#leave tao alone thanks ok bye

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𝙏𝙊𝙂𝙀𝙏𝙃𝙀𝙍 𝘼𝙂𝘼𝙄𝙉

𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐃𝐢𝐥𝐮𝐜 𝐱 𝐆𝐍!𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐓𝐲𝐩𝐞: 𝐅𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟

𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧: 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐃𝐢𝐥𝐮𝐜 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐮𝐩 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝟏𝟒 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐦, 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐮𝐩. 𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐌𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐝𝐭, 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐞𝐲𝐞.

𝐂𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭

𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐄𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲~

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~Flashback to when you were around 6~

“Diluc?”

“Y/nnnnnnnnnn!”

You saw a flash a red then soon found yourself on the floor being suffocated by the boy. You then hug back as you soon became aware of what was happening.

“I missed you too Diluc.”

“Wanna go play?”

“Yeah!”

~Next day~

“Diluc?”

“Diluc? Where are you? Diluuuuuc?”

That was when you realized

No one’s even in the house. You waited in there everyday to await their arrival back from whatever they were doing. But that day didn’t come. For 13 years.

During those years, you improved your combat and survival skills. You were alone. No parents, no friends, all alone. Till you met Amber. She stayed by your side until she had to leave. That left you alone for 10 years. You began to develop trust issues and major depression at age 16. You decided to just travel the world, “who the hell needs shitty people anyway? All they do is leave.” You made a shit ton of food and preserved it so it wouldn’t go bad, made weapons and enough courage to not die. And so then you mapped out your entire route along with your life.

~Flash-forward present day~

(Y/n pov)

‘So it’ll take me this long from Liyue to Monstadt……*mumble*’ I probably looked crazy just talking to yourself.

“Y/nnnnnnnn I can’t believe you’re leavinggggggg(ᗒᗣᗕ)՞” HuTao exclaims. I know I said I wouldn’t ever trust anyone again but HuTao has been glued to my hip ever since day one. She’s practically like your sister who you love dearly.

“I’ll be back, I’m just going to Monstadt.” I said wiping her tear.

“I still can’t believe you’ve never been to Monstadt before.” She said sniffling.

“I know I know but that’s why I’m going, I want to see the world. I still have yet to go to Inazuma. I’ll be back Tao, I promise.” You say getting up and kissing the top of her head.

“Here I made this for you.” She says handing you her famous rice balls.

“Awwww Tao, thank you. I’ll bring something back, ok?“ I say putting the food in a safe space.

“Yay, thank you. Love you.” She mumbled while giving you a hug.

“Love you too Tao.” I say returning the hug.

“Oh, you’re leaving Y/n.” Zhongli says as he peers out from the door.

“Yes, I’ll miss you and here. Stop bugging Childe.” You say making your way over to him handing him a shit ton of Mora.

“You know me so well Y/n?” He says accepting the bag.

“Bye-bye.” I wave

~Fast forward a tad~

I decided to stop at the Wangshu Inn and take a break.

“Xiao, you can come out now. You know I see you.”

Silence

“*sigh* I have almond tofuuuu~” I say pulling it out of my bag

He come out almost immediately

“Damn, I got caught.” He said accepting the tofu.

“Hello to you too I guess.” I said crossing my arms offendedly.

“Yeah yeah hello Y/n.” He said with the food shoved in his mouth.

“How’s the Adepti life?” I say

“Meh.”

~the next day~

Me and Xiao stayed up half the night catching up and drinking.

I started making my way to Springvale as soon as I can. I kept HuTao in my mind to keep pushing myself forward. She’s my motivation to travel and bring her back cool things I find. I find some mushrooms here and there and a sunsettia on a few trees. I found a pot over a fire and decided to cook some meat. After that I went to Springvale, I’ve heard people talking s thing called the ’Dawn Winery’ so I’ve decided to go see for myself. After all I need a good drink and maybe I could find Venti there.

I approach the huge winery and I see some ladies in maids outfits and ask if I could get some wine to go

“Hello excuse me.” I say making my way to them

“Yes ma’am how can I help?” The woman named Adeline says sweetly

“I was wondering if I could get some wine to go. I’m traveling and need some on the way.” I explain

“Oh we don’t do that, we just make it here. But you can go to the ‘Angels Share’ in Monstadt if you want to have some.” She says apologeticly

“Oh that’s fine, that’s actually where I’m headed.” I thank

“I’m sorry.” She says looking down.

“No no no it’s ok. May I ask, who owns this winery?” I ask.

“Um I can’t say, he’d rather that information be kept private.” She says

“Oh that’s fine. Bye-bye” I wave.

~in Monstadt~

‘Finally, I made it.’ I mentally say

I walk around to find the ‘Adventurers Guild’ and all these cool shops. I ran by the welders to see if they could replace my dull weapons. I handed a bag of Mora and set on my way to the ‘Angels Share’

I open the door to see him

Fucking Diluc Ragnvindr

“Hey welcome to the Angels Share, I’ll be what you in a minute.” He says not even looking up from cleaning the glass.

“Wow, not even for me.” Sounding pissed off more then ever. Little Electro sparks started coming from your form.

“The hell you think you are?” Still not looking up.

“Take a wild guess.” You say still fuming.

He finally looks up and gasps audibly

“Y-Y/n?” He said with trembles.

“Yeah, the fuck is wrong with you? Leaving a fucking 6 year old alone for 14 years?” I say with my voice cracking.

He takes you down to the cellar and closes the door.

“Y/n I’m so sorry. I’m so, so, so sorry. I never meant to leave so suddenly I though I’d be back in time but I was wrong. Please forgive me. Please.” He says voice cracking, with tears threatening to fall. He embraced you in a hug you missed for years.

This made your heart ache and shatter. You needed to know why he left so soon.

“Why? Why’d you leave me?” I say returning the hug

-he tells the story-

You gently wipe his tears that weren’t stopping from coming out of his eyes like waterfalls.

“Shh it’s ok baby I’m here now.” You say rubbing his back and playing with his hair as he let it down a while ago.

“There’s actually something I need to say. Now I understand if you don’t feel this way but please, I don’t want to stop being friends.” He says while still laying in your lap.

“Yes, Diluc?”

“I love you, and have for a while. I wanted to tell you as soon as I saw you again.” He said with a blush forming on his ears.

“….. I’m glad this isn’t one sided. I love you too Diluc” you say placing a kiss on his nose.

This made his blush even darker and he covered his hands with his face.

“Do you know where Venti is? I’d like to catch up with him” you ask.

“Oh he’s upstairs drinking his life away.”

“I’m not surprised. Imma challenge him to a drinking contest.” You say proudly

“Y/n no.”

“Y/n yes.”

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GAHHHH I HOPE YALL LIKE THISSSSSSS

This is my first Diluc story so I hope it’s good

Remember to eat and drink waterrrrr <3

#genshin impact x reader #genshin impact #genshin diluc #diluc ragnvindr #diluc x reader #diluc x you #diluc fluff #diluc x y/n

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Hi omg okay so I was wondering if you write for male characters? If you do would you mind writing a fluf one shot about Reader (preferably male is you write for male readers gn is fine to!)

And Diluc cuddling for the first time just straight up fluff all around :D

If you don’t write for male characters then could you do this but with hu tao?

Thank you!! Please have a wonderful day and don’t forget to eat something and drink water <3

Hi anon! I write for male characters and male reader too, so feel free to send requests for male characters!

Thanks for requesting dear anon!

*Cracks knuckles* Ok let's do this

𝙎𝙩𝙧��𝙨𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙛

➺𝙂𝙚𝙣𝙧𝙚: 𝙁𝙡𝙪𝙛𝙛

➺𝙒𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨: 𝙉𝙤𝙣𝙚

➺𝙁𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙤𝙢: 𝙂𝙚𝙣𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣 𝙄𝙢𝙥𝙖𝙘𝙩

➺𝙎𝙪𝙢𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙮: 𝘾𝙪𝙙𝙙𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝘿𝙞𝙡𝙪𝙘 𝙖𝙛𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙖 𝙗𝙖𝙙 𝙙𝙖𝙮

➺𝘼/𝙉: 𝙈𝙖𝙡𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙚

You sigh in relief. Another day's work done.

You worked in Angels Share as a bartender, and today the tavern was with more people than ever, so you had to serve customers alone because Charles was on vacation and Diluc was busy doing some paperwork.

"Diluc..." (GOSH ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS DILUC OK IM SORRY)

You haven't seen your boyfriend all day, maybe you should pay him a visit after you clean the tavern...

You finished your duties as fast as possible and went to the Dawn Winery.

...

You knocked on the door and as usual, Adelinde opened it for you with a smile.

"Greetings (Y/N), are you looking for master Diluc?"

"Yes, is he at home?"

"Yes, he is in his bedroom. He's busier than ever, that's why he hasn't left the house, but to tell the truth, I am a little concerned. You should go see how is he."

You thanked Adelinde and went to your boyfriend's room.

...

You knocked on the door, and a tired voice answered.

"Come in."

You opened the door and saw a tired Diluc working on his desk. He looked like he had worked hours without a break.

"Ah, (Y/N)...I didn't know you were here...I must apologize for having to see me in this state..."

"Are you okay Diluc? You look really tired..."

"Really...? My apologies, I've been working a lot these last few days and I think I forgot to take a break."

"So why don't you rest now? Working too much without any rest is bad for your health."

Diluc nodded, leaving his desk and sitting with you on a sofa.

You hugged him and rubbed his back and patted his head gently, trying to relax him.

Calmness, that was the only thing that he felt at that moment.

You made him feel so loved.

So relaxed.

So relaxed that his body began to feel heavy and his eyes began to close.

So relaxed and comfortable that he eventually fell asleep.

AHHHH

I'M SORRY FOR NOT WRITING ANYTHING SORRY SORRY SORRYYYY

And thanks to this lovely anon for requesting! I hope that you enjoy this!

Thanks for your support even tho my lazy ass can write crap

Bye byeee

#genshin impact #genshin oneshot #genshin diluc #genshin impact diluc #diluc x reader #diluc x male reader

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Rewatched Hannibal Recently...

... here are some random thoughts brain chips on the third season

watch out for a text wall it's a doozy down under

this rewatching I finally realized the first half of this season Hannibal was basically like “I’m touring Europe with Bedelia one last time before I check myself into jail so I can see my bf often”

Will must’ve been real good at arts and crafts. He made a whole ass butterfly?bee?dragonfly?firefly man display out of shattered wine bottles and garbage from a basement basically

Also how did he not cut his hands with the glass???? He had leather gloves sure but it’s not like those are cut resistant?????? Does he have cut-resistant leather gloves???????

In Hannibal Rising Chiyoh is Hanni’s aunt’s lady-in-waiting (?) and was described as being about his age; if we’re going by that, she’s the same age as him in the show, which, ughhhhhh, let’s just say really really plays into the idea of us Asians not raisining (not mad at all; Tao Okamoto is so beautiful im gay as HELL —)

Bedelia: you’re in love with Will Graham and also leave me alone plz can I stop finishing murders on your behalf now

Hannibal was remarkably off his killing game at the end of the second season (or just really on his planning game) like NO ONE except for poor Abigail is dead by the 3rd season

Thinking about the filming of some scenes is so funny like: 

the crew carrying leather arm chairs and fancy glass side tables into the middle of some woods for a single shot

Bryan Fuller being like “ughhhh can I get a membrane-like sheet over this macro lens so I can film it bring sliced open like its will’s stomach skin” 

“also I need three thousand gallons of fake blood for some cool reverse drip shots”

everyone: Will help us catch Hannibal you must hate him so much right???? Will: busy imagining alternate reality where he and Hannibal actually worked it out at the end of the 2nd season

Will: tries his damndest to ignore everyone telling him he and Hannibal are in love while being very much smitten

Mason: talks religious mumbo jumbo  Alana after her bi awakening: *choke stare

the only saving grace for Jack Crawford is how much he’s the “I love my wife” trope

Frederic: ...why does no one wanna help me with Hannibal hunting when I go a-knocking but when Will does it everyone’s with him????????? What’d I do

No one:     Bryan Fuller: I NEED SOME SNAIL FUCKING SHOTS HERE

Bedelia: i feel like I’m your diet Will Graham Hannibal: what? no *continues to talk about how special Will Graham is and how no one will be his equal basically

WOAH question on Chiyoh so did Hannibal ~literally~ taxidermy her in time with some cannibal magic & that’s why she looks about, I don’t know, in her twenties still ?????? /s

Bryan Fuller: NOW I NEED TO OPEN AN OLD PAYPHONE FOR AN INTERIOR SHOT

Chiyoh: he’s good looking but dumb about Hannibal so 

I’ll kiss him

then push him off the train

(hopefully dude’ll be warned but also finally learn how to gay)

Bryan Fuller: ARE YOU MISSING SOME SLOW MOTION SHOTS OF HUGH DANCY FLIPPING OF THE TRAIN IN YOUR LIFE? ALWAYS

how did Mason and Pazzi achieve high resolution uninterrupted overseas video chat with the front camera of Apple laptops????? the power of wealth????? whenever I call my mom my phone turns into a potato pretty much

the jack v hannibal fight was the ultimate “I luh my dead wife” man v “I just need to stay alive and go meet my boyfriend” man fight

Bedelia: I know what your goodbye is; I know what you wanna do to Will and you’re in love with the dude. No thanks I’ll yeet myself outta here

“waving your uterus around like a weapon” how iconic

Dolce will forever go down in cinematic history there I said it. Nothing tops the mirroring scars, the downright sensual romantic dialogue in front of a fucking Botticelli, this 水乳交融 of two minds (can’t find a good enough translation other than maybe “melding”), one of the weirdest most kaleidoscope-forward lesbian sex scene of all times, a lot of overlapping orgasm faces, reflexive hugs and pats of comfort, weirdly timed lip-lickings, etc etc

At least Mason recognizes how good looking Will’s is lmao even with all the burnt penis talk on the table

“He’s looking very dry a little moisturizer please” Mason your gay is showing

“It’s dangerous getting exactly what you want” yeah we got this season of Hannibal and then no more of it I’d say you’re right on the money Dr. Lecter

Alana and Margot helping Hannibal and Will: LGBT solidarity at its finest

dumbest thing mason did was probably pissing off Margot

So basically Chiyoh is made of a stable metal element between iron and silver that’s why she doesn’t age?????? /s

maybe “I found you in my mind palace” can be our “always”

I remember the first time I watched Digestivo and I was so worried Hannibal’s gonna finish eating Will or take off or continue into the book silence of the lamb arc or something after Will basically went “I won’t go looking for you at all bye bitch where my dogs at” so imagine my fucking delight ecstasy when Hannibal threw himself at the FBI just so Will can always find him. I cried buckets and became a devout Bryan Fuller STAN that day

Chiyoh: fuck this shit im out; don’t wanna protect this idiot boy with luv no mo

Molly: weirdly familiar sharp features, sand-blond hair, husky sultry deeper voice hmmmmmmmmm guess WHAT

...but she actually likes doggos so 

Bryan Fuller: HUGH DANCY. COVERED IN BLOOD. NAKED. UNDER THE MOONLIGHT. NOW

Will gives Bedelia SO MUCH SHIT about using Hannibal as a means to fame that he almost forgets how possessive  protective of Hanni this makes him look

Bedelia: calm yo ass do you know how many “Will is special you’ll never be him” talks I’ve been in with Hannibal as the main lecturer?????

Bedelia: did you go visit him Will: ...yeah Bedelia: whelp fuck my leg is about good as steak any day now

An odd detail I remember about this Will/Bedelia interaction was Bryan Fuller saying in some interview (probably) that this is basically wife confronting mistress; you know who’s which

when Reba was touching the tiger that vet guy must’ve stayed in the room right??? for safety and stuff??? guy must’ve had the weirdest time just seeing Francis freak the fuck out watching Reba

also Reba deserves all the nice things in the world; Francis though an overall shitty person can recognize beauty

...wait i take it back dude said Will was ugly (ok he said “not very handsome” but) like bitch where

for a series with pretty good sfx that teeth scene in 310 was fake as f---

will and bedelia taking shots at each other verbally cracks me tf up like is this the psychology people’s version of “you suck” “uno reverse”

i have to keep reminding myself that this is a crime show that actually aired on national tv bc these dialogues mama??? downright telenovela. Bryan Fuller has a point when he described them as wife and mistress

Bedelia: I would’ve preferred to be bluebeard’s last wife Will: challenge accepted

i cannot stress this enough REBA DESERVES BETTER she seems like the nicest, most well-meaning person ever and deserves to be cherished like so

it's so strange, getting everything that you want; take Will’s slow-burn-esque realization of Hannibal’s twisted affections for example

Bryan Fuller: NOW GIVE ME A CLOSE UP OF ICE SUCKING

So  basically Hannibal’s attitude is “if I can’t be a constant fixture in his life I’ll be on his mind”

Hannibal is always a sucker for some good will ehhhh

Hannibal, in a police vehicle: get in Will we’re going cliff-diving dragon hunting; no but the actual line is just as cheesy geez hanni u smooth man-eater

The Bloom-Vergers look straight out of some gothic family catalog (if those exist)

like i will spare y’all the contrived complements of the Wrath of the Lamb bc like fucking hells mate there's no straight explanation for this finale

that’s it thanks for reading mates hannigram forever also someday some wealthy person will revive this I'm sure and we’ll rejoice then

#hannibal #nbc hannibal #hannigram #will graham #chiyoh #brain chips #im sorry but also not #hannibal s3 #i really appreciate Bryan Fuller if you cant tell #thank you for your service mr fuller #me rambling #bedelia du maurier #jack crawford #reba mcclane #bryan fuller

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EXO Reaction: They defend you when you’re getting picked on

Request:  Hey could I possibly get an EXO reaction to the reader getting picked on by a group at their school and then defending/ helping her? Or maybe one where reader is insecure and EXO help the reader to feel better please? Love your work btw xx

A/N: @ilook-soperfectstandinghere14 Thank you so much for your request, my first post of 2017! I decided to go with the first one so I hope that’s ok and that you like it! xx

Xiumin:

I don’t imagine Xiumin would be very tolerant of anyone messing with you but even more so if you were being ganged up on on a regular basis. I get the feeling he’d take it upon himself to put things right if you were too shy without even asking your permission first. If he saw it happening, he wouldn’t get violent but would simply step in their way and glare at them in a way that had them cowering there and then, before pressing a kiss to your temple and walking away without giving the bullies a second glace. Funnily enough, they never bothered you again. 

Luhan:

Zero to one hundred real damn quick. At first, I think he’d try and reason with the people, biting down on his anger so not to embarrass you or himself as a public figure but if it persisted, he’s gonna get real. His sass would take over, wanting to see these awful bullies publicly humiliated for making you feel so horrible while he had to pick up the pieces. While he isn’t the most physically tough, his manliness shows through his sharp tongue and when it’s all over and done with his main priority is for you to feel safe, so you would no longer come home emotionally exhausted from their harassment.

Kris:

Feel free to disagree with me on this one but I imagine Kris is very protective of the people he loves and so if anyone jeopardizes their happiness, he would be the first to put the people in their place. I can imagine him going to the people you so often told him about through chapped lips and teary eyes and simply threaten them. He had had enough of them making you feel inferior and he’d be damned if he was going to sit back and watch it happen. This alone was enough to halt the bullies in their tracks and keep to themselves, Kris proving too intimidating to test their courage. 

‘Listen to me you oxygen polluting wastes of space, if any of you so much lay a finger on Y/N again, if you even dare look at her the wrong way there’ll be serious, serious consequences’ he’d say, fists balling at his sides.

Suho:

I think Suho’s mom instincts would kick in and to him the solution would be simple: go to a different school. He’d offer to pay for you to transfer somewhere new and get a fresh start, he couldn’t bear to see you hurting this way but as far as he could see it, him stepping in only showed you couldn’t handle it yourself and could make things worse. He’d try and be mature and come up with a way to keep the peace without involving confrontation of any kind but also have you be happy. He wouldn’t encourage running from your problems but to him, this seemed a reasonable solution, he loved you too much to see you hurt.

Lay:

I think this would trouble him a lot. While I can’t see Yixing being confrontational I don’t think he’d be able to not do anything after seeing you get picked on at school. He cared for you too much to see someone else try and harass you for flaws that, as far as he could tell, didn’t exist. I think instead, he would encourage you to stick up for yourself, not let them push you around and to be confident in yourself to prove to them that their opinion didn’t matter to you. He knew you were strong enough to make it through this but if you needed him there to help you along the way, of course he would.

Baekhyun:

Oh sh*t guys, sassy beagle boy is here and he is taking no crap from anyone. When he saw you getting picked on, he’d almost glide in and wrap his arm around your shoulder and defuse the situation in a way that even had you confused: he’d kill them with false kindness. ‘Hey Y/N! Are these your friends??! Oh my gosh hi guys!! Sorry to barge in on your lovely conversation, I’m Baekhyun!!’ he’d say while aggressively shaking everyone’s hands. ‘Well,’ he’d say with a gritted, fake smile ‘we really should be going, got lots to do but it was so nice meeting Y/N’s friends!! Bye bye now!!’ he’d take you by the hand and stroll off with you, leaving the bullies with mouths open, speechless and dazed.

Chen:

Did someone order a roast? Because Chen is here to deliver with every ounce of sass he can muster. He’d step in between you and the bullies and go full on savage. ‘Oh sweetheart should you really be criticizing anyone when you look like a steam roller ran over your ass? Yeah, didn’t think so. And you? When was the last time you used conditioner? I’ve seen less grease on a big mac. Anyway, must be going ladies and gents, good talk.’ he’d say before wrapping an arm around your waist and walking away, blowing a kiss to the bullies as he did so.

Chanyeol:

Chanyeol has such a kind heart that seeing anyone in distress would bother him but you most of all. Upon seeing you be picked on, he’d step in coyly but not immediately, he wanted to see if you could handle yourself first. Eventually, he’d talk to the bullies, asking them what you’d ever done to them to deserve this and asking them to think about how their parents would feel if they knew how they were making you feel. Effectively, he guilted them out of bullying you, his sweet words, pleading eyes and intimidating height all playing into the reason you can now go through school unworried, all thanks to Chanyeol.

Kyungsoo:

Here comes Satansoo and his hitman to save the day. As if he would do anything other than confront them? Of course he’s a sweetheart but if anyone was doing anything to make you feel bad he’d be right in there, with back up if necessary.

‘Um excuse me, just who do you think you are? I highly advise you step the hell back, take yourself far away from Y/N and not lay a single finger on her ever again. That is, I’m assuming you’d like to keep your finger, right?’

Tao:

He’d encourage you to laugh if off with him. Like seriously, who even are they? As if you have anything to worry about, they’re definitely just jealous. That’s what he thought, and that’s what he said to you, rather loudly in their earshot causing you to laugh, leaving the bullies angry and confused, not only at what you and Tao had said but at the fact you were laughing after they’d tried so hard to bring you down to their level.

Kai:

He’d be so mad to see you getting picked on but would try and keep his cool as he intervened. Jongin would try to encourage everyone to play nice, keeping the idea that everyone’s lives would be easier if you guys were all civil to each other, not necessarily friends but not actively seeking to upset each other either. He so badly wanted to be the neutral party but if that fails, he would merely laugh in their face for being as pathetic as they were before taking you away from such a toxic situation.

Sehun:

Wait, who are these irrelevant people again? Neither you or Sehun have time for their bitter childishness and so he wouldn’t even entertain them, simply taking you by the hand to take you to do something far more fun than talk to them, I mean why should you waste your breath? That was what Sehun thought and so when he whisked you away right in front of the bullies, it showed them just how little you two thought of them and what they had to say.

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[quittinemoya]

FINALLY

It may sound absurd but I don’t understand why you are doing this AGAIN? All of a sudden mag paparamdam ka na naman. Anu na naman meron? Pag katapos mo ko delete sa skype ngayon I aadd mo ko? Medjo magulo ata mark? Well wala naman ako ineexpect sayo eh, actually ang gusto ko lang naman sabihin ok na ko. Gusto ko lang din mag thank you sa lahat lahat. Not being sarcastic or anything, pero simula nun ipinaramdam mo sa akin kung gaano lang ako kababa sayo, kung gaano ako kawalang kwenta sayo, naisip ko, “TANG INA TIN, TAMA NA! LAHAT NA GINAWA MO AT BINIGAY MO, HINDI LANG PARA SA KANIA PERO PARA SA PAMILYA NIA, PERO KAHIT KELAN BA NA APPRECIATE NIA?” Cguro nga dahil sa sobra kita minahal nuon, nakalimutan ko mahalin ang sarli ko, nakalimutan ko pahalagahan ung mga bagay na dpat bigyan ng pansin. Naging bulag ako sa mga bagay na dapat matagal ko na Nakita. Ilang years din ako nag paka gago, nag paka tanga, at naniwala sa mga kalokohan at kagaguhan mo. Dahil nga cguro minahal kita. Pasensya na ha, kung minahal kita ng sobra. Siguro kasi sobra ako nabulag dun sa idea of us. Na merong us. Pero one way eh. Ako lang yung nag iisip nun. Kasi kahit na anong gawin ko, kahit anu pa sakripisyo ang gawin ko at pag aadjust para sayo, balewala. Kasi ako lang naman ang naniniwala na meron tayo eh. Funny noh? Pero never in the whole 9 years na nasabi mo na ako ung girlfriend mo, db nga magiging friend tayo sa facebook or Friendster, pero ilang months lang. swerte nga kung tumagal ng months. Tapos deleted ako. Never in my life na pinakita mo sa mga friends mo na proud ka na ako ung girlfriend mo, hahaha baka nga kasi tayo tayo lang ang nakakaalam. Alam ko din naman na karamihan sa mga naging baba emo pinag tatawanan ako eh, dahil siguro iniisip nila na nag aassume ako na merong tayo. Hahaha deputa noh? Matalino naman ako, galling ng exclusive school, assumptionista, paulinian, graduate sa Chinese school, mei bachelor sa psychology, nag aaral ng medicine. Pero pag dating sayo tangina ang tanga ko. Naalala mo lang naman ako pag sabog na ung buhay mo, at kailangan mo ng tao aayos nito, pero pag ok ka na uli at katanggap tanggap kna, iiwan mo na ko uli, kasi wala nako pakinabang sayo. Pero nuon bulag ako eh, hindi ko nakikita lahat ng yun. Siguro ganun kasi talaga pag nag mahal ka, gusto mo lahat ibigay ng maganda para sa taong mahal mo, kahit na nahihirapan ka na. kahit na halos mukha ka ng tanga sa panigin ng mga tao. Ung pinag tatawanan ka na sa katangahan mo para lang sa iisang taong kahit kelan hindi Nakita ung halaga mo. Naging bulag at manhid ako sa idea ng pag mamahal. Kasi nun kuntento na ko sa kung ano lang ung pede mo ibigay. 20 mins. Na oras kahit hindi ako matulog. Yung kahit nasa meeting ako, aalis ako para lang ma attend ko ung mga needs mo. Ung kahit ako ung mei sakit pag kelangan mo ng kausap. Kadamay, andian pa din ako. Yung kahit pagod na pagod ako, gagawa ako ng paraan para lang wag mo maramdaman na hindi ka nag iisa. Kasi nga ayoko isipin mo na wala nag mamahal sayo. Nun nag pakamatay si calvin, dun ko narealized kung gaano ko Katanga, asan ka nga ba nuon kailangan kailangan kita kasi hindi ko kinaya ung ngyari? Ahhh oo tulog ka at pinag tataguan ako. Eh yung mga panahon nag aagaw buhay ako? Ahhhh oo nga pla un yung mga panahon na tatlo tatlo ung mga babae mo at pag natatawagan ka lagi ka tulog or busy kasi mei pinapagawa sau kahit hindi naman totoo kasi nakakausap ko nanay mo. Yun yung mga panahon kelangan kelangan kita dahil sa dami ng ngyayari sa buhay ko, pero iniwan mo ko, tinalikuran mo ko. Kasi ayaw mo madamay sa problema ko?! Tama ba?? Nung mga time na un pinaramdam mo skin kung gaano ko kaliit. Pinaramdam mo sakin na wala ako aasahan sayo, na kahit ano mangyari sken, bahala ako sa buhay ko. Pinaramdam mo sken na mag isa ko. Pero alam mo mark. Sa lahat lahat ng ngyari sten, sa loob ng 9 years. Nag papasalamat pa din ako. Kasi Nakita ko kung sino talaga ung mga taong kayang mag sakripisyo para sken. Yung mga taong kayang igive up ung sarili nilang kasayahan pra lang maging masaya ko. AT Hindi ka kasama dun. Sa loob ng mahabang panahon, mas nakilala ko ung sarili ko. Sa loob ng mga panahon na un, Nakita ko na kaya ko palang gawin lahat pra sa taong mahal ko. Matagal na kita’ng pinatawad mark, kasi ano ba makukuha ko kung magalit ako sayo? Edi mas nasira mo lang ako. No, I will not give you another chance to hurt me. Matagal ko na pinatawad ung mga bagay na nakasakit sakin. Kasi kung hindi din naman sa mga pain na un, hindi ko din nmn malalaman na kaya ko pala. Oo mark, iniyakan kita. Matagal. Mahabang panahon. Pero kasabay ng mga luha at pag iyak na un. Nakita ko ang isang tin na matapang, marunong mag mahal. Binigyan mo man ako ng takot mag mahal uli, binigyan mo man ako ng reason mag lagay ng wall sa puso ko, mei isang bagay ka din binigay sakin. Un ung pusong kayang mag mahal ng totoo. I’m sure darating ung tao na kaya I break yung wall na ginawa mo at iproved sken na hindi lahat ng lalaki kagaya mo. Masaya nko at ang anak ko. Oo mark tinuloy ko ung pag ampon kei mikhaela, and I’m happy to say na officially anak ko na xa. Mikhaela Kirsten Moya. Sa haba ng process na pinag daanan ko maaus lang ung papel ng bata, isang part lang ako nahirapan sagutin. Un ung part na cnu ung tatay. Hahaha naalala ko kasi na mei time na napag usapan un part na un. Pero sabi ko nga, nde naman kelangan ni mikay ng daddy eh. Kung wala edi wala. Naalala ko pa na halos ayaw mo ituloy ung pag adopt ko sa bata, dahil sabi mo nga pede naman na mag karoon tayo ng sarili natin, true din nmn yun, pero never ko naisip mag no sa adoption sa knia. For me kasi gift sya ni God na dapat ko alagaan, ung part na ako pa mismo ang nag paanak sa knia, first touch nia sa world ako. Anyhow, salamat mark. From the bottom of my heart. Salamat. Walang halong keme yan. Alam mo nmn ako. Kilala mo ko. Pranka ko. Salamat sa lahat. I don’t hold grudges. Sana dumating ung panahon na maging masaya ka, makuntento ka sa buhay. Hanggad ko na Makita mo na ung mga hinahanap mo, ung mga katanungan mo sa buhay sana masagot ng lahat. Happy ako for you, na kahit papaano naayos na ang buhay mo, para sa anak mo. Alagaan mo sana si budjoy. Alam mo mark, totoong minahal ko ang anak mo. Tinuring ko na sariling akin, ang dami ko plans pag nagkita kami. Pero cguro hindi talaga meant to be. Hanggad ko ang ikabubuti nia. Alam mo naman yan mark, everytime na sinasabihan kita, it’s always for the good of you and your daughter. Kahit na back sit lang ako lagi. Lastly, alam ko sobrang nobela na nmn nito. Well alam mo nmn db? Ganito talaga ko mag sulat. Passion ko ang pag susulat eh. Pag hindi mahaba hindi ako ang nag sulat. Hahaha anyway. Meron lang sana ko isang hiling mark. Tigilan mo na ko. Wag mo na ko I message or mag paramdam pa. kung gusto mo sumagot sa message na 2, last na sana un. Delete mo na ko uli sa sykpe, blocked mo na ko, bahala ka. Walang halong galit or what. Matagal ko din pinag isipan 2, at kung anu sasabihin ko sau, Hindi dahil sa mei nararamdaman pa ko sayo or what. Pero cguro para maiwasan na lang na magkasakitan tayo uli. Ayoko na maging rebound mo eh, ayoko na maging tanga. Graduate na ko dian. Chaka madami na rin nadadamay pa. ok na ko mark. Napatawad na kita. Kalimutan na natin ang isa’t isa. Sana mei natutunan ka sakin, at sana kahit papaano napangiti kita sa paraan alam ko. Gusto ko na lang lumayo sa mga bagay na makakapag paalala pa ng malupit ko’ng katangahan sa buhay. Hahahahahahaha Salamat mark. Signing off Kristine Feliciano Moya

When you finally free yourself from all the pain and stupidness. And finally saying good bye to the person one last time. I know I did say this many times. I know I did let him go many times but I guess the only difference before and this time is I had the courage to tell him to leave me alone, and blocked me on all social media, that this time his presence nor his messages doesn’t excite me anymore. Like I can just ignore all his messages and calls. This time I was able to say no to his request. I feel free.. I feel victorious. I should’ve done this long time ago but hey, it’s never been too late. I just feel happy that I can finally say Kristine you did a good job. You’re no longer under his cursed of stupid love