#like tbf this is the core thesis of spiderkon: HOW DO YOU LOVE WHEN THINGS ARE HARD !!

[nari-writes]

"Conner, don’t you get it? Clark is awkward because he loves you. He just has no idea how to deal with everything else. If he didn’t love you,” Lois says, “this would be easy.”

#i just think!!!!!!! that clark and kon are SOOOOO interesting<333 #unfinished fic snips #spiderkon #like tbf this is the core thesis of spiderkon: HOW DO YOU LOVE WHEN THINGS ARE HARD !! #but ALSO. mwah. this is how I see them ok. ok!!! #if it were easy clark could hate his weird homegrown stolen dna clone #but he CAN'T<333 #he had no choices and no knowledge and no idea what to do so maybe if he ignores it it'll fix itself? he'll understand better? #but he doesn'ttttt #and it isn't until he starts trying. and gets to know kon. that it becomes easier. #because then he just gets to pick loving kon <3 and family <3333 over the fucked up nature of kon's existence #not to say it doesn't mess him up but it's Much better afterward #lol doesn't stop poor kon from having Issues about it tho :“) my lil guy #cause like obvi clark is the adult in this situation and its not Kon's responsibility but stilllll #wip fic snips #tagged it with both bc maybe this will end up. maybe not haha