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#like i know she's chill but i totally fucked up my gastric emptying study by taking valium on the day and what is its not enough
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Freaking out at 4am about a doctor's appointment... Completely fine and normal and good and healthy even
#like i know she's chill but i totally fucked up my gastric emptying study by taking valium on the day and what is its not enough
#to get help. to be taken seriously.
#will she even believe me? are my water numbers enough or do the solid numbers disqualify me
#i cant do another year of this. i cant handle it.
#i fucked up. i should have just slipped meds entirely to not fuck with the results because i contaminated them
#I'm terrified my GP won't listen. wont hear me out.
#I'm terrified this is just going to be seen as another one of my hysteria issues
#legitimately if things keep going the way they are i don't know what I'm going to do
#i feel at the end of my tether
#there's only so many times you can face eating and have it end the way it does for me
#i cant do this again. i cant have another year of this. i cant have another year of torture. i had one good year i cant go back
#food is torture right now. i want to just be normal about it but i cant and I'm so fucking stressed that i fucked up
#my one chance at getting help
#its agonising to want to eat but to just know that everything is going to go to absolute shit the moment you try
#and its my own fault
#its my fault over and over again and i just cant do it. i cant take more of this but i also cant take the alternative
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