#just wish my gp hadn’t scheduled me with a haematologist that works out of a cancer centre

[vigilantejustice]

the bruising + itching has eased up over the last couple days so hopefully that means that whatever was going on was just something funky my body was doing + not a symptom of something else

#made the silly decision to read my blood test results + there is one result that’s different to every other past result + is linked to #my worst case scenario assumption but my other assumption is that if it were something serious that those symptoms wouldn’t come + go #like the itching would be consistent right? #just wish my gp hadn’t scheduled me with a haematologist that works out of a cancer centre #or at least that he’d told me as much that way I could have asked if there was a reason for this particular specialist or if it’s just #a coincidence or whatever #but the more i look at the paperwork + even the email i got confirming my appointment talks about oncology #so it does lead me to believe the gp does think this could be something in that vein #but then also why would he not mention it #there’s too many questions and may ninth is so far away :( #just going to keep on keeping on + trying real hard to avoid it #no sense worrying about something that’s very very unlikely #personal