#like he IS dib he cant change that nor would he on purpose even if he kinda wanted to

[juleteinthrum]

Aahh. Accidentally saw fanart and both of us got triggered out. Rip. Mass rb of fanart.

Headspace convo about us adjusting to our surroundings. Love u dumbass /aff

#dib #zims stink #actually plural #invader zim #zim fictive #osdd #system posting #headspace #idk. it was a nice convo. Dib's in his feels about fitting in or not coming across as his source #esp pilot self. thats nOt him. show him isn't canon entirely either and florpus is prob closest to him tbh #but still hes so source divergent we've asked if he wants to reidentify and sorta be a covert fictive and #he said no. he finds honor in still claiming him and being HIS version of him with how mUch we have always identified with him #like he IS dib he cant change that nor would he on purpose even if he kinda wanted to #hes Dib. hes a good boy and he cant even prove it to himself. hes scared of hurting others by simply existing. bc of things. #im doing my best to rectify how i acted around him for a while bc of said things #im here. i wanna help and make it better and solve stuff but gods its hard when you had the same problem for so long and are just now - #healing fr. i feel so bad for everything. and we're all making ammends but it WILL be slow work i can tell #ive never seen him cry like that :(