#its like that rumi quote the closer im to things the better i see how far im from them or something

[madhushala]

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#i gotta plan and make to do lists so fucking hard ive only got two months #im getting so excited about studying?! 😭 #i think now that finals are close enough i can see the path clear #its like that rumi quote the closer im to things the better i see how far im from them or something #i think i messed up second internals and i do not want to be casual anymore #i do not have time to be sad about if im getting involved in petty hostel shenanigans i want to study #idc if i end up scoring less that the girl who only studies night before and end up scoring more than everyone somehow im doing this for my #future #please god help me be focused and motivated please #im glad i skipped classes to spend these 9 days at home even if i can't go home for another four months and have to cry my brains out #ig ill be okay #ive lost all my hobbies and interests and all i can think about rn is jobs and internships so i think thats what i can do #study #if not the best at least consistent #okay maybe ill listen to ttpd #but STUDDDYYYYYY