#just drunk and realizing my depression has inpacted my friendahips so badly

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would be so easy to just keep walking into the ocean instead of just standing here

#i wont im not suicidal #just drunk and realizing my depression has inpacted my friendahips so badly #that the girl i considered my bet friend for 20+ years is engaged i guess #idk i know nothing qbout it #fuxk #its not like i dont know i have only myself to blame Fuck that *hurts* tho despite the facts