#last the 90 day probation im probably going to be fired in january <3v

[yutadori]

currently trying to ignore the very terrible aspects of my life as i eat a slice of this souffle roll cake i got from the store today ^__^

#AH!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #fuck man...... fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk #god . i want it to be spring already . #uoagdjddjdkx anyway today my brother said that he might be moving out in less than a month and he asked if i would be okay with #just my mom and i cant say no because i dont want to hold him back from moving outttt #and its just asssss its so assssssss #we're not thatttt close and it can get tense between ys but its going to be so much more lonely im going to probably go even more crazy <3 #and my mom was going to visit her bf in REDACTED country but if he does move out she probably wont #and then she'll let her frustration about that out at me (: not blaming my brother about that though like thats a her problem #but godddd #and my mom just came into my room and basically said i cant do anything like UNPROMPTED....... pretty much . it was totally unrelated to th #argument we had but whatever . definitely does not help bc thats legiterally what ive been struggling w at work but whatever #anyway my life has been ass because it feels like all ive been doing is working or just being st home like i havent seen my friends in #a while and it sucks so bad and theres not much i can do about it #and i dont even want to think about school i was supposed to enroll for classes a month ago but idk everything #just seems so suskssjsnjsks like . my future feels more bleak than usual <3 esp now that my brother is moving out like idk how #shit is going to be financially uoaghhghh i wanted to start really saving for idk my future but #now idk how thats gonna go . lol . godddddddd #and im pretty sure some of my coworkers are super annoyed of me and i dont think im going to #last the 90 day probation im probably going to be fired in january <3v