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niki-phoria · 14 days
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STAY WITH ME / I DON'T WANT YOU TO LEAVE
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pairing: itadori yuuji x gn!reader (no pronouns used) genre: hurt comfort word count: 467
notes: part 02 of this fic but can be read alone kinda, yuuji cries, title from cigarettes after sex - k.
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ITADORI YUUJI is speechless. for what feels like the first time in his life, he doesn’t know what to say. the world around him moves in a blur - shoko pressing her cool hands against his warm skin, removing the worst of his injuries in mere minutes; yaga pacing back and forth as he argues with somebody on the phone; a few of the kyoto kids rushing past him as they run to check on their own friends; you. 
you, standing in front of him, with wide eyes filled with unshed tears. you, covered in bruises and blood and dirt that your hands will obsessively scrub off once the chaos has calmed down a bit. you, who he hurt with his hands.
yuuji can all but feel the way your gaze lingers on the patches of blood seeping into his uniform and staining his skin. guilt racks through him like a freight train. of all people, how could he have forgotten about you?
“y/n,” he whispers. you smile softly as you move to sit down on the edge of his bed. when you reach up to cup his cheek, yuuji can feel you tremble slightly. he reaches up to wrap his hand around your wrist, letting his eyes close as he leans into your touch. 
your hand slips, trailing down until your fingertips brush against the newly forming scar that runs down the center of his face. yuuji’s eyes flutter open at the touch. “does it hurt?” you whisper.
“no,” he replies, his voice just as soft. 
you let out a sigh, - relief, maybe? - before closing your eyes. yuuji grits his teeth, trying to blink back the tears that begin to roll down his cheeks in waves. “how can you say that?” he whispers. his voice cracks. trembling hands grip onto your own as if you’ll disappear when yuuji lets go. “how can you even look at me?”
“yuuji,” you murmur. reaching up to rest your free hand against his cheek, you tentatively rub your thumb against the newly forming bruises littering his cheeks.
“i hurt you,” he interrupts. “i lost control and i hurt you. what if he-” he pauses, glaring down at the floor through blurry vision. yuuji’s voice drops to little more than a whisper. “what if he killed you?”
“yuuji.” your hands cup his face, tilting his head upwards until his gaze meets yours. “it’s not your fault. you did everything you could.”
leaning in, you press a fleeting kiss against the edge of the newly forming scar near his lip. a few stray tears sting at your own eyes. yuuji grips onto your uniform, his hands curling around the fabric. he hides himself away in the crook of your neck as you rub your hand against his back. “i love you, yuuji.”
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