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chicken-fifi · 6 months
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At Gwanghwamun | Kyuhyun (SuJu)
Pairing: Cho Kyuhyun x Reader
Requested by anon: hello, can i get one with kyuhyun ? he and the reader decide to meet again at gwanghwamun after years of breaking up, and realice they still love and miss each other thanks
Genre: angst
Word Count: 1,152 words
A/n: i did use the english translation of the song since i was motivated to do a song fic for this post. hopefully it was a good one and if you haven't listened to this masterpiece, here you go! At Gwanghwamun by Kyuhyun.
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How was your day? There’s still a little bit of summer left For some reason, I had a tiring day When the leaves changed color on the side of the road of Gwanghwamun That was when I finally lifted my head
“How was your day?” Kyuhyun asked after a moment's silence between the two of you, shortly after you arrived at the main square of Gwanghwamun. “Autumn's approaching quite fast this year so I imagine it’s making keeping the kids inside for recess harder-”
“It’s been tiring,” you replied, ignoring his rambling and chuckling at his nervousness.
Why was he the one this nervous when he was the one who originally suggested the possibility of meeting up? Then again, he probably didn’t think you’d agree without an argument. In fact, you weren’t even sure why you had agreed. It’s been years since you last spoke to one another, and you hadn’t ended on good terms to where it would be natural to meet up after all the pain the two of you caused one another at the moment of your relationship's demise.
“Work or life, in general that is?”
You lifted your head from staring at the concrete below you finally meeting his gaze for the first time since your arrival. He’d grown up, although after ten years that was bound to happen. You were certain you also looked different, changed, face painted with the signs of age settling along the edge of your eyes and laugh lines.
Much like how the changing color of the leaves from their vibrant greens to vibrant reds, yellows, and oranges, before dulling into brown, maybe the two of you had changed in more ways than just your physical appearance. The leaves chlorophyll production slows down and then stops and eventually all the chlorophyll is destroyed showing the colors underneath, maybe you guys had grown up slowing down the resentment you’d both held for one another before festering into guilt and shame, the need to forgive and be forgive driving the two of you to change, to show who the two of you were not at your respective stages in life.
“Life,” you replied, not being able to stop the smile that formed on your face as you recalled the good old days when this conversation would normally lead to a night of drinking away the day’s struggles. “But I suppose that’s how it’ll always be. Especially since…”
We used to shine so bright together But now we are strangers In your arms, the world was mine Goodbye to those childish days
“Since things changed,” he finished.
For so long he’d looked back at the memories of the two of you with disdain and utter hatred. Hating the way you’d left so easily, the way you both destroyed each other in a matter of seconds, it was all some form of trauma for him that he never wished to relive. Yet within recent months, he’d begun to remember all the good times, which greatly outnumbered the bad. He was convinced the two of you were twin flames for so long. And then you became a stranger who’s laugh he would forever be able to recognize anywhere.
You’d been his world and he yours.
You were each other's life source. Living and breathing solely for the other. And maybe that’s why it all went to shit.
“Yeah,” you sighed. “That’s probably why.”
Today, like a fool, I am standing at that spot Getting wet in the rain Waiting for you, who won’t come I was happy At the memories of holding hands and walking together, I look back In case you are standing there
As the two of you walked around the square, following the flow of the people doing the same, you kept a respectable amount of distance between the two of you, not allowing your shoulders or hands to brush. It was strange. Under any normal circumstances, two former lovers meeting up and walking around the square they had gone to often as a couple should’ve been awkward and painful to endure. Yet the silence was comfortable. Nothing needed to be said because it felt as though everything was already being said in your silence. Every single apology, regret, sorrow, emotion was being expressed and accepted by the other.
Even when the two of you finally did start speaking, reminiscing about your relationship, nothing seemed strained. The two of you were reliving fond memories, finally glad to be able to see them happily and know that it wasn’t just one of you who still laughed about the one time Kyuhyun got stuck in the bathroom and you had to remove the door knob to rescue him.
That continued for a while before the silence came back, warmer than before. Your cheeks are equally warm and hurting from the smiling you’d both done. Your heart was warm as you walked beside him, much closer than before. Everything was peaceful, if even just for that moment.
I don’t know if living in this world Is just about always looking for another person As I came to this street, filled with the aroma of coffee That was when I finally smiled
The cafe was a nice change from the chilly air. Steam from your coffee wafted up, the ceramic mug warmed your hands. Sipping carefully, you sighed as the hot beverage warmed you up, only to grimace as you watched Kyuhyun take a sip of his iced Americano. He sent you a weird look to which you shook your head not wanting to dwell on the cultural norm.
“I will never be able to understand drinking iced coffee in the cold,” you muttered with a smile. “But I can’t say I wouldn’t do the same just for the heck of it.”
He chuckled, leaning back in his seat as his gaze wandered the people walking by the window. A family walked past, a small child in between their parents, swinging every other step. The couple’s mouths were open in what appeared to be a laugh before they smiled lovingly at one another shortly before their attention was taken by their joint creation of love.
Would the two of you have kids by now if things hadn’t happened the way they did?
“Kyuhyun,” you whispered softly, looking at the couple as well. “There’s something I think you should know.”
It was the first time that someone made me that nervous You were the only one You were more lovable than anyone else But why did you leave me?
“I don’t think I ever stopped loving you,” you admitted. “I can’t deny that I was angry at you for everything. But we’re both so young and…so naive to think we could take on the world. Just us. And-”
“You don’t have-”
“I miss what we had. And I miss you. But I don’t think I could ever come back to you.”
His eyebrows furrowed.
“I don’t want to fall in love with the idea I had of you back then. I don’t want to fall in love with a memory of you.”
He didn’t say a word as you continued speaking. He couldn’t say a word when everything you were saying was valid. Even if it hurts to hear.
Today, like a fool, I am standing at that spot Getting wet in the rain Waiting for you, who won’t come I was happy At the memories of holding hands and walking together, I look back In case you are standing there
“Maybe one day,” Kyuhyun started as the two of you stood outside the cafe. “We can explore the idea of being together again. But if we don’t, just know that the memory of us is something I will always treasure and hold dear to my heart.”
You smiled softly, hesitating before stepping forward and wrapping your arms around him tightly.
“I really do love you,” you whispered, voice cracking. “But I need to make sure that I love you, not the memory of you.”
He held you tightly before pulling away, his heart breaking just a bit, but mending itself even more.
“For the record,” he began, “I missed you too.”
At that place, I get to know How I’m slowly changing every day In the far days ahead, just smile for me I’m happy Because today, this place is just as beautiful as back then
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chicken-fifi · 1 year
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Sexual Tensions - Kyuhyun (SuJu) Imagine (NSFW)
Requested by anon: Hello, I was the anon who requested the last Kyuhyun imagine based on 'Mango'. Are you able to do an expansion of the headcanon maybe something smutty and sexy? I loved it 🧡 Thank you by the way!
Word Count: 801 words
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The director called for the end of the shoot, something you thanked the heavens had happened as soon as it did. Usually, these shoots would go on late into the night resulting in little to no sleep for anyone before needing to back at the crack of dawn to continue filming. Yet, with the torrential downpours and nasty weather, you director had deemed it safer to leave early and break up the filming over the course of a few days - a decision you were all grateful for. As the assistant director, you had a big say in certain aspects of the filming process, often taking charge in more behind the scenes things, checking shots, lighting, backgrounds. You personally never really got too involved with the artist shooting their music videos, just wanting to get the job done to best of your ability. 
But after working with Super Junior for so long, you knew that was no longer an option. They wanted opinions from everyone else and wanted their own opinions to be heard. This was probably the reason why you began noticing the doe-like eyes that would trail your body everytime you walked onto the actual set to correct something in the filming process. It didn’t help that particular day you decided to take advantage of teh youngest’s eyes raking to wear a tight, mini pencil skirt that hit all the right places and a low cut top, paired with a blazer that had been abandoned at some point due to the heat inside the building. 
“You should head home before the rain gets any worse,” the director said packing up his own bags. “It’s gonna be a rough few days.”
You set your blazer atop your bag near the room’s door for when you did leave, “I have to check on something on the set. It doesn’t look right in any of the shots and it’s been bothering me all day. You head home. I’ll see you tomorrow morning.”
Before he could say anything else, your heel clacked away in the direction of the main set ready to correct that stupid plant behind the lone chair. Bending over, you began moving it trying to find the right positioning for it that would get the perfect shot. Some clattered to the floor forcing you to straighten yourself and turn around in fear. Kyuhyun was standing a few feet away, beside him a light fixture on the floor. He looked like he was holding back some beast inside of him. His eyes dark and clouded, hands balled into fists at his sides. Your eyes landed on the front of his pants, noticing the pitched tent look they were sporting. You gulped feeling the arousal pooling at your core as it had been all day everytime he looked at you.
“Do you want some help with that?” you asked pointing at his groin before you could even process your thoughts.
He crossed the room, standing before you, hands on your shoulders. You hadn’t expected him to take you up on that little offer, but there you were. Your hands went to this pants, undoing the buttons and pulling him out as you sank to your knees. His hands gripped your hair, moaning as you took him inside of your mouth, sucking wonderfully and manuvering your tongue around him. He tried his hardest not to buck his hips into your mouth, inside pushing you a bit more to take more of him in. He came with a loud groan, strings of his seed spilling into your mouth. You pulled away with a small pop swallowing all of him. 
“Let me repay the favor,” he whispered, thumb pulling your bottom lip down a bit as you rose to your full stature.
This time he sunk to his knees, his hands gripping the waist line of your skirt and panties pulling them down with him, letting them pool at your feet. He pushed you back a little, making you fall into the chair behind you. Taking one of your legs, he propped it over his shoulder before he dove into you without any warning. He sucked on your clit nimbly, your hand going to his hair and pushing him closer. His fingers went your slit prodding a but before slipping inside and beginning to fuck you. He switched after a few minutes, his fingers going to your clit and rubbing profusly as he sucked at your opening sticking his tongue inside of you over and over again, eliciting moan after moan from you.
You came rather quickly, legs shaking as he rode out your high, before pulling away and wiping his mouth.
“You’re very sweet,” he commented as he rose to his feet, grabbing your skirt and panties from behind him. “Sweet just like a mango.”
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