#ive got 2.5 lmao

[iggysmice]

merry christmas half my house has covid so i have to go get last minute groceries because tho my mom is also healthy she has a bad leg and cannot walk for long in general.

goddamn healthy spine and youthful immune system, cursing me again

#iggy rambles nonsense #i mean i say youthful immune system when my brother who is 2.5 yrs younger presently has covid #im just more paranoid abt my boosters is what it is i think #me and mom work rly hard to keep up on our shots and the boys dont as much so they got sick and we didnt #at least not yet lmao #at least ive got my flu shot tho #get your flu shot. my mom was not much older than i am when she almost died of flu complications

[insectwmn]

omg today is the sixth year anniversary of switch been added to enstars.. i can’t believe i forgot happy bday switch

#vee rambles #i remember how on the 4th anniversary ‘switch4’ trended on twitter and nintendo fans got mad #bc they thought a new nintendo switch model was dropping lmao #god ive been a switchP for almost 2.5 years #they mean so much to me... happy anniversary ily

[lunarw0rks]

cod dudes with a nurse y/n but make it lowkey realistic: bc lets be real, after a 12 hr shift you do NOT want to hang out with friends, party, or socialize. ur feet hurt from walking and standing all day, your ears are tired from hearing the IV pumps beep all day, and the smell of C.diff makes u want to vomit. nurse y/n just wants to sit down or lay on the couch and be non-verbal... Gaz, price, and rudy are the sweetest. they pick that up real quick after mistakenly asking "hows ur shift" and y/n trauma dumped them for 5 hrs straight. they don't immediately ask for hugs and kisses bc they know u overwhelmed. they just pour u a cup of wine and sit next to you until YOU talk to them first. you lowkey gossip with them on ur day off or randomly be like "omg look at that dude over there next to the parking spot its giving edema". and then theres soap and ghost. Soap is clingy, yall really think hes gonna survive 12hrs of not seeing you? this man was waiting by the door at 7:15 pm. on the dot. wants to hug and kiss you and tell you about his day. but ur just so. fucking. tired. you tried to be as responsive but it always ended up with a tired "mhm". He legit got upset a few times but he'd be a good sport about it tho. eventually he caught on a couple of weeks in and now he just comes and hugs you from behind, kisses ur face, and cuddles you silently (AFTER you throw away ur dirty scrubs and shower. that C.diff smell is yucky yucky). Tells you he appreciates your care and effort for the patients every day :). Ghost.... omgg he said something lowkey offensive to you right after u got home from the worst shift of ur week. and he didnt even know WHAT he said/did, hes kinda bad a picking up ur cues. nurse y/n just turned around slowly, gave him the NASTIEST side eye, and stared at him for a good 2.5 min. This man immediately retreated from ur couch to wherever he was b4 like a hermit going back to its shell lmao. 2 hrs later you find a small written note and ur fave gurl dinner on the dining table.

Alejandro..... this man is SO PROUD of his s/o being a nurse. hes showing you off every chance he gets!!! He takes Nursing week SERIOUSLY. give you massages, spas, gifts, ect. but he doesnt get how tired and overwhelmed you are. you have to physically tell him to stop asking or letting his family asking medical question. "No ale. I will NOT look at auntie's mole on her stomach. when im off the clock im OFF THE CLOCK :("

Valeria threatens to beat up the management for you lol. she hates how you get treated by them sometimes. you didnt get the recognition you deserve. Def bosses her cartel men around to buy you gifts and such. one time she organized a whole day to spoil and pamper you. she gave you her own version of Daisy Award 🥺💞 Konig observes and internally analyzes ur every move. he panics tho. like "OMG she home but she already has a bottle of wine its different from the one she had yesterday.. omg omg she didnt even say hello that means her shifts was extra shitty today.... why is she sipping on the wine for so long and the last sip is longer than all previous sips........" He eventually learned you just need silent company. you were laying on the bed feeling burned out when he came over with some soup, kissed ur hand, and wrapped you in a blanket burrito :).

ah, realistic nurse!y/n. this is a breath of fresh air for me.

they're all trying their best. and honestly, what better pair? they also have an overstimulating, kinda gross (blood and bodily fluids), exhausting career !!

it's a match made in heaven !! (aside from the whole... miscommunication and barely seeing each other thing. but what's a good ship without some gut-wrenching angst?)

#nurse!y/n #nurse!reader #mw2 #call of duty #task force 141 #141 headcanons #141 #tf 141 #141 task force #tf 141 x reader #141 x reader #141 hcs #cod hcs #cod headcanons #mw2 hcs #mw2 headcanons #los vaqueros #rachel speaks #not writing

[coridallasmultipass]

Vent personal medical long post

So the shit week continues. No new painkillers, i took the last expired hydrocodone, so if im still in pain tomorrow im gonna have to cut a morphine in half and see if i can tolerate it (i took a whole 15mg one on sunday when my back pain first went out, and while it helped it was way too much painkiller and i got so nauseous. The hydrocodone is 1/3 of the morphine dose, and i dont know how to cut this tiny fucking morphine pill into 3. I dunno if its even big enough to be cut in half!!)

The specialist did get me a back xray which was normal (as expected), and physical therapy, which is good, except i can only attend if i get an appointment within 2 weeks, because after that i wont have a ride, and the distance to walk there is 2.5 miles steep downhill (fine. Ive done that walk before. It would suck because of the pain.) But coming back home after the appointment would be 2.5 miles steep uphill when im probably extremely sore and can barely walk after physical therapy (has always been the case whenever ive gone to pt) and i dont think i can fucking do 5 miles. I can hardly walk the stairs in my house. (Warned u bout the stairs dogg) The occasional 3 mile round trip that i do to go to the post office when i dont have access to a car is bad enough that it puts me out of commission, especially bc its all uneven terrain no sidewalks.

I tried calling anyway and its voicemail so theyre probably at lunch right now. But it still sucks. Im so fucking tired of this.

I hate having to rely on other people - doctors or family. I hate having to make and attend so many appointments. And im not even fucking doing everything i need to. I saw this pt place has pain management (i didnt think there was any in this area so i gave up on that) so i can try asking for that too, but again, thats more appointments i need to coordinate, and last time i did pain management they basically said "see a psychiatrist for antidepressants or try medical marijuana bc we cant do anything else for you" lmao (i did the mm despite never having tried it before. It helps but its not enough lol). My current psychiatrist has exhausted every medical option for my depression. So its either they give me painkillers or something else idk what, or i just stay home and continue to suffer.

And thats a whole nother thing the rheumatologist today was like "oh why did you stop antidepressants if youre in so much pain??" My duDE I WAS SO MISERABLE AND COULDNT DO ANYTHING AT ALL. FOR FIVE FUCKING YEARS. Once i stopped antidepressants, i was able to start exercising regularly, i started drawing and writing with more enjoyment (had not drawn with regularity since 2019!!), i am more present in life, like... doing antidepressants was the worst fucking 5 years of my life. None of them helped my depression, they only made me worse. I tried every branch of them and not a single one helped. Im still fucking depressed and anxious as shit taking methylphenidate but hard evidence points to it being a great help compared with anything else ive ever taken. God that fucking "treatment resistant depression" diagnosis was the worst fucking thing. Theres like nothing else to try except super niche experimental treatments that insurance wont cover and they dont accept secondary insurance (which is the one that i could probably get to cover a new treatment but it takes a lot of coordination on both parties, like what im doing for my tmj problems and getting aligners). Ughhh. I dont wanna fucking do experimental shit either. Unless someone wants to donate me an ayahuasca vacation or something lmao. (Joke, i dont have a passport and i dont wanna pause all my other meds)

It sucks that none of my medical problems are treatable. I got permanent depression/anxiety/ocd/whatever other things that are undiagnosed despite my requests for testing. Permanent endometriosis (no cure and my body isnt accepting the medical or sugical treatments). Lifelong teeth problems (unknown if this new treatment will help my teeth or jaw yet but like.. arthritis is also lifelong and damage is damage). Arthritis thats lifelong but Mostly managed, at least during warm seasons. Permanent untreatable fibromyalgia (the antidepressants are the only medical treatment for it and never helped with pain, maybe even made it worse, and no one wants to give me painkillers anymore since like 2015. Sucks that old people can get painkillers like candy but because im young and hide my pain really well i get treated like an addict. My mom was like 'your gramma gets painkillers all the time!!' Yeah but im not in my 70s. Theres age bias here.) I got chronic untreated gerd (well, i take otc meds, and my attempts to treat it got canceled bc thats when covid was rampant, and the doc stopped prescribing me stronger meds bc i hadnt seen him in a while, bUT I LITERALLY COULDNT GET IN BC OF COVID. I just dont eat any of my favourite acidic foods anymore. I miss tomatoes. Sometimes i gotta eat them and just triple up on 3 different antacids and deal with the sore throat the next day). Well, was gonna say i got chronic insomnia but thats probably the only thing thats fully treated by 2 meds and sometimes weed. (But like. Im a nightowl. Its just that i have to fit in with society to get up in the morning for appointments. I have that like delayed body clock issue lol. So in a way it kind of is still a chronic issue, but at least im getting a full night of sleep when the body pain isnt extreme.)

But yeah. It sucks to be me. Dunno where im going w this post. Its just so frustrating when youre telling the doctor you're in constant pain and hes like 'i know. See you in a couple months.' Rheumatologists are supposed to treat fibro. But i always get hot potatoed to the next doctor. Like i get it, i am untreatable, but someone please do something! Ugh. Like theres really no options besides painkillers or weed, and i can only use weed in the evenings bc my family doesnt approve (literally said the most vile shit when i mentioned the pain clinic recommended it), plus cant use it if im gonna drive somewhere - in theory, i dont have a license lol but the point is i shouldnt have to take an intoxicant during the day!! Painkillers at the lowest dose do not intoxicate me, and in fact, make me more lucid bc it lifts the fucking fog of pain!! Wish doctors would understand how much they helped me in the past. When i was on the combo of painkillers and the arthritis med im on now, i was literally going for jogs every fucking day. I have proof of it. I probably couldnt do that now bc im a lot heavier and a lot sicker, but the point is i can be more active if im not in pain, and being active helps both the arthritis and fibro! Ughhhh.

Online is like "painkillers have not been shown to help fibro" bull fucking shit. Maybe im an odd one out. But ive been diagnosed since i was 12 and fit the fucking symptoms. They fucking help and ive been off them for so many fucking years now while all my health has deteriorated. Do you know how miserable it is to find out you have fibromyalgia affecting the nerves around your teeth? On top of my tmj problems!! I can barely eat anything since starting the aligners because my mouth is in too much pain!!

The only thing painkillers havent helped was the fucking endometriosis, which ironically, is the only reason i even have painkillers on hand for my back injury.

And god fuck i do not want to think abt the endo. Theres no quality of life when im panicking every day about when the next flare up is gonna happen. Theres no hope there bc theres no treatment that works for me. I already had a hysto but it was probably too late since the endo spread. Idk if im gonna survive the next flare. Especially because i have to stop taking the med that was possibly helping since ive been on it too long. The doctors ive been seeing have just been like "we'll cross that bridge when we get to it" which is just causing more anxiety because the bridge is like. This next month. Whenever theres a flare up, i have to stop ALL my arthritis meds just so i can take advil since thats the only thing that provides me some relief (and thats terrifying bc advil has given me an ulcer before! Because of taking it during a period and i was in too much pain to sit up for 10 minutes after taking it. Fuck endo.) Idk what to do.

Anyway. Thats the sitch. Ill try calling for pt again since this took a while to type. If theyre still closed, well, i guess ill just go fuck myself.

#personal #vent #long post #delete later / / #Cori.exe #Post.exe #medical

[olivieraa]

actually, y'know, idek when was the last time I talked about ygo abridged

like if I happen to be on tumblr when an ep comes out I'm like *O* and I'll post about it cause to me tumblr was always a "get your feelings out in the moment" site so in those moments I'm like aaaah new ep!

but never like talk talked about it, last time would be over 10 years ago defo

honestly? its special to me. Ive a great memory but I defo struggle with this not knowing the order, so it was either a) I decided to finally watch AN ANIME for the first time ever and put on inuyasha, THEN got curious about returning to yugioh and discovered season 0 and THEN watched the abridged or b) I randomly remembered I'd never seen the end of ygo and so looked up amvs of it on youtube thus discovering ygo season 0 came first and then found the abridged through that and THEN realised I wanted to welcome anime into my life and so I started Inuyasha and sooooo on down I went, the anime road from then on

so, ygo abridged is at the beginning of that journey

at that time in my life, I was heavily struggling with ocd. and I was ditching school a lot. if I wasn't hiding in the town library for 6 hours, I was at a friends who decided to ditch with me. I had my two reliables. and we always watched the abridged together. quoted it non-stop. eventually I was dating a lad for a month, and when we broke up (he had the same friends as me), HE started quoting the abridged with them as well cause they showed it to him. made me MAD! lmao

it was also something I watched every time we went on a ride to look at houses during the recession in 2009-2010. those long drives. abridged kept me and my brother sane lol

and then cut to being online with online friends, and tumblr, we all shared the abridged love with each other.

it was just unfortunate the episodes were rarer at that point but definitely... more frequent than they are now. they were coming out prob around 4.... times a year. maybe? whereas they used to be weekly. so that was a big change.

and now they're once a year. you're lucky if there's 2.

but here's the thing.

yeah its a parody. but idk... the fact that you can just pick up where you left off every time and not be a confused mess makes me happy. the fact that the characters are so distinctive and you never forget their personality traits is amazing to me.

I'm just proud of LK bc he could have dropped it a long time ago. I've seen youtube channels have their hype years and then fans disappear CONSTANTLY. video views going from 2.5 mill to maybe 30k. it happens.

but a good chunk of people who have been watching the abridged now for 15 years now or more still get excited when a new once a year ep drops. you just pick it up, have a giggle fest, wipe away a tear and then move on. never sitting there in anticipation for the next cause you know it'll be a while. just... happy to go on youtube and see one randomly there on a random day when you're not looking for it.

it fills me with joy.

my ONLY con here is that, bruh, season 5 to me is the best ygo arc. I been wanting to see that shit abridged for soooooooooo fucking long. there's so many scenes that I wanna know what he does with. I want to see Bakura without Marik, cause LK's flaw with Bakura was that he knew how to write Marik on his own but not Bakura on his own. so I wanna see that more. I wanna see what he does with Set and Kisara, what direction he goes. I love Joey's ghost moments in the main show so I I'm hyped for that.

the sad thing about it is being hyped for something I prob wont see till.......................... 2028? 2030?

probably.

but I'll still be watching. if he makes it that far anyway <3

[capriciouscaprine]

GOOD MORNING!!!!!

numbers tw (im so excited!!!)

"He said I would marry you but I'm engaged to these aerials and varials And I don't think this board is strong enough to carry two She said bow I weigh 120 pounds, now Lemme make one thing clear I don't need to ride yours I got mine right here"

-Lupe Fiasco, "Kick Push"

I first heard this song when I was a junior in high school, and was disappointed to discover that I was already over this fictional ideal girl's numbers; not by a lot, still within ten of her at the time, and it didn't really inspire me to do anything then (which tbh I am glad about as I had way more going on at the time that I needed to focus on over my size)

however, I never forgot it, and after office jobs with at minimum monthly free donuts, going for a second degree only to get sent home by the pandemic, and getting sick while stuck in a situation where the only food I had time to eat was from drive thrus and gas stations, I was getting close to being 100 more than that fictional girl (my measured highest was 200, but pretty sure I was higher than that at times)

today, my morning check in was 119.2

and if I realllly flex for it? ive finally achieved a t gap, too!!!!!!!!

this is after days when I went over my daily goals twice this same week!!! literally yesterday I had so much I felt sick, and renewed my promise to myself to stop hurting myself in that way and to stick to my plan as a reward to myself, not a punishment

for the record, this took 16 months and 1 week, with a plan slowly evolving with my body from just being more mindful, to swapping my snacks for lower c versions, to buying smaller pre-made meals, to actually thinking about my daily numbers as a whole instead of from meal to meal, to recording those numbers here, to finally getting a new phone and being able to track them with an app

also, steps really do make a difference!! now that I can see and get rewarded for my steps on an app, my step count at minimum doubled, and I credit that heavily with my significant drop (over 2.5$!) in this single past week

going forward, I do plan on going lower! height does effect how a number looks on a person, and on me im not yet inspiring to anyone in our particular community (although I am proud that ive gone down to half my pants size and people do comment on the change!); plus, I want the freedom to go on vacation this july for my cousin's wedding, eat 'whatever' (within SIGNIFICANT reason, lmao, I know this mindset is permanent) without ending up back over this milestone

plus, the kids sections at a bunch of stores have some really cute pieces for several dollars less than the adult versions, and im already a walmart boys and girls large/12-14 in tops, soooooo...........

#cc og #the slimmening #unhinged posting

[worldwright]

Good evening I hate my life

What a great way to start this today

I can't take ibuprofen anymore because of my new antidepressant that's fucking mint flavored. Almost threw up because of the taste this morning 👍👍👍

It's more than just ibuprofen, I can't take any meds that fluidify blood now, so I'm pretty much fucked because my life is just about getting headaches ;-; so now I fully relying on tea

Yay

As if I didn't have it hard enough T-T If those meds don't fucking work on me, that's it, I'll quit, because waiting has been proven not working AND TO SAY THAT MONDAY I FELT NOT THAT BAD

*looks around and approaches you to whisper* i had a fanfic writer im used to kudo going in my dms because i tagged her and she said that i'm a fabulous writer and ive been keeping myself from crying of joy ever since

Anyway, I'll try not to bite the nurse I'm seeing tomorrow from the place where I got my psychiatrist from, because all of them are dumb and she's the one who did the bare minimum

Have a wonderful morning !

omggggg omg validation from an artist you like 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ the best feeling EVER

that suuuuuccckkkksss about painkillers ughhhh

I keep being very impatient for my yarn to arrive especially considering. I do not have a pattern LMAO. once I get it like. I don't have a plan. I gotta just get out my big roll of paper and sketch out my design full-size, since I've never done crocheting with a pattern before and I probably wouldn't be able to use one very well.

also I did ✨️not✨️ do chores last night, I forgot about my other d&d game, and everyone knows that it's completely impossible to do anything productive if you ONLY have 2.5 hours. obviously

ugh I hate my ADHD-ass brain

anyway tonight is kitty meds pickup and laundry day. laundry is nice bc I have time to watch stuff in between tasks 👍👍

having fun with my d&d character cuz my dude Definitely needs a cane. so I get to find one for him :333333 he can't keep using his spear as a mobility aid forever LMAO

I have conventions soonnnnnnnnnnnnn I gotta figure out my outfitttttt aaaaaaaaaaa

I have most of a witch hat atelier cloak done. might just go with that, it's comfy

I'm seeing my partner on Friday!!!!!! excited excited excited

hope you have some tasty tea or snacks this evening!!!!

#pen pal

[aaaghhhhhh]

sometimes i make bad decisions in life, and one of them was signing up for the small fandom bang. got over-optimistic.

i'd just finished the 15k lawcav fic and thought that yeah! i could totally write 10k in 2.5 months! when the lawcav took 6 months (including like a 1.5 month break where i wrote a bunch of daily prompts and nothing else) and that i am notoriously terrible at writing to external deadlines because they really stress me out and then i don't write much at all.

this past 1.5 months where ive mostly been on vacation from college (so. a lot of writing time. i've knit 2.5 hats in this time. played a lot of video games) i've written one 100 word drabble, 600 words of a law&bepo&peng&shachi oneshot, 1000 words of lawcav sequel and only like 300 words of the actual small bang fic. in order to finish that thing by deadline i'd need to write 9000 words in january, which is not happening LOL. i dont write that fast, and i also project hop a lot.

anyways... i guess i'm going to drop from the bang. which is fine bc artists signups and stuff haven't even happened yet so i'm not letting anyone else down but myself lmao. i still want to write the rest of the fic but at my own lazy pace. i've spent the entire month being anxious that the words weren't coming for it and feeling guilty for working on other things and like. this is a hobby. i am gonna chill and enjoy it.

life lesson here is that when your gut tells you something is a bad idea: listen to it!!

#anyways that's how i've been. #stressing myself out via external deadlines and making my silly fun hobby a stressor #but! going to drop and then i can write oneshots or whatever guilt free. or reread like 50 chapters of one piece to make my dumb timeline #so i can pretend the lawcav sequel is canon compliant

[elaichoi]

gasp 🔴 live viewing of soulmates au unfolding irl

yes in fact i am (confirmed)

to be fair i haven't been on tumblr that long i joined somewhere btwn jan-mar of this year and so i don't think ive experienced many of your themes (blog profile wise), but i remember stalking the tags and it was easy to spot what works were yours based on the header edit, it stands out and is v eyecatching among other stuffs in the tags ^_^

mhm i think your style is very deviantart fs hehe,,, NAUR FR they r the ogs i used to want to be them so bad. for reference i started getting into kpop around 2/2.5 gen,, i was an admin on a facebook snsd fanpage and posted like png shadow/swirl edits 😭😭😭 simple times

hell i'd love to! i don't think i'm mentally there i fr lack the creative capacity, its in very rare circumstances do i see something that i kind of envision and edit in my head and ill usually screenshot it to keep the idea there but i even more rarely ever jump into starting the edit.

yes it is! i still have and use it, it was the 'it' app for photo editors back then me thinks, kind of like the ae of photo editing... at least from my viewpoint on the ig fanpage editing scene. it was the hotter sister to picsart lmaoo

see soulmates au!! we couldve crossed paths but we didn't!! until now!! 😾

omg wait stop it cus i used to love reading imagines n shit on ig but im pretty sure i stopped because i felt like it wasn't a popular content type esp since its a photography platform. i browsed the tags for imagines n stuff but it was meh,, i only followed ONE imagines account 🥲

wait so to clarify, u also edited on ig alongside writing?? imagine if we crossed paths on the algorithm dats crazy 😭 you're the cool one i wish i could be skilled in both literature and art ?? i simply do not have enough brain cells for that ^_^

canva on phone is my enemy‼️ at least the last time i used the mobile app,, bc i now use it only on desktop, sometimes on ipad... cus u alr cannot see the layers i cannot be doing anything complex bc i will def tap on the wrong layer and thats annoying -_- the patience u have ㅠㅠ well assuming the app is still like that idk maybe it changed

HAHAH i used to draw before like pencil paper shit so i thought i could do it digitally....and after years of not drawing on pencil paper too 💀💀

u are so much more articulate than me goodbye thats embarrassing 4 me T_T

soulmate does exist <3 look at us being prime example!!

actually i think ive active with my account within the time frame as well, probably feb-march i think, but before that i didn't care about the account that much but like slowly started make headers im a tryhard ( only after i stopped obsessing tumblr themes bc i couldn't figure it out) ARE you fr?? like u could tell my works in the tags of my header?! dude that's so,,, that's like such a huge compliment that I've got something that makes someone go ah yes it's that same. author like it feels so fulfilling, YOURE REALLY BUTTERING ME UP ILYSM!!! thousand consentual kisses!!!!

YOURE SO COOL WTH YOU'VE BEEN HERE SINCE 2/2.5 GEN PLS THATS SO awesome ive been into kpop since mid 2017 so most of my groups like og ones were third gen but I listened to 2nd gens too and SNSD my beloved!!! genie was my introduction of kpop tbh and replay by shinee is what made me stay so i can say im a child of 2nd gens too lmao but holy shit I want YOUR PLAYLIST!!!!!!!! GIVE ME SONG RECS!

tbh i get you i only edit for my headers or blog too tbh like usually if there is no purpose you don't really feel like editing bc it's like what are you even gonna do with it? and you've said that you've always posted them so maybe the fact you don't have anywhere to showcase your art has you feeling like that too?

"hotter sister of picsart" this is so real bc all the hot editorson Instagram ( the western artists collage style specially) all used superimpose and thr fact they used to pay for it too.

bro like imagine if we did cross paths i think i was more active on ig during 2019-2021? imagine if we had ever crossed paths since we both worked on kpop lmao, okay but if you like posted your work under #kpopgfx im pretty sure i have came across at least once!

did kpop have imagine accounts? i knew a lot of dating door accounts tho lmao but then again i was stuck in wattpad, and that's all the delulu you need lmao.

lmao yeah i always wrote with my works, most of my edits were based on stuff i wrote basically like love stories based on songs, certain ideas (was BIG on mythologies and all the other things.) but really fr tho i wonder if I actually ever saw your work tho because i never had the guts to interact with other editors.

lmao im the same with canva but on laptop i for the life of me cant do that plus i just use it get pngs and other stuff also when i want to do masking lmao. i usually collect shit on there and then manipulate those on my own app.

bro that is insane that you used to actually drawing like as someone who can't draw a single straight line this is so cool to me i really wish i could draw tbh

articulate and me? lmao im literally all over the place but it's so sooo fun to talk to you!!

#love mails from my beloved anon!

[3am-cheerios]

im really bout to make some sleepytime tea to calm my ass down from the adrenaline and endorphins of today lmao ive got 2.5 weeks of homework to deal with by sunday

#and then im FREE #....for 2 weeks #but hopefully a fun 2 weeks before we're back to the education grind

[albatris]

I am not interested in being good OR valid I am only interested in uhhhhhh singing a little tune

music is for funsies please ignore my godawful strumming technique and my various little missteps, I'm just havin a time because hobbies r nice

"hey logan is dysphoric by cavetown the only song you can play"

shut the fuck up

#ok this is the first time ive picked up an instrument in like two months im a little clumsy in parts lol #ALSO IGNORE THE HIGH-PITCHED NOISE I MAKE AT THE START #i could have cut that part out but i feel like it adds 2 the charm #anyway. hey! i own a guitar #i can't fit my hands around it #a ukulele is literally the only instrument i can hold #(barring harmonica which i also own) #strumming's s'posed to be nice and light and fluffy i am not so good with being light and fluffy i AM good at hitting things #i do know other songs and i recorded some others BUT i got too nitpicky with 'em so i just #reverted to my default jam #lmao #there's a dog for like 2.5 seconds at the end of this video if that sweetens the deal for anyone hahahaha

[seraph-shield]

I've never expressed this but I really Hate the Atlantica parts of Kingdom Hearts.

#like rly rly #i have no clue if this is a popular opinion or not #swimming is a Huge Pain especially when u factor in how much i tend to rely on dodge rolling and blocking ;-; #the underwater effect that makes the walls shift around just gives me motion sickness #the ursula battle literally made me cry as a child and quit the game for like 2 months #hopefully that will be easier this time around #everything has been easier than i remember it #since i was a kid who never played an rpg before and i underdtand wayyy more now #but like the amount of hatred i feel inherently for this upcoming boss is still present and makes me doubt myself lolol #g o d i just wanna skip it #i did a bit of grinding before coming here so hopefully that will help #im replaying KH in case it wasnt onvious lmao #i got 1.5 + 2.5 remix for christmas so imma play them in order #mostly im excited for bbs bc ive never gotten to play that game ;u; #coca.txt

[annadelveys]

i had SUCH a great name day ok look: i met up with barb the flatmate (with whom ive been having a huuuuge fight like literally yelling crying for hours lmao) and we went to a really high end bar for prosecco because we were so tired from the fighting and just wanted to put it behind us, it was extremely pleasant. then we went to the state opera to see swan lake, something ive been extremely excited about for months, then we shared a salmon sandwich over wine & we were just so happy and glad that we're not fighting that we kept like hugging and touching, which is how i ended up with my hand on her thigh for the entire run of the show (which gave us SO many looks. which we enjoyed greatly as well). Then we got out, had a smoke on the opera steps (its soooo beautiful there) and wanted to get a glass of wine before heading home but because of covid restrictions all bars have to close at 10 pm (it was like 10:05 lmao) and it was cold and raining like crazy. BUT, because we are strong independent women, we bought a bottle of wine and a pack of lime and chilli crisps and found a secluded hotel and stood under the roof for 2.5 hours, out in the cold, drinking the wine and smoking & then we called a cab to take us to her place where we opened champagne (it was our name day after all), lit up the fire place, made egg toasts (like savoury french toasts? idk what its called) and stayed up till like 4am. and then we went to sleep and it was wonderful. it was so great.

oh and also i finished the dreadful translation. AND also i got to the birthday party in the charioteer. like are you seeing how perfect it was.

[leglessjoekeery]

Okay so it's the third of March 2022 and I have decided to live post whatever it's called supernatural because I hate myself.

I am currently on season 2 episode 1 and I'm 26 minutes in so 💀

Anyways

WHY DID HE CUT HIS HAND. JOHN. DOES THE THING REQUIRE HIM TO CUT HIS HAND??? WHY IS IT ALWAYS THE HAND???? WHY

is he gonna burn his blood

I think he just burned his blood

GOD TAHT GUY SCARED ME

Oh shit he's a dude not a dude

'suicidally reckless' perfectly describes all the winchesters tf do you mean

I'm so sorry but I head that "don't cha" and immediately my brain went "DONT CHA WISH YOUR GF WAS HOT LIKE ME" I'm so sorry

I'm Canadian btw 💅

Omg a deal with devil John you sussy baka

I LOVE THEM USING THE OUIJI BOARD SM ITS SO SILLY AND GOOFY

Crying at Sam rn

I really don't like this reaper

She sounds kinda nice tho I think I might just HAHHAHAHA IM NOT INTO PRUDE CHICKS WHY DID I FIND THAT SO FUNNY HA

Can you tell I have adhd yet

Girl I have seen so many spoilers for this show I know he isn't gonna die. At least forever.

WHY WAS THE "that's just facts 🤞💅🤪" SO FUNNY???

Girl you can't stop Dean Winchester stop fooling yourself

John r u sure this isn't a trick

Omg it's that guy who's kids Dean killed

WHAT ABOUT SAMMY WHAT WHO ARE THE OTHER KIDS WHAT

John please have a better plan than this I beg

What do you want sir

Why does she sound sad and should I use they them or she her bc its a reaper like what pronouns do reapers use THE LIGHTS??? WHAT OMG WHAT WHAT THE SHIT BISCUIT OMG SHW HAS YELLOW EYES WHAT THE

HES CHOKING WHT OMG???

Omg he's doing good again

HE DOESNT REMEMBER??????????

Did John just call his child dude. Bro.

John "specific" Winchester

Bro is he a dude again or what

Omg Dean Winchester lore??

ITS OKAY DAD OMG THATS SO CUTE

Crying.

Dean must be thinking "girl stop acting sus af 😒"

BRO IS HE GONNA DIE WHAT

What is he whispering WHAT IS HE WHISPERING

Why are they crying omg what

I thought he was gonna off himself for a hot sec omg

WAIT WHAT HES ACTUALLY DEAD WHTA

That poor coffee 😕

Bro John pls

Ah shit bitch dick NO HE DIED IN THE AM

Okay next episode time woohoo 🤪🤪

Bro I love clowns they're delightful

Except for that one he's sus

Omg where'd he go

That kid looked like lily from modern family for a sec

Why is he outside her window 🤨 very sus

NO DONT OPEN THE DOOR FOR HIM STRANGER DANGER STRANGER DANGER

BRO IS THAT HER ON THE SPIT OR WHATEVER ITS CALLE oh thank god it's just john

Girl stop lying this is why yo daddy dead. Dead as hell. What shoes he got on. What shoes he got on in that mummy looking ass cacoon.

Omg he's re building the car❗❗ let's gooo

Bro you were just in a coma and then ur dad died stop it listen to sam

Ellen as in Ellen Ellen? Like the show host??

I FEEL LIKE A FRIGGIN SOCCER MOM HAHAHAH

Is that man dead

Man(?)

OH GOD PLEASE LET THAT BE A RIFE HAHAHHAH

Ooh she got moves

In love with these badasses

Omg Ellen she's so much better than I thought she was gonna be

Lmao they can't ask him he's deaaaad

No, ma'am he's real dead. He's not doin good.

Yes, who is ash

Omg I love him too

Omg he's a smart bimbo

HE WAS STRUCK BY LIGHNING??? he's so cool.

Gender envy.

How old is this kid

HOW OLD IS SHE

Dean that is literally perfectly describing you

KILLER CLOWN?? WHAT IS THIS 2016???

SAM IS AFRAID OF CLOWNS HAHHAH

bro I almost forgot that Dean is afraid of flying LMAO

Omg is Sam a dude

"ur not like urself" omg where have I heard that before

That child is a MOOD

nvm we're breaching into non-mood territory

So true kids dad 🙏 so true 🙏

Oh shit no what no he's in the house in the dad's bedroom aw hell nah

Those are NOT the clowns ur looking for my duded

Bro can I be a smart bimbo

TRYING TO FIND A NEEDLE IN A STACK OF NEEDLES HA

Dean no what stop hate criming people

He does look just like his daddy.. sus 🤨

2.5 KIDS??? HOW???? IVE NEVER UNDERSTOOD THAT PLS SOMEONE HELP /SRS

I hate those mirrors

Omg is this gonna b like Phil dunphy. Is HE gonna be the clown 😧

Yo is that James Potter?? (Iykyk)

"your blind man hearing is outta control" 💀

Is Dean supposed to be the one giving me gender envy bc he's not. It's Sam. He just has so much GENDER

I WANT HIS GENDER

You are a white man outside of a black family's house PUT THAT GUN AWAY

She looks so happy 😕

THE CLOWN SURVIVED THE GUNSHOT???

John and Ellen??? NO, DEAN. NO.

"I stg the next person I see who asks me if I'm okay, I'm gonna start throwing punches. These are your issues. Quit dumping them on me" 😧

"IM DEALING WITH DADS DEATH, ARE YOU?" BRO

OW I WAS JUST CHEWING ON MY CHEW NECKLACE AND I THINK I BROKE MY JAW 😭

Anyways the supernatural grind never stops 💪💪

They sleep on a bed of dead insects? 😰

I KNEW IT. I SAID HE WAS SUS. I FEEL GODLIKE RN

Oh no he has a gun

THE CLOWN SUIT. THE CLOWN SUIT.

AGAIN, I FEEL GODLIKE.

Bro what just happened I'm so confused

Omg is Mr clown man nakey 👀

THE WAY HE JUST STABBED THAT DUDE??

Does Jo have a crush on Sam or Dean I can't tell

❗SMART BIMBO IS BACK❗

MIT??? HE SMART SMART

Dean pls dust ur car

DEAN HUG UR BROTHER

IF YOU GO BACK TO TO oh shit he broke the windows omg he's breaking his car he's having a mental breakdown no stop what

Dear Winchester brothers,

Hug each other.

Sincerely,

Bread

Anyways I gotta go to bed now 🙄 I'll continue tomorrow during school ig 😒

#i really hope someone thinks im funny #supernatural #supernatural spoilers #?? #idk man i just got here

[sipsteainanxiety]

yeah i wanted to add on to what you said abt being in the bnha fandom. i was literally just thinking abt this earlier today but bnha came out in 2015, meaning there are ppl that have been in this fandom for 6 years which is mindboggling to me. i’ve only been in the fandom for a little less than a year bc i bingewatched the first 3 seasons over spring break and caught up to season 5 (although i havent finished).

plus for the ppl that haven’t watched it yet, it seems like a pretty long anime bc it’s 5 seasons and 3 movies but for me it rly wasn’t bc i binge watched it hella fast.

tl;dr there wasn’t rly a point to all this rambling but it’s just crazy to think abt the ppl who have been bnha fans since the beginning

yeah!! i didn't watch bnha until my... sophomore?? junior??? yr of high school?? and by then i think seasons 1-2.5 were released at least. so i binged it all at once and... and i actually liked deku first... and then i watched deku vs kacchan pt2 and i immediately got bkg brainrot LOL but i digress

on one hand im glad i joined the fandom "late" cuz there were already sooo many bkg/reader fics floating around to read. but i can't help but think about being in a fandom from the very, very beginning and having to create all that content yourself too. i saw a glimpse of what that's like when i got into jjk when it was first airing and the amount of gojo/reader fics on ao3 were like less than 200... which... wow i dont think ive ever been in a fandom where content was THAT low so i kinda dipped LMAO but now he has over 1k fics and im kind of amazed. it's been less than a year after all i think but anyways im going on a tangent again kfdkgdfkg

being in a fandom for 6 years is absolutely wild to me. having to wait for weekly episodes and then for new seasons to start... i would go crazy i think, i HATE cliffhangers LMAO. but yeah, a lot of the people i see floating around have blogs less than a year old and im like WHERE did u come from. it's a good thing, don't get me wrong, bc new blogs = new content for my starved self, but it's still very much crazy to think abt and see happen before your eyes

#ur-local-simp #oops i rambled skdfhsdf #its almost 4 am for me i have many thoughts at this time #god can i also mention tht i was around the same age as bkg when i first watched bnha #but now im older #and im like.... #what... what happened.... #sipping tea with shay

[hematomes]

awe thank u bubs ): yeah it’s been snowing like crazy here too, and i don’t do so well in cold weather. a co-worker got me sick, they knew they were sick but didn’t say anything until after two other people and myself caught it—honestly a little bit frustrated.

ahhh omgg gamba!! 🥺 i have all of the characters listed for rerun except for shenhe and whoever is going to be released for 2.5 (yae, ayato) at least i will have some time to save, but now i am kinda torn because i heard rumors that vortex vanquisher is coming with zhongli and i’d like to get his weapon, same for raiden (but that’s a lot of pulls) 💀 so i’m not sure what to do + with still no news on scara and i’d like to get his character if he becomes playable (maybe sumeru?)

tbh i headcanon ayato to have a similar body type as zhongli, with the kamisato clan attire, and a high pony-tail. although i’m not too against short haired ayato either. i saw this amazing concept fanart of him—here, and he looks 😩 i wish you luck on your pulls and become the haver you deserve! <3 honestly i am cursed with diluc.. don’t get me wrong i love this king. this man, but he came home ONCE and now he won’t leave me alone TwT i have lost most of my 50/50’s to him. i was pulling for itto and he ruined my 50/50 (he’s now C6 and at this point i decided to give diluc the weapon of shame, the bell) LMAO but fortunately itto came home… 78 pulls later 😭

and enkanomiya does look amazing! i am so excited for more content and this new realm. tbh it gives me khaenriah vibes, i wonder if we will get another dains quest there or sometime in 2.5

ah yes the perfect time to not warn your coworkers that you're sick /s people are SELFISH like come on just it's nor that hard to say have a cold and be cautious

thanks!!! i had to skip raiden for kokomi on her 1st run so sadly i didn't have a choice </3 but this time hopefully she'll come,,,, i had to pour everything i had on itto and c6 gorou + the redhorn too so im BROKE but it should be ok as long as i skip 2.4 zjdkz

hhhh yeah vortex vanquisher will probably rerun along with zhongli </3 ans weapon banners are hellish so,,, good luck 😭 plus raiden's weapon is so good too.... sigh

scara is getting some crumbs these days, but yeah the latest one i saw was someone on nga (suspected to be one of the regular leaker uncles) stating that he wouldn't be there until 3.0 and even then he might not be released until 4.0 zkdkzk im torn between wanting him as quickly as possible and the misplaced pride id feel if he turns out to be the fontaine harbinger

yeah i saw some amazing fanart about him with a high ponytail...... he looks amazing HOWEVER THAT FANART,,, SIR wowie- i think he has the same cn voice actor as otto in honkai? so people think he'll look like him but with ayaka's hair color 👁️ which. im not against tbh. im already sold with his jp voice actor anyway,,, akaza,, gaara,, sigh

ZNDKZ WAIT YOU HAVE C6 DILUC........ im gonna scream ive been trying to get him since day one and i still didn't manage to get a single copy of him,,, tho i can totally understand how tiring it must feel LMAO but the bell </3 ouch

omg i didn't even think about dain,,,, please sir come back i miss the insane amount of lore you always give us,,

#[☂️] hvrbinqer / 💜