#lol im writing about two androids having their first kiss when i haven't had my own

[dolcid]

I'll Help You | Detroit: Become Human

Pairing: Connor x Kara

Summary: Being a deviant was hard for Connor, luckily Kara was there to help.

A/N: quick writing I wanted to do, been on my dbh kick again 😂

After a few months of being a freshly new deviant, Connor struggled deeply with his emotions. Hank offered him some advice, but Hank also seemed to speak in an advanced way for him to really understand. After the war was done with the humans, Kara chose to stay, deciding being with Markus was better than moving away, where she couldn't...relate to anyone. The newly accepted deviants found a new place for everyone to stay, led by Markus of course. Inside the new home, which was an abandoned factory, was Kara, along with Connor and the other androids. She noticed him looking conflicted in a corner, his arms crossed and brows furrowed. Deciding to help him, Kara stood and slowly walked over to his position, being a bit cautious since the last time they saw each other was on the highway between the fence. Kara remembered how confused he looked, the same look on his face now.

"Connor?" She hastily asked, she had learned from Markus what his name was. Connor looked up from the floor, his brown eyes studied on her own blue ones.

"You...you're the deviant I chased all those months ago..." he reminisced, Kara looking away in reply. He quickly stood, prompting Kara to look back at him.

"I never got the chance to apologize. I was just a machine following orders. I apologize for putting your life, and the little girls in danger." He spoke sincerely, his frown adjacent to her own.

"It's okay, I understand. Not all of us find out the truth until later....how are you doing by the way? With all the emotions?" She asked, looking up at him. Connor found himself transfixed by her eyes.

She's beautiful, he thought.

"I...I'm still having trouble adapting to them, every emotion is different and hard to learn." Connor explained, his eyes drifting back to the floor. Kara smiled gently.

"I could help you, if you'd like?" She asked, her question causing Connor to look back up to her.

"I would love that, but what about the little girl?" He asked gently, a smile appearing on her face once more. He decided he liked her smile, and wanted to see it more.

"Alice is playing with the other children, she'll be okay for awhile," Kara looks to Alice as she speaks, her fond smile a beautiful sight to Connor. Connor nods in reply, a smile adorning his own face.

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Another month or two have gone by, maybe more. Connor couldn't remember, all his thoughts were filled by Kara, and how amazing she was. How beautiful she was. Kara had taught Connor what her experience was like, and how the emotions had hit her like a train, Connor was concerned, merely asking if she actually was hit by a train. Kara laughed, another thing he decided he wanted to hear more of. He was more accustomed to the emotions now, understanding jokes and metaphors a bit better, much to Hank's enjoyment. But, he also bonded with Kara, something he never thought would happen. Maybe he even felt...love for her. But surely that was just a mistake.

Now, as they sit together, Connor is conflicted about whether he should tell her of these feelings, or simply let them go. After all, he didn't want to ruin what they had.

"Connor? You have that look on your face. I haven't seen that look in a long time, is something wrong?" Kara asks, bringing Connor back to reality.

"No, nothing is wrong. Well maybe, I'm not entirely sure," he speaks unsurely, Kara now focused on him.

"Why don't you tell me what you're feeling? Then we'll go from there," she spoke kindly, another detail he loved about her.

"Well whenever I'm around this person, I feel...warm. Like they bring me a certain...joy that no one else ever has. It's strange, right?" He asks, turning his beanie-clad head towards her. Kara smiles.

"No, not at all. I think you're feeling love, Connor." She states matter of factly, her smile warm and inviting. Connor widens his eyes a bit.

So he did feel love for her.

Connor turns toward her again as she asks him a question.

"So who is this lucky person?"

Oh, right. He never said who it was he felt this way for. Connor hesitated, Kara catching on immediately.

"Hey, don't worry. You don't have to tell me, I'm just happy you're finally feeling this emotion, it's very beautiful to experience..." she speaks, a slight sad sounding tone to her voice, accompanied by the solemn look on her face. Connor frowns, this time asking her the questions.

"What's wrong?" His voice is gentle, Kara acting almost surprised he had asked.

"Nothing, nothing is wrong. I'm just happy for you." Kara says before standing quickly, beginning to walk off. Connor frowns and stand as well, catching up to her.

"Wait! Kara-" Connor grabs her arm and gently spins her around, shocked by the tears cascading down her cheeks.

"Kara..." his voice is quiet and small, almost a whisper as he looks at her. He gently wipes them away, remembering the time Kara had done the same for him. Before he can pull away Kara placed her hand atop his own. The size difference, making him smile slightly.

"I...I thought-" she begins, cutting herself off. Connor frowns at this, gently lifting her gaze to his own.

"It's okay, you can tell me," he speaks gently again, looking at her soft blue eyes.

"After all these months we've spent together...Connor I- I've fallen in love with you. And after hearing you feel something for someone else..." Kara confesses, Connor finally clicking two and two together. Instead of speaking, he simply leans in, like how he's seen Markus and North do sometimes, pressing his lips to hers gently. Kara freezes for a moment, before her hands begin to slide up his chest, Connor's sliding to her waist. Their lips fit together perfectly, the softness astounding to both androids. They pull away, both of their eyes closed before Connor breaks the silence.

"It's you. You're the one I love." Kara opens her eyes and smiles brightly

"I love you too, Connor."

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