#just tryin to teach this boy some manners like babe are you sure you wanna be sayin all that w/ my nails anywhere near ur dick

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tbqh I did seriously consider just walkin out on him

#spyder #tmi tmi tmi #i hope he knows i coulda done that n not felt bad in the slightest #i hope he knows i only didn't cause i'm better than he is💕 #so i don't do that shit to people even if they deserve it #also i'm not _actually_ tryin to make him worse n we all know he can't deal w/ his emotions like an adult so #i guess i can do a little handholdin if that's what it takes #he's lucky i'm not a loser who needs to exert power over people to feel ok abt himself💕 unlike him i just do it for fun #n he's not even a loser in a sexy way smh #w/e though i get my payback by just throwin his own words back at him lmao #who's the good boy NOW huh?? #if he discovers some things about himself n maybe chills down a bit...all the better #just need to keep in mind his fucked up ideas abt consent also apply to himself #maybe i'm a lil fucked in the head but i really do need to psych myself into not messin w/ him too much when it'd be soooo easy #n i could do so much damage he 100% deserves #but i don't wanna go down that road. i think. i don't wanna be that guy. #just tryin to teach this boy some manners like babe are you sure you wanna be sayin all that w/ my nails anywhere near ur dick #they're sharp for a reason #that'll be good enough for now n if i get bored i can always just drop him ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #spdrvent