#ive rectified this by becoming a hermit and only seeking out repeated interactions with people i feel like i can trust which. actually.

[nightjarring]

I still haven't read DM but if there's one thing abt Laios that doesn't seem relatable it's that I am fully, acutely aware when people hate me and find me annoying

#going to a conference tomorrow and the person driving the van gives very strong I Barely Tolerate You vibes #its a bug conference. if your wondering #i used to be less good at it when i was a child but i remember one time i was talking to my friends mom at her house #bc i always thought adults were easier to talk to as a kid #and i was telling her abour cloned sheep and shit like that #and later my friend was like haha yeah my mom looked like she was about to snap #and i guess i was like. shocked and upset as a 9 year old that i still remember this extremely acutely. like oh i was tellingly you about #about the first time they cloned a sea urchin and you were on the brink of maddness ok why did you. allow me to continue then? idk. #many such cases. #ive rectified this by becoming a hermit and only seeking out repeated interactions with people i feel like i can trust which. actually. #idk how to determine that