#like sorry Im too tired to even react to the trauma dumping you came to my room to unload on me

[pixlokita]

Family: you should really stop taking medication prescribed for your mental health/sleep it’s not good for you.

Me: -stops it because i can’t afford it anymore and it’s affecting me so much I get physically sick-

Family: you really shouldn’t have stopped those :\ what are you thinking ?

#pix habla #listen like #okay It’s not even the first time this happened #ive had to stop treatments before #and then start over #i can’t afford to start over anymore #but the fact that they say different things when I’m no longer as energetic or helpful #like sorry Im too tired to even react to the trauma dumping you came to my room to unload on me #it’s not that I don’t want to listen I’m legit running on barely any sleep #mental health is a luxury rn even sleep is a luxury rn #vent #it’s fine tho it’s just ? funny #how they keep changing what they say