#just bc baba didn’t even recognize her own daughter so she would Not recognize me lol

[josephtrohman]

i considered myself a privileged person that i still had a living great grandparent as a 23 year old. but now i don’t anymore because my baba (my great grandmother) died last night :(

#sorry for da personal post i just feel weird n this is my outlet #not even really sad. just weird. i wasn’t very close with her and i haven’t seen her for many years #between family drama and then covid and then her having very advanced alzheimer’s i haven’t seen her since i was a teen #and there’s almost like. a guilt in that? bc i should have seen her more or whatever #and i almost did earlier this year but my nana (baba’s daughter) discouraged me #just bc baba didn’t even recognize her own daughter so she would Not recognize me lol #anyways but i wish things were different #rest in peace baba jennie :( #shut up kelci