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pinkwright · 1 year

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do u ever daydream about me ? | shuri udaku.

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pairing — queen panther!shuri x ex!y/n

trope — exes still in love (post-breakup)

inspo — lucidia (egodeath) by ambré + been like this by doja cat

warnings — vv dramatic bc its me, they r lovesick ur honour, reader is hurting like srsly, shuri is hurting like srsly 2, everybody hurting srsly okay, breakup isn’t described, lots of heart/rib metaphors n descriptions lol, the sides r povs, pretty vague contextually (?), no happy ending bc life, shuri has a panic attack but its not overly detailed, shuri’s vv self-destructive (stop thats my baby), no real sense of a timeline, they need each other u guys, its not set who hurt who so u can use ur imagination, literally just angst w a pinch of fluff if u squint.

a/n — thank u for all the love on my first fic. i wanted a fic that hurt so i was tempted to deliver n here it is, i hope u enjoy it !

⟢˚ taglist: @mbakuetshurisprincess @inmyheadimobsessed @letitias-fav @barkbarkbo @saintwrld

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side a

let’s make sure its reel, baby can we film it? now you got me here, stuck up in my feelings.

longing buries itself within your chest, the weight is settling in the cage of your ribs, and they seem to tighten at the steady chuckle that falls from her pretty lips, only amplified by the surround sound in your barren apartment. your subconscious berates you for the continuous empty promises made to yourself, empty promises that only contribute to the depths of your very own despair – but can anyone truly blame you for missing all that love?

the short film – a lovers’ moment of perfection, an ode to what was and what could have been, what should have been – captures your love at the height of pure joy and contentment. it was a homemade film taken in your kitchen; the camera held up by you — the interviewer to shuri's interviewee. your giggles ring in the background working in tandem with the soft beat of your favourite track to produce, as shuri had said, 'the symphony to the rhythm of her heart.'

shuri’s gazing just over the lens of the camera and into your eyes, the love spilling from the gaze makes you giddy and shy, so you clear your throat. “so, miss ‘i’m the queen of wakanda, i do what i want’,” you gently mock. your soft laugh coercing a giggle out of shuri’s lips, “to what do i owe the pleasure of her majesty’s great presence?”

she rolls her eyes, her lips dropping into a soft, fond smirk, “i can’t come to visit my wife, to whom my heart resides with? i do need to come to check in on her from time to time, s'thandwa.” she smiles. her eyes are boring into yours when her face comes to rest in the palms of her hands, her elbows placed on your kitchen counter as she regards you with the renowned intensity of the black panther.

your breath catches behind the camera and the viewer watches as shuri’s smirk grows over the stammers of your speech, “you’ve never even asked me to marry you,” you splutter flustered. “and your heart’s still your own…” your sentence trails off at shuri’s contemplative but amused expression. the queen is rising to her feet and making her way towards you, the camera’s gaze lowers to the floor but remains recording stagnantly between your bodies. slowly, she takes your hand in both of hers and lifts your knuckles to her lips, kissing them gently, unseen by the lens but scorched into your very being — every memory with her was.

the exhale that leaves your lips is soft, as words begin to trail out of her, brushing against the heated skin of your hands; words that heal wounds that have yet to manifest, settle the unsteady rhythm of your heart, caress the traumas of your youth, and continue to soothe the restlessness of your soul – washing away the boundaries between separate but familiar souls, guiding them to become one under the false veil of “forever”.

a sharp wail breaks through the atmosphere of your room, your trembling form curling pathetically like a baby in the womb – trying desperately to garner some semblance of comfort for the shattered shell of desolation you had become. the pulse of your heart is desperate, throbbing for the calm existence of life before pain, before her.

your lungs burn for oxygen as you use the heel of your palm to repeat firm, solid thumps against the pain in your chest. no one tells you that the heart you use to preserve the realisation of your love and nurture innocent youth, the one that overflows steadily with tenderness is the same heart that uses the pain of separation to fuel its anger, the caged animal raging with vengeance, screeching against the jagged bones of its cell.

no one told you that it would be like this.

i gave you all this time, gave you my everything. can’t put my trauma to the side; when you told me i was lying, had me feeling like i died, baby.

side b

i know that you miss all this love. maybe we should get back in touch. maybe you could make me over shiny and new.

shuri sits up with a gasp, the ringing in her ears deafening as she swings her feet over the edge of her bed to attempt to ground herself. the ache in her stomach is expanding, the anxiety crawling its way to her throat and she’s struggling to breathe, “my queen, it seems you are experiencing a severe panic attack, may i call for assistance?” griot sounds, vaguely registering from between the screams of her turbulent mind.

she’s gasping so hard that her ribs begin to ache, gripping the sheets beneath her to keep from crying out from the sheer force of the jagged claws that plunge into the cause of her sorrows over and over again. the dreamless heavy state of her short rest can only quell her broken state for so long.

all she can think about is you; your tenderness, your patience, your strength – her need for you. the tears are gathering on the lashes of her shut eyes, the force causing her head to pound rapidly, colours dancing behind the lids of her eyes, and she’s clenching her jaw to calm the storm breaking through her form.

she counts to ten until her world is eerily still, and everything is silent.

shuri forcefully exhales a deep breath and her senses tune back into the real world where she can hear the heavy knocks on the doors to her chambers, “'mkanikazi wam'... are you all right, mama?” aneka’s whispers are rapid, fearful, but firm, with an undertone of gentleness shuri thinks she doesn’t deserve.

“i’m fine, aneka, just a bad dream.” the lie falls from her mouth too easily, reflexively, but her voice is straining wetly, and her emotions are quickly rising to break her facade. she doesn’t wait for a response but hears the hesitant retreating footsteps of the dora when she's shakily exhaling, then she breaks.

her tears are falling mercilessly as her shoulders shake, and again, she is tempted to put on her suit to use the panther's claws to rip the organ out of her chest. the bothersome vessel only seems to mock her, steadily drawing on its hinges to taunt her with temporary relief just to rear its true animosity.

and for a split second, a second quickly washed away by the instantaneous remorse and shame, she wishes she had left her heart buried with her mother.

but she also knows she doesn’t deserve that kind of relief – she needs it to hurt, to remind her how she hurt you, she craves it almost. she’s sobbing into the walls around her, surrounded by a strong nation weighed down by the excruciating pain of their mother, their protector. shuri’s voice is unrecognisable as the words uncontrollably dig their way out of her aching throat, calling out to you, echoing painfully through the only medium she knows.

“bast, please.”

lucid dreaming i dream about you, do you ever dare dream about me? when i talk to god i ask about you.

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cuddl3s4shur1 · 1 year

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Secrets Out

Letitia Wright x Pregnant Black Fem

Requested By: 🧁 Anon

Summary:You and tish have been married for a while but have been silent about it with the world. Until it was a small slip up during a interview.

Authors Note:This is my first request and grammar issues on a daily.

Warnings: To Cute, Fluff

Taglist: @tuesdaylovesu (wifey fr) @locoforshuri @letitias-fav @shuriislut @shuri-my-love @lunax0654 @adeola-the-explorer @2k7-sparkles @atssukoo @niaalove fill out the form if you want to be added

Part 1 : Did I just say that

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Backstory

You and tish have been happily together before the first black black panther.You guys dated for 3 years before the question was asked. You of course said yes because this was the girl of your dreams.

Recently you announced to y’all close friends that you have a baby on the way . You haven’t announced your Marriage or your baby on the way to the world . You just knew some people would try to bring you down .

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Present

Tish's Pov

"I don't want to leave you what if you get hurt” I say nervously. “Babe I’m going to be fine I can still move around” she says as she walks up to me .”But what if you need me to get something for you “ I say as she grabs my hand “But what if you relax me and the baby will be fine “ She says as she looks at me .”Fine but call me if anything happens” She nods and gives me a kiss on the cheek.

I really didn’t want to do this interview today because I wanted to spend time with my wife. But she always tell me it’s fine for me to go. But it makes me feel like I’m being distance.She somehow understood that it’s not my fault.

Today I had yet another interview about Wakanda forever or so I believe.It was with the other cast also so it was going to be fun.I don’t remember if this was a personal one or if was only about the movie

I make my way inside the radio station ready for the questions.”Hello I’m hear for the wakanda forever episode for the podcast. I ask making my way at the counter. “Follow me” the soft voice says.

I made into the room seeing everyone sitting close by a mic.”I guess I was late to the party “ I say with chuckle making my way to the seat . “Where going to start in 5” the podcaster says .

Y/n’s Pov

You tuned in to the podcast that tish was doing for today. You were her number one supporter I mean I am her wife at that. “So How’s your dating life if you don’t mind me asking” The host asks everyone. “I’m single at the moment” Someone says . “What about you tish” The host asks tish “You know I love my wife she’s the best-“ It became silent the silent became loud .

“Wife… Wife” the host says. You can start to hear mumbling among the cast.”Oh you should meet her really she’s so funny” dom .”I’m so happy to have her like her aura her presence she’s just like aw” you hear tish says about . You show a small smile on your face.You wish you could somehow give her a hug .

”It was this one time where we was in Miami and she tripped over the sand “ lupita says as she chuckles.The rest of the cast tells funny and cool stories about you and tish . You smile listening to the stories .

Tish’s Pov

I got a unexpected call from y/n. “Hey babe” I say making a gesture to mute my mic . “I hear what you guys are saying and I want to say I love you” I smile and the cast says “AWWWWWW” . “I can’t stand Yall” I say annoyed by them but I also laugh.

After my convo with y/n we went back to question being asked and us responding .They got on the topic of cooking . “Im alright at cooking im not the worst but im not the best either “ I say .”Didn’t you burn macaroni “ dom says . “ Why you exposing me like that” I say chuckling.

We finished the podcast and I just new that people where going to ask about my relationship. They where going to ask how long we have been dating. If where starting a family . But I was ready i was ready for the comments and questions.

Once I made it to house I was happy. “Guess who’s home” I say while walking in. “ Y/n gets up from the couch and give me a hug . She looks up at me “I love you so much” She says as she smiles and kisses me on the cheek.

“How were you and the baby “ I ask as I sit next to her . “We were fine we were listing to the podcast “She says showing a smile . “I can’t believe I slipped out and said it” I say admiring her . “It’s fine you never said my name “She says calmly. “Your right,Wanna watch a movie “ I say as I put my arm around her. “Ofc course” I put on brown sugar her favorite 2000s movie.

She fell asleep on my chest . She looked beautiful.Over all I’m happy I slipped up I can talk about her more and how cool she is.

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