#ive always had anxiety about money. but a job nullifies it completely.

[dog-girl-zezora]

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#personal #sooooooo when does the brain stop thinking 🤔 #its funny because i am doing so well but also like in my brain a lot questioning every goddamn thing i do #girl shut the fuck up #literally none of it matters #i cant believe not having a stable income makes the anxiety brain go insane #but the medication just makes me so immune to its outbursts and nonsense im just so normal #im really normal for someone who is absolutely having something wrong with them #my brain has anxious thoughts while im chilling and doing my best #stable income mind i miss you. i miss you very much. #now i have to learn to live with no stable income and bills and student loans and feeding myself and gas and #do you see what i mean? its like theres so much to be worried about when i dont have a job. #even if none of it matters at all. my brain has the thoughts of worry worry worry #worry all the time about issues that are real but they are not in the present an issue #its stupid #im just normal about being a NEET and its pissing me off to think anxiously #stop having anxious thoughts they do not help. #well thats the condition i have so #i learn to love with her again.... wowwie what a weird time to be alive huh. #ive always had anxiety about money. but a job nullifies it completely. #no job means no money and no purpose #girl? #relax. #its a learning process but for now im doing my best. i think. lol #could be better but yknow we take what we can get.