#looking forward to talking to another human being tmrw bc im seeing one of my teachers to go over some chemistry papers

[etherylelixyr]

Anyways. 10pm rant bc I can

#psych2 in 2 days. done. ZERO. revision. #gonna do a chem paper instead bc fuck that. and then another chem paper bc fuck doing psych ig #then watch some psych question tutorials/walkthroughs bc i honestly have No Idea how im structuring a few of the essays #yippee (screaming crying throwing upppp) #and X has left me 20 messages which i willnt read. for my own sanity and because i need to focus on work #and not whatever theyve sent in 20 messages #because ill definitely spend like an hour typing out a response to each of their messages #and i kinda dont wanna talk to them rn because stuff i wanna tell them is. personal #and nothings!!! set in stone yet!!!! #so i dont wanna tell them all my fun plans for the holidays and how im gonna change my name and style and hair and then none of it happens #bc i failed my exams- #because i dint think id b able to live after that #with someone else knowing i was. so close yet so far #yeah #so im chillin rn #also have some messages from their bsf which is nice but i think theyre normal ones lol #so plenty of time to respond to those #hmm i think ill text X back when im done w psych2 and finished the 3 chem papers #motivation to study ig...? #eurghhfhgh so tiredd thoooo #looking forward to talking to another human being tmrw bc im seeing one of my teachers to go over some chemistry papers