#like i dont want sso to erase this or cover it up by not giving examples of how tf exactly she was being mean

[toruq]

I feel like every time sso writes Anne’s dialogue they have to make her say some cheesy thing about how shes ready to move on.(first problem u don’t just move on from trauma it always remains part of you).. right after showing her ‘moving on’ (ex training a horsey!) and give her bits to say about her ‘moving on’ (ex photoshoots with derek!) but her long insightful bs always ends in the same shit about how she wants to rid of her bitterness and realize her own inner beauty or something like that and i’m kinda like Ok well you’re doing that already  girl. I wanna see her fuck up and then say these things, like “damn, i totally blew up at linda just then. Mc, i really want to be a better friend” rather than “man, look at all my recent accomplishments. I regret everythign I did in the past and i want to be a better person.” I personally think it more sends this message of a kind of toxic positivity that either ignores completely or hyperbolizes all wrongdoings and creates more self-pity than real optimism. even tho i think it’s sso’s weird form of redundant teaching for little kids to gain self confidence. 

#to me anne has always been a character that loves to self reflect (literally) #and also may not know how to go about it but at least before her time in pandoria it would always be after bad moments and when she is alone #she is a character who may (at least before pandoria) put on an image for other people #but that doesnt mean around close friends she isnt authentic and happy and warm #i think even before her time in pandoria she was able to be doing that #so i dont really get all this bs about wanting to be nicer and better or something #everyone is mean sometimes #like i dont want sso to erase this or cover it up by not giving examples of how tf exactly she was being mean #and sure she probably has a lot of anger for whoever killed concorde but like #i dont see why that should be erased from her character either #if that makes sense #the tags make less sense #i just woke up #i cant write in the morning ffs #sso #ssoblr #star stable online #sso spoilers #sso anne #anne von blyssen