#just mourning a friendship that meant alot

[crybabysunflower]

Not a good day for being both a Takemichi fan and a chifuyu fan

Once again I am saying I am pretty sure Takemichi meant that he was all alone with the power to jump back in time to manipulate events and finally there is another person like him who could do the same and understand what he has to face in a much better way because no one can really understand Takemichi at his level, like Takemichi has to go through much more intense feelings of guilt when someone dies compared to an average person because he has the power (although with his own limitations) to actually make changes but being a human he failed to do so. So no Takemichi is not being inconsiderate

At the same time because of a few dumb people who had always hated Takemichi and have zero reading comprehension......ONCE AGAIN Chifuyu is getting dragged for that one time he lashed out at Takemichi when he had just woken up from coma. Chifuyu fucking apologised for that, give this little boy some fucking rest please.

But I cant help but mourn at the loss of the beautiful friendship Takemichi and Chifuyu had. Chifuyu infact told Takemichi that he had made him want to be a better person.....which speaks alot on how Chifuyu's character was heavily influenced by Takemichi....I wonder how he is right now....in this final timeline

#tokyo revengers #takemichi hanagaki #chifuyu matsuno #fuyutake

[gideongrovel]

I’ve been selfshipping with Kurt since i was like 14, so figured it might be fun to do a timeline of how my S/I has looked throughout years~ :D in depth talk about that in the read more

Wasn’t gonna type this out since i know no one probably cares enough to read my S/I lore (i dont mean that in a guilt-trippy way, its fine if you dont lol) but if anyone who does wanna read it, i will type it out,,, and i wanna over explain and info dump my shit,,,, especially cause this took A VERY LONG TIME to draw so imma get into it~ i know this will be clunky to read so sorry in advance 😅 alot of  my lore is an inspired mixed of fiction and irl stuff 

Trainees / Younger versions i didn’t make this design till i was like 20 and fixed it up a bit for this art,,,, In my canon Kurt is like 2 years older then me, so we are meant to be like Age ranges S/I: 12, Kurt: 14

 MY VERY FIRST DESIGN FROM WHEN I WAS 14, I would use this design the most back in the day when i was wasn’t embarrassed about posting selfship stuff on the main lmao,,,but i would draw us so much back then and a few of my DeviantArt friends at the time would indulge me xD I still have a drawing on my wall that one of my friends did for me as bday gift back then~ But this designs has a special place in my heart, as it was my first for this pair~ 🥰 the only update on the design i did are the pouches on the belt and the boots coloring,,,otherwise its pretty much the same design as how i first designed it Age ranges S/I: 14, Kurt: 16 

Best friends to lovers, we have a soft moment of the trope of  “haha what if we kissed” playing it off as a joke just to see what its like, since all of our friends have teased us saying “we’re like a couple”  “no we’re just really good friends” both having a crush on the other, but being too nervous to say so, as to not ruin the friendship, but this “platonic” kiss is what starts the relationship and become a romantic couple~ Age ranges S/I: 17, Kurt: 19

Age ranges S/I: 19, Kurt: 21

Costume Change~ 2016 is the first dated drawing i have with this costume idr what made me wanna make a new design back then,,, probably just cause i didnt want the same design that 14yo me thought of lmao,,, although back in ‘16 i still didnt know i was trans,,, but for my S/I i will let them trans their gender,,, so that is an update for that design from the og, as well as the pouches on the belt lol  Age ranges S/I: 20, Kurt: 22 

 ANGST TIME  I dont remember most of my lore for this part since its been forever ago also back in 2016ish 😅 but during a battle a good amount of mutants were killed,,, Including Kurt and Jean,,,, leaving me and Scott devastated,,,, losing and mourning over our loved ones we trauma bond over that and become close friends Age ranges S/I:20, Scott: 27

We Found Love in a hopeless place  After a couple years of grieving, and romantic feelings building, me and Scott become a couple Age ranges S/I:22, Scott: 29

Costume Change~ Didnt really update this design much from what i had it back then,,, other then adding the pouches to the the harness alot of them thats all the updates lol Age ranges S/I:23, Scott: 30

Reunited!!! I also dont remember much of my lore for this part im sorry haha  😅 but a some years have past and a select few of the xmen that were killed are brought back to life,,, Including Kurt and Jean,,,, so angst ensues from all sides,,, Kurt and Jean return to see what has happened in their absence only to find how Scott and I are now dating,,,, again angst time!!! hurt feelings of finding someone new, but also an understanding and a peace of mind that we werent suffering alone, so just confused, mixed emotions and feelings all around,,,, but in the end being so overjoyed to be together again~ 💙 I did this design a few years ago (2017 is the most recent date i can find) but i only had the mullet in mind for the design,,,, i never had an canon outfit i wanted since each drawing i have a different yet similar costume lol, So i kinda did a mash up of the ones i seemed to be mulling over at the time and like improved it Age ranges S/I: 25,  Kurt: 27

Together Forever~ New/Current design i will have for myself Age ranges S/I: 26, Kurt: 28

EXTRA INFO TIME~ I dont remember all of my own lore unfortunately being as this S/I ive been doing on and off for like a over a decade,,,, But some other notable facts that i dont remember all the details of but want to mention 

me and Kurt at some point get married/are engaged,,, as bad as it sounds i cant remember how it happens... since again this is such a long term f/o,,,, :(  we still are married tho, and i will rethink how at some point 

My S/I mutation powers have changed overtime,,, not because it being how my mutation has developed- just because i’m not creative enough to think of something unique/definitive lmao,,,, but when i was 14 i had like fire/electricity powers decided,,,, but at some point i retconned it into some type of wind based powers instead so i could have flight ability 

Drawing #8 costume is probably when i decided on wind powers i think,,, since that’s when my designs had added goggles, to protect my vision when im in the air

Each of the pouches on my belts/harness are filled with different projectiles to use on my opponents  

 I view Magneto as a father figure, so theres many points in time where im not with all the xmen, but with the brotherhood instead,,, which has cause  some drama *gasp*

Also within certain points of my story me and Remy have sort of a occasional flirtationship, but thats about all it goes for that pair

Although i selfship with Ororo and Rogue,,, they are just platonic friends in this story and that is all their connection with my S/I,,,,, my selfshipping with them is separate / their own separate things  

Was gonna post some old art for a side by side “ Then vs Now” but this post is already long so i wont, but if anyone wants that i will

#Self Insert #self ship #f/o #fictional other #my art #my post #kurt #scott

[indigoidiot]

I'm gonna snipe you with Haru for the character asks

It is a very fluffy bullet that you have shot me with thank you

favorite thing about them:

She’s...soft... and fluffy... I like that she’s polite and calls everybody by honorifics, she’s the girl who’s mean the least, she never insults anybody and honestly she deserves the world after what her father and Sugimura put her through, and yet she still has the kindness in her heart to not insult anybody or take out her anger an anything but shadows and even then she isn’t overly violent about it if that makes sense??? anyway

least favorite thing about them: how atlus treated her??? my biggest issues with persona characters in general are just how the writing staff treats them. Anybody that knows me knows what my issues with Ryuji and Akechi are but for Haru it’s definitely her screentime. I don’t think it was super necessary to include a mourning scene or anything, i think they showed her struggling with Kunikazu fine over the texting convos, maybe have a little bit at the end of a scene where she makes a crying animation, not sure. But yeah her arc was definitely cut short by Akechi’s introduction and I have mixed feelings on it because Akechi is my favorite P5 character by a longshot. I also have issues with her winter uniform but it’s barely that much of an issue (but it can be summed up as the sweater and the skirt don’t match up chief). Also the fact that she blindly takes Morgana’s side during the Okumura arc but pgfffffff

favorite line: i don’t have one lmao sorry

brOTP: 

Ryuharugoro, yeah its an ot3 but sorry i don’t make the rules

yeah i know “akechi killed her dad” I get that but rude sunshine delinquent boy, polite fluffy rich lady and “please kill my dad or me i don’t care” boy make a good trio

OTP: 

I honestly don’t really ship her with anybody except for Makoto but I can’t back that up at all considering I just like the pair from an outsiders perspective like “I just think they’re neat”, other than that maybe a friendship Akeharu, the most I would go is an intimate friendship

NOTP: 

We all good in the Haru ship neighborhood I have no issues with Haru ships unless they’re adult x minor or something

Random headcanon: 

owns a lot of ugly festive sweaters but buys them thinking they’re cute and not meant to be ugly, buys her friends the same of said sweaters

picks up housewife coded hobbies not because she wants to be a good wife or anything but because they make her more capable of doing things on her own, she likes being well rounded in the things she does and leaves her comfort zone alot

has an interest in men’s clothing and sends the boys pictures of outfits online that she thinks they would look good in, sends Ryuji a lot of punkish black outfits and Yusuke acid washed jeans and worn t shirts

unpopular opinion: 

she’s the best female character in p5...

song i associate with them:

literally any cutesy vocaloid songs but if you want a specific one,

 It’s got a shy polite tone and I think it fits how she probably feels towards the thieves for supporting and caring for her

or alternatively

(cover because i know not everyone wants to listen to japanese songs) because i saw something that said Kenshi Yonezu wrote this for a drama but while writing his grandfather passed away and it influenced him in writing the song, he said in an interview its “i’m sad you’re gone for 4 minutes” and I feel like it goes with how she feels about her father.

favorite picture of them: 

any 

pq2

image 

I love her design in pq2 and that they gave her white stylized pupils because it’s what I do in my own style and it’s my favorite stylized thing ever, its what i like most about funamusea drawings because it’s a unique way of making characters look cute

@lastvalyrian never ask me for anything again please do actually I want more excuses to talk about my favs

#haru okumura #lastvalyrian #black mask