#like idk the dilemma of being a civilian and your loved one being a vigilante/superhero. i really like how i did it

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i was so insane for this

#something something visceral violence and intimacy in the blood on each others hands FROM each other #something something the helplessness of standing outside of a superhero/vigilante #knowing they can die at any moment and you and no one else can do anything about it #so you NEED to work a thousand times harder to find a way to keep it from happening no matter what the universe says or demands #i was so INSANE for this!!! #this isn’t dc sorry this is from daiya. someone commented on this fic and i wanted to come back to this moment #this scene and the one where they’re taking out the bullets are the ones i’m proudest of #the latter bc it is so HEAVY and emotionally intense. i dig deep for that. like REALLY deep to describe it the best i can #and then this. gestures to earlier tags. you know #it may not seem like it but i am the most proudest of this fic because i executed it perfectly #like from what was In My Brain and onto paper #like idk the dilemma of being a civilian and your loved one being a vigilante/superhero. i really like how i did it #proud <3 and insane <3