#literally 2 grants are missing and i domt understand anything

[thestrawberrydino]

At that level of feeling incredibly overwhelmed where I just need to blast music and do nothing

#like i went to see beetlejuice the musical and some parts i wasnt able to fully enjoy cuz i kept thinking about like tuition and life stuff #like theres a slight problem with my tuition which i have to go to the financial office tomorrow to talk about and it will probably be okay #but im so overwhelmed cuz i dont understand what my college financial dashboard is telling me #like im not the one paying tuition thankfully but still why arent things going the way they are supposed to #literally 2 grants are missing and i domt understand anything #and i feel incredibly overwhelmed about stuff that hasn't even happened yet. #like i know i can literally talk to my friends and they will probably calm me down but i always feel bad freaking out on them #ughhhhhh #raine's thoughts