#liek no joke im happy thats my top one. that one came from the heart

[pandapupremade]

i bit and did the tumblr year in review. ill put it under a cut shits long

I posted 5,307 times in 2022

That's 860 more posts than 2021!

3,760 posts created (71%)

1,547 posts reblogged (29%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@pandapup

@pandapearls

@penisbees

@myscaramouche

I tagged 5,288 of my posts in 2022

#kermit.txt - 3,153 posts

#ask to tag - 1,031 posts

#oc talk - 589 posts

#fave - 417 posts

#srb - 368 posts

#eye contact tw - 365 posts

#negative - 262 posts

#other art - 260 posts

#kermitart - 249 posts

#🐰 maria tag (familial) - 219 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#but she's so fun with ryuo and i cannot and will not take away such a dynamic they are in love and they are both in love with me your honor

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

im abt to go to bed but i needed to drop the new story of seasons s/i. their name is bee and they are absolutely bonkers . completely off the walls. and so they are a match made in heaven for daryl <3 she's his assistant

52 notes - Posted September 23, 2022

#4

was watching episode 7 and had a realization

72 notes - Posted October 28, 2022

#3

See the full post

114 notes - Posted June 28, 2022

#2

im sorry to be harsh but if you make f/o imagines about any serious irl events or tragedies i don't want you to interact with me. i understand people have good intentions but it's horrifying to see someone take devastating things happening to real people right now in real life, and put them into fiction in some cute support way. its not fictional, and should not be treated as such.

if you need a way to cope with what is happening, then this is not how you do it. This is not the right way to cope, nor is it a good way to show your support. there's places to donate to or support to give to people in other ways besides a fictional prompt. It's hard times and I get it - our f/os bring us comfort. But now is not the time for comfort through fictional prompts inspired by the irl situation. Now is the time to focus on the irl people who are affected, or at least to find and create prompts that aren't based on current events.

tl;dr please stop making selfship imagines based on serious, tragic, and or dangerous irl situations, whatever those situations may be. the events aren't fictional, and there is better ways to deal with your feelings and to support others.

138 notes - Posted June 25, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

i know there's a lot of weight ppl feel to make their self inserts very like gender conforming but in the end I feel, as someone who makes so many s/is who look feminine or use different pronouns despite being trans men or at least masc leaning, that you should just have fun with your designs no matter what. like. I don't like dresses irl, they make me extremely dysphoric and upset...But I love putting them on my s/is, masculine or feminine appearing or even androgynous etc. so i do that. similarly, i only like he/him in real life, but whos gonna stop me from making she/her trans men? nobody. people could try, but fuck those people because its all pretend and is a good way to explore identity. I also have SO much more fun making "feminine" characters than I do masc, and I feel my s/have more life when I don't force a masculine look. but im still a trans man, my s/i is still a trans man, etc. selfship is about being free to explore yourself and also your funky little characters you feel so strongly for, who would accept you no matter what. be free

tl;dr pronouns and clothing and stuff are fake design your s/is how you want and what feels fun and comfortable for you whether or not it appliesto your irl self

139 notes - Posted October 1, 2022

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[chaekkung]

what's ur fave hyungwon day mine is that one day from fighter era where he was wearing that blue sweater and he was like literally deliriously tired and he rapped sober by big bang what a day he didn't even know what he was doin he was so tired n happy

KASDHFDS THE ICONIQUE (neck)STRIPED BLU LONG ASS TURTLENECK  YESAJSDFGHDJS THAT MADE ME SO HAPPIE HE WAS HAVING THE TIME OF HIS LIFE BEING A DORK  .asdfjk. omg. he was so into it i was smiling so hard ‘idk what im doing here but imma have a good time’ mc chae never disappoints jjljajdfj ended all rappers tbh nd not to be lame but every single day that man breathes is my fave day his existence just makes me the most blessed and happiest person in this world !!!

but, imma still list a few from the top of my head:

his counseling session!! :( god i never talk about this but honestly it helped me through a lot.. what he said about finding happiness really spoke to me?? like thats really how i look at life now. he said that even a little thing can give us so much happiness in life and a reason to live nd hes right :/ stop looking for a reason nd just wait !! happiness will come 2 u. and for me my happiness is him did he kno that :/ and the entire session just made me smile so much… he’s such a straightforward and honest person, and he can joke so cutely too!! hyungwon is the simple type who just views and takes things as they are and its really reassuring :-( hes such a genuine person, someone you just want to be around because you’ll feel so at ease… his good nature and heart is such a blessing to the people around him. they’re so lucky to have someone like him in their life who you can always count on for anything :(( hyungwon’s actually a really mature person when it comes to life values nd like.. serious topics and i think its rlly attractive and this session just showed his honesty and ability to communicate w everyone & sugarcoating stuff gufhdf god i really love that about him. he isnt afraid to speak his mind when he can, and he’s become more confident in speaking in general,, i kno hes trying his best and its really endearing to see.. he really tries his best in everything,, ok  i digress but yeah this made me love him even more,,, i rewatch this more times than u’d think :////

ok so 170722 when he finally showed after his injury nd was at the airport by himself,, and all his fansites were there to welcome him back :(( i was crying like a lil btch that day even more than when i cried the day i found out about his injury… it was 2 whole ass weeks and we didnt hear anything about him or his condition and i was so stressed it was the worse two weeks of my life i was so depressed and it was a Bad Time. it really felt like two years it was the worst… and when he came back looking all soft w his white tee and black pants and soft hair i just mclost it wtf!!! i was so fucking happy nd seeing him all better and just seeing his face,,, god i could have won The Happiest Person in The World award bc i fking was . ill never forget that day :-( 

also… every single h.one day. especially for mix and the city.. bitrhds i nutted 50 gallons that day holy dfucdfj btich when he drank from the champagne glass i fucking lost it again it was so h*t and also he sang on stage i rlly fucking cried i wa-ssk a mess that day.. he looked so hot in all black hoyksffuck he was just having a good time i was happie :((( god :((( when he DJs and licks his lips and shit it rlly shaves 66 years off my lifespan. also not to get emo now but im rlly proud as fuck like it hasnt even been a year and my boy is racking up these solo schedules like nothing nd for world dome korea icb he was rlly in the same fking venue as marshmello nd martin garrix liek hoyl sfuck who did that?? hyungwon did that. :/

also nimble… god he was having so much fun :( i’ve watch those episodes like 500 times each and i never get tired of it,,, and mxray… the entirety of it… esp the nail salon ep he rlly Let Himself Go asdfjdks it was so cute… and his vlives… all 3( kinda 3..) solo lives.. i…. wanted to die watching it every single time bc hes so fucking cute and soft and bf hes….. my Soul

and 170701,,, pretty much the most important and best day in my entire 20 years of life….. when i saw him in person :( listen like my entire universe made a 180 i really rebirthed as a new person that day. hes even more beautiful and wonderful and perfect in real life if thats even possible…. god i cried nonstop in a starbucks after it and ill never forget it :/ …. listen i screamed so much and professed my love im sure he heard me one of those times and he waved at me too ok i swear at that moment my heart rlly shot outta my eyes thru his eye socket and into his chest cavity,, and it was then i realized wow… bitch u were rlly born to love this man and this man only

ok let me shut up now yeah this was suppose to end when i said every day is my fave day but i felt stupid for saying that so,, ,there  im sorrie this is a lot nobody asked but…. u guys kno im rlly Extra 4 hyungwon :/

#replies #long post #now im emo im gonna go watch his vlives again #theres probs a million typos in this... #im sleep deprived :-(