you don’t go too long without seeing him again :(

* having a nightmare and they’re so quick to hold you and calm you down, letting you have some water and some kisses 🙁🙁

* a mommy!lottieshauna one,,, trying to use siri to call your actual mom but siri says “calling mommy” and calls lottie/shauna instead 😭😭

* taking you to the arcade and watching you in awe as you score so many tickets

nsfw Time,, ! >_<

* shauna and lottie making you masturbate in front of them because they are literally fiends for how shy you get when you make eye contact

* shauna teaching you how to dom lottie oughygih,,,,

* using their mommy kink against you and they tease you sooo bad :(((

* soft!mommy!lottie + mean!mommy!shauna = :3

* eeeee shauna loves seeing you cry, and you know it so you exaggerate your sobs and moans for her >_<

* slowly undressing you, their hands delicately touching your body making you arch your back for more but they pull away immediately.. 😵‍💫😵‍💫

* saying things like “you gonna cum for your mommies?” AIFITUEBSL

* going into a sex toy store with them and coming out a flustered mess because of how loud they were pointing out different toys in front of the workers 🤭

* teasing you while you sit on lottie’s/shauna’s lap playing video games $:$;?3&3& and you’re whining and squirming against her touch, but she stops whenever you pause the game :((

* “please, mommy.” “shhh. be good for mommy and play your game, honey. mommy’s gotta play too, y’know.”

* okay im dhgueksvwkvm

tag list: @antlerbf @deerlottie @theyellowjacketschewtoy @girltwinklater still editing this!!!

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lvcygraybaird · 11 months

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shauna + looking to lottie

#she may not have believed in her wilderness stuff but she definitely looked to her for help/advice etc 🥺😫#yellowjackets #yellowjacketsedit #96yellowjackets #yellowjacketssource #lottieshauna #lottie matthews #shauna shipman #shauna x lottie #lottie x shauna #1x09 #2x02 #2x07 #parallels #mygifs #mygifsets #myedits

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cabinetofquriosities · 1 year

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Not enough people are talking about the LYRICS of Frère Jacques and what it means in the context of Yellowjackets.

Lottie is singing the song to the baby in the dream, almost as if dream!Lottie is trying to get the baby to drink so it will die (eat in a dream, you die. Don’t eat, you live).

The actual old song Frère Jacques is a song about a friar who has overslept and needs to ring the bells. The song is telling him to wake up so that he can ring the bells for the other monks.

Why does he need to ring the bells?

So that the other monks can wake up to pray.

In the context of the scene, the song is literally telling Shauna to wake up and pray to whatever is in the woods. “Wake up and pray to me.” The thing in the woods wants that baby as a blood sacrifice and knows the grief will drive belief.

The cult is about to get much, much worse.

#this scene Was increíble #screenshot from a gif make by drinkcrywrite #yellowjackets spoilers #yellowjackets #drinkcrywrite #lottie matthews #shauna shipman #lottie x shauna

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ghostgirlgroup · 1 year

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why did Shauna roll her eyes after Lottie breathes, proving she’s alive? is it because Shauna is just that callous? no, not exactly: she’s rolling her eyes because she’s disappointed. another useless suggestion from the so-called prophetess that ultimately doesn’t help Shauna at all. “beat me up so you can get your grief out” okay. she’s willing to try, of course she’s willing to try. but it doesn’t work, because it doesn’t work like that. Shauna beats Lottie to a pulp and she doesn’t feel any different, any better. Shauna was waiting for Lottie to exhale because, if she didn’t, if Shauna really killed her, maybe Shauna would feel something else. anything else. but Lottie lives and Shauna feels her pain just as wrenchingly as before. Shauna almost kills Lottie and she feels nothing: she’s disappointed.

#yellowjackets spoilers #yellowjackets #lottie x shauna #lottie matthews #shauna shipman

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super-nova5045 · 3 months

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i think lottie saying (about callie) “she’s so powerful” is SO interesting because despite callie’s fear and anger towards lottie i could see her growing close with lottie as that is like the first positive statement she’s heard from an older woman her whole life. like callie is clearly so desperate for approval especially older female approval which is why she goes to such lengths for shauna and lottie is desperate to be needed and to care for people which is why she had such a strange connection with shauna’s son. lottie matthews not the stepfather but the father who stepped up for the shipman children

#lottie matthews #shaunalot #lottie x shauna #shauna x lottie #yellowjackets #shauna shipman #shauna sadecki #callie sadecki

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ggardengirl · 1 year

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