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theclosetedskeleton · 8 months

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(prefacing this with thie entire thing would be in all caps but caps isnt working for me for some reason so just pretend everything is written in caps and i think i told you this but yah😞😞)

anyways!!!!! just a nightly reminder that i love youuuuu!!!!!!!!!! sososososososoooooooo so very incredibly much... not even those words can describe it. you are my everything and i would never trade you for anything, because theres nothing better than you out there. there really isnt!!!! you are irreplaceable, truly one in a krillion!!! and everyday i think about that, and how lucky i am to have you in my life <333333!!!! i am just truly amazed at everything everything you do. your art is amazing, all the bracelets you make are so cool, all the silly little images you make are really funny, and all the pins youve made are so silly!!!!!/pos everytime i think about you or just hear a mention of your name even if the person isnt you i get so insanely happy!!!! everything reminds me of you!!!! from all of the stuff tou like, the jokes youve made, colors, grass, emojis, . everything!!!! you are everywhere!!!!!! ever since the first night we ever actually talked i just knew you were just a wonderful person!!! and i will never leave you!! im here to stay and i want to be with you forever!!!!!!<33333 and you can always tell me if somethings bother you. it doesnt matter what it is, how small you think it is, if you think youre being "overdramatic", none of that matters. if its bothering you its obviously a problem of somesort and i will always be here to listen!!!!!! you are perfect in literally every single way shape and form and im just!!!! amazed that i just have someone as incredible as you in my life!!!!!!!!<3333333333

i love youuu closet!!!!!!!!!!!<33333333333333/gen/qp

AWJWKSWJBZ !!!!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!! SO SO SO SO SOOOOO SO VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!YOU ARE SOSSOSSO AMAZING AND WONDERFUL AND INCREDIBLE AND AWESOME AND AND AND !!!!!!! <33333333333!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE LIKE. LITERALLY THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE ISTG !!!!!!!! EVERYTHING AND ANYHTING ABOUT YOU IS. AMAZING!!!!!!! LITERALLY EVERYTHING REMINDS ME OF YOU AND I JUST. CANT GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD, LIKE EVER!!!!!!!!! THATS A GOOD THING OBV <33333 I AM SO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU, I HONESTLY DONT KNOW HOW THE STARS ALLIGNED AND I SOMEHOW GOT YOU IN MY LIFE <333333 I WILL NEVER EVER LEAVE YOU !!!!!!!!! YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME AND I'D DO ANYTHING JUST TO STAY IN YOUR LIFE AS LONG AS POSSIBLE !!!!!!!!!!! YOU CAM ALWAYSSS TALK TO ME IF THERES ANYTHING AND I MEAN ANYTHING YOURE BOTHERED ABT!!!!!!!! IM ALWAYS THERE TO LISTEN TO YOU KNOW MATTER WHEN OR WHERE WE ARE!!!!!!!!! IM SORRY YOU HAVE TO LIKE. DEAL WITH ME THOUGH THOSE UNSILLY MOMENTS LIKE EARLIER TODAY. BUT IM GETTING OFF TOPIC !!!! YOU MAKE ME. SO SO SOOO HAPPY JUST BY EXISTING AND ID DO ANYTHING FOR YOU FROM JUST TALKING TO YOU OR UHH TAKING OVER THE WORLD AGAIN ID DO IT. !!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO SOSOOSOSOSOO MUCHHHH WORDS REALLY CANT DESCRIBE THAT <3333333

I LOVE YOU TOO SYDNEY!!!!!!!!!! <333333333/GEN/QP

#closet rambles again on tumblr

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rosze-v · 1 year

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I had a great idea of a angst scenario.

What if (Name) was a adventurer, a very good one, but they were never granted a vision. So they always would get hurt and go to Bubu Pharmacy so Baizhu could heal them. They develop feelings for the doctor, but he is scared - because of his illness, research and job. So he keeps on professional, never doing anything but treat (Name) and nod to their flirts, even though he felt a weight be lifted off his shoulders with their presence, his sickness pain slightly subsiding. (Name), swaying in her cloak, would bring a small gift from everywhere they went this time to Baizhu, a flower, trinket, new herb, even a pretty pebble they saw. Baizhu would only nod with a bland 'thank you', put the present away in front of them.

Late, when the pharmacy was closing, he would pick it with utmost care, and put it on a box with only (Name)'s presents and letters.

(Name) tries asking Baizhu for dinner, to show their appreciation for taking care of them almost everyday. He says something of being occupied today, so (Name) tries proposing another date. After a long day with rude customers at the Pharmacy, and Afraid of what would come if they stayed together, he is very rude while rejecting (Name).

"I can't afford getting distracted by you, (Name)! Not today, not tomorrow, never! I am tired of your tries or whatever this is - i have a hard job and a terrible illness to find a cure! Don't you see?!" Something like this.

(Name) gets heartbroken, as they didn't expect such reaction, only asking for a simple dinner, no ill means behind it. (Name) leaves in a hurry - too sad to even cry.

After that day, (Name) doesn't comes back to the Bubu Pharmacy. Qiqi is sad, looking to her notebook where (Name)'s name is, and at the door. Changsheng starts to eat less, missing (Name)'s bright soul and pats everyday.

Baizhu is terrified, guilty, feeling even more sick nowadays - what has he done? Just scare them off like that, for a simple ask of a dinner? His heart hurts, it's painful to even think of what he said.

A few months later, he decides to search for (Name), leaving the Pharmacy to Qiqi and his aprentice. He arrives in Sumeru, the place (Name) always talked so fondly of.

Walking around, he sees in Puspa Coffee a familiar cloak. Grabing the persons shoulder in hurry, looking disheveled, he discovers is a woman, not at all (Name).

"Are you... Doctor Baizhu?" The woman asks, her eyes wide. Baizhu can only nod, feeling drained of the run - damn this disease.

"(Name) told me a lot about you!" The woman smiles sadly, her female bodyguard coming behind her to see what was the problem.

The woman releases a few small tears, cleaning it with her hands, having a sad expression. "It's horrible how they died."

"What?"

I AM GONNA CRY BECAUSE ANON YOU'RE MY FIRST ASK EVER ASDAKSJDASUDNAJSDHA!! I AM LOSING MY MIND THANK YOU SO MUCHHHH!!! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME! THANK YOU!!!!

Btw, this is sooooo angsty yessssss! I really like your idea, and its actually quite realistic when you think of how Baizhu could get so burnout one day that he finally snaps! I can't wait to write this :D I LOVE angst and the unrequited love is just, URGH CHEF'S KISSES! I'll try to write them as soon as possible.

AGAIN THANK YOU ANON I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR ASK!! I hope when the story is posted, you'll love it! Thank you so much for your scenario :DD

#rsz.asked #thank you so much im gonna cry omg #also is this the right way to respond to asks? this is my first time so im not sure uwuwuwu #im so sorry if its not right tho #AHHHH I CANT WAIT TO WRITE

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legobatjoker · 10 months

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also OKAYY ITS PAST 3 early for me but still wayy to fucking late by normal person standards lol plus im getting eepy plus its been like. kinda long day for me as u know (feeling better now tho !! but also im sorry tht i didnt answer ur ask bc tht was the only reason that i just was doing rly not the best most of today lol) so ya im going to go to bed NOW but before ido i really do just wanna say that !! i really do just love you so so very mcuh my dearest like you reallyare such a wonderful friend to me like youre so thoughtful and understanding and sweet and kind and caring and compassionate and ik that you always here for me thru everything and you just make me feel soso supported and cared for and loved and safe with you love and that really just means the world to me and you mean the world to me and just having you in my life and knowing you and spending time with you my dearest brings me so much joy and light and happiness and warmth and you really are just soso incredible my dearest and i hope you know that im always here for you and you really are everything to me and i love you soso very much my dearest and i love you soso very much !!! :'> i hope your days been good and that you sleep well, ilusm <3 💕💗🍋🍓🍊🦋🐞🌺🌸💖💗💞✨

hey omg its way past 3am for me twinsieeeessssss but anyway dont worry at allll i totally totally understand that and!!! yeah omggggg i love you sooooo much toooo beloved like you really are suchhhh an amazingly incredible wonderfull friendddd and you really do fill my life with sooooo much joy and happiness and warmth and care and you are just the most compassionate amazing understanding lovely friend and i am sososoooo glad i can be here for you not only cux you deserve it and iust cuz i wanna be bcuz ur my v vvvvvv most amazing lovely friend but also esp because you bring smmm care and support to my life and world and on top of that you are also just suchhhh an amazing personnn all sround my ladybird and i rlly do feel sooo lucky to know you and!!! you truly just mean the world to me and i love you sooooo very muchhhh💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕 gnightt

#also ahhhh yeah sorry its almost 4am now so im really sorry i havent sent a gn ask but i need to sleeepppp omgg #but yeah i love u smm (hugs u gnight if u want!!💕💕💕)#mewtuals #castle.answers

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caruliaa · 1 year

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okay its suddenllyyy midnight somehow😭😭😭 so i neeeed to sleep rlly badly so im sorry if this is short but i wanna say!!!! i hope ur sleeping rlly well rn beloved and i want u to know that you are suchhhhh an incredible friend im still thinking abt how nice it is to b in the same timezone again and w u on tumblr and stuff like!! ur prescence in my life is just so wonderful and makes my whole world sm better and warmer and i hope u know that and know how good of a friend as well as how incredible and good and lovely of a perosn you are jules!!! tysm for being here for me and pls know im here for u i love you sooooo muchhhh (hugs u v much if u want! 💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻)

NO I GET THE IT SUDDENLY BEING LATE SM pls dw abt the ask being short at all i completely understnad and ya i. did not FHDFHDF sleep well that is i infact spent most of the night coughing and not getting much sleep and threw up<3 but u saying tht u hope i did sleep well is very sweet j like u always r beloved nd esp w this ask !!! ;; iim rly glad to be in closer timezones again too and back on tumblr too since it means we get to talk more beloved bc it rly is so wonderful to talk with you and spend time with you and to hopefully maybe get to call u this weekend ? :> (ofc though i understand if u cant ik youve got a lot going on rn and honestly id spend a decent chunk of the time just coughing bc thats were im at rn GSDGSD) bc spending time with you in any way whenever we can is always just so wonderful my dearest you really do just fill my life with so much warmth and light and happiness knowing you and you really are jsut such a wonderful friend to me whos so kind and thoughtful and understanding to me and makes me feel just soso loved and cared for dearest and are such a wonderful person in the world and in my life and im soso glad that i can be the same to you in any way becuase you really do deserve it sm and i really do want to soso much becuase you really are just soso very special and dear to me beloved and i love you soso much i really do<3 *hugs you back soso much if u wish* !!! 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

#I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH LUCE i rly rly do :'>#flappy rambles #asks #fave #lucy !

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podcastsaremyjam · 3 years

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Podcast Recs!

Sometimes it can be difficult to find new fiction podcasts through the jungle of nonfiction ones. I LOVE finding new podcasts through other people’s recommendation’s, so I figured I’d take advantage of tumblr’s “pin a post” feature to pin a list of my favorite podcasts to the top of my page! Be sure to check out the tags on this post too—I try to be pretty consistent with tagging on this account. I’ll keep updating as I find new podcasts!

Fantasy

The Adventure Zone

If you’re into D&D, you’ve probably at least heard of this one, but it’s definitely worth the hype! TAZ was created by the McElroy brothers who, along with their dad Clint, play D&D together. The whole thing is INCREDIBLY hilarious, but each story really gets more complex and interesting as it goes along. The first “season,” TAZ: Balance is my favorite—classic D&D setting following Magnus, Taako, and Merle as they adventure and a larger mystery slowly unfolds. #adventure #dnd #found family

Unseen

A collection of stories set in the same magical universe by the team who created Wolf359. Each episode has been really interesting, and the worldbuilding is really great! #magic #lgbtq+ rep #mental health

The Two Princes

Rupert and Amir are princes of two kindgoms at war who decide to take destiny into their own hands by pursuing the cause of the curse plaguing their kingdoms. To do so, they will have to create an uneasy truce as they forge deeper into the enchanted forest. This podcast is so lovely. The characters growth is just *chef’s kiss* I just found out that seasons 2 & 3 were released exclusively on Spotify, so guess who’s “to listen” list just got longer? #princes #lgbtq+ rep #prophecy #enemies to lovers

Sci-Fi

Girl in Space

Our narrator (who’s name has not been revealed as of the end of season 1) is a young scientist who’s parents have died, leaving her as the sole living inhabitant of the research station Cavatica. Space seems so vast when you only have yourself to talk to...until it isn’t. One of my all time favs—there is so much depth in the story and characters! #space #research #mental health #grief #space station

Directive

Y’all, this one made me cry the first time I listened to it! The story (in season 1) follows Frank as he works as a caretaker watching over the cryogeniclly stored bodies of people on their way to a space colony. It’s such a poginant exploration of the social bonds we take for granted. #space #mental health

Wolf 359

Told through the audio logs of Communications Officer Doug Eiffel , Wolf 359 follows the crew of the Hephaestus as they monitor the star Wolf 359. If I could only recommend 5 podcasts to someone, this one would definitely make the cut. Each of the characters is so well flashed out as the podcast progresses, and the conversations it has about mental illness are handled so well! #space #mental health #space station

Moonbase Theta Out

Ugh, this podcast is so good! The first season follows the researchers and workers on Moonbase Theta as they prepare for base shutdown. However, with political issues threatening the safety of family planetside and those in charge being suspiciously unwilling to provide information on certain topics, our narrator pushes for answers before he goes into cryogenic stasis. Note—the narrator of season one and his husband are sappy and adorable. I love them so muchhhh. #space #politics #lgbtq+ rep #space station

The Orphans

If you love sci-fi, this is the podcast for you! The Orphans tells the story of a universe full of future technologies and humanity continuing to push forward into unknowns. Each season tells a different story arc set in the same universe, interconnecting and building on past seasons. #technology #space #survival

Burst

An adorable anti-capitalist comedy set in space! #space #aliens #lgbtq+ rep #space station

EOS 10

OMG This podcast always makes me laugh so hard! It follows two doctors, a nurse, and a hypochondriac alien patient as they navigate medical appoinments and daily life on the station EOS 10. Shenagains ensue. #space #medical #lgbtq+ rep #aliens #space station

The Strange Case of the Starship Iris

Hooooo boy! Bring on the found family adventures in space we all deserve! Something here about the Each character is just beautifully written, layered in complexities that start to peel away as we get to know them. #aliens #space #found family #lgbtq+ rep

The Bright Sessions

Therapy session recordings of Dr. Bright’s patients. Only, her patients aren’t there for help with anxiety or depression. They’re there because they’re “atypicals,” people with incredible abilities. I love each of the characters in this podcast, and learning more and more as the plot unfolds!

Horror/Supernatural

The Magnus Archives

I don’t normally listen to horror, but I started listening in the middle of the pandemic and HOO BOY. It did not disappoint! The story follows Jonathan Sims working in the archives at the Magnus Institute, an institute dedicated to gathering information about strange and unusual occurances. Each episode is Jon recording himself reading statements people have given in order to better organize the Archives. Starts off a little slow in terms of Jon’s interaction with other characters, but that aspect starts picking up halfway through season 1. #horror #supernatural #lgbtq+ rep

King Falls AM

Though not as terrifying as the other shows in this section, King Falls AM can definitely be unsettling. The show follows Sammy Stevens and Ben Arnold as they host a late night radio show in the not-so-sleepy town of King Falls. Though newcomer Sammy is skeptical of the town’s reputation for supernatural events, there is definitely more to the town and its inhabitants than meets the eye. #supernatural #mental health #lgbtq+ rep

Welcome to Nightvale

My first ever podcast! You’ve probably already decided if Nightvale is your cup of tea if you’re on my blog, but basically WtNV is a radio show covering events that happen in a town where glowing clouds rain dead animals, a country of tiny people exosts under a bowling lane, and librarians will must not escape the library. Vaguely creepy and definitely weird! #supernatural #lgbtq+ rep

Other

Levar Burton Reads

If you love short stories, definitely check this one out! As the title suggests, the immensely talented Levar Burton selects a different short story for each episode and reads it. His selections span lots of genres, and he’s read stories from some of my favorite authors like Neil Gaiman and Nnedi Okorafor!

Me & AU

This podcast is sooooo cute! It follows Kate as she hyperfocuses on a new show called Selkirk and becomes friends with a fellow Selkirk fan named Ella.

Under Pressure

Follows a doctor of literature aboard a deep sea research station three miles underwater.

36 Questions

A musical three part mini-series about the relationship fallout between a husband and wife after the husband discovers that his wife isn’t who she says she is.

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ceabu · 2 years

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ahaha I know the writing feeling. Ive had indulgent pale gamkar fics in my drafts for months and I. cant. finish. words dont go. Whatcha writing about :eyes: or is it super secret???

i just look at my blank page with no music on just. trying to get a sentence out there but nope. mind doesnt wanna work with me sob sob

its no secret lol uhh i guess i just wanna have them being very sweet and loving to each other but i gotta Get there first a;odifhadsg i have this settling n shit so its gonna take me some time...or i could just straight up change the scene...hmmm....but i also have another one im working on where they r both watching a movie together ( one karkat has seen already ) but gamzee falls asleep halfway through and karkat just idk sits there while in his head hes all ‘‘oh whoa oh whoa i love him i love this clown he is mine holy shit holy fuck im so lucky oh ew he drooled on my shoulder urgh but thats okay cuz i luv him sooooo muchhhh’’ lmao

#ceabu's asks #and then karkats like fuck this movie i already know wtf is gonna happen might as well get my loving on this pitiful clown of mine #i would love to one day write a 3rd person pov fic describing gamkar and like observing them from afar #cuz idk i always liked that type of fics but idk who the person the pov would be oof #but i did write a whole fic once! not very long but!! i did it lmao #posted it on ao3 n everything lol hehe #not gonna say it cuz thats super embarrassing tho lol;;;/////////

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villalunae · 7 years

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gd yall idk if i like my friend or they jus real fukken annoying

#Text #personal #this aint about anyone its irl but like YALL #shes sooooo..........like ik shes coming from a good place but like if she could just .... learn 2 shut up #do u evr kno someone whos fine but they just talk to muchhhh and compulsively LIE every moment they can #so they can seem like theyre an insider on the topic at hand #and its not like. bad lies. but theyre just trying too hard to seem above it all n cool #i am Tired n Gay

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vanessalunaok · 3 years

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White racist abusers be like:

"Sorry i called you a stupid mexican maid i actually totally forgot that youre mexican sooo im definately not racist actually are you sure you remember me calling you that? That doesnt sound like me. You know that i wouldnt say that. I like 100% dont remember maybe it was a dream that you had because you're so insecure. you probably just cant tell the difference between dreams and reality. Actually your insecurity is a huge problem its actually the only problem we have in our relationship you should probably work on that. Im actually the least racist i watch latina porn. You're not even 100% mexican so i didnt say that. and i only called you ugly and told you you'd never amount to anything because my dad is mean. Im a very frightened little boy my spirit is so dark and artsy please help meee

my dad is actually meaner than your dad please love meeee dont leaave meee ive never even cheated on youuuu! You're so good so pure so perfect i would simply collapse without youuuu my beautiful cherished woman you make me wanna be a betteerrrr maaaaannn! you wouldnt wanna single handedly sabotage my self love journey wouuullldd yooouuu??? 🥺 im sooo sorry for loving you sooooo muchhhh 🥺 im only a little bit mean sometimes because im a very frightened little boy you fucking fat beaner bitch oh no there i go again! Im so vulnerable! Beaner isnt a slur they use that word on south park! You're taking it way too seriously. I love latinas they have the best ass. I completely forgot that youre mexican so you cant be offended. Actually. Are you sure i said that? I 100% dont remember saying that. Honey i would never say that. That doesnt sound like me at all. Babe im actually really concerned about you. Your insecurity is destroying our relationship oh my god stop crying you're so manipulative!!!"

#gaslighting #emotional abuse #racism #latina

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ae0nx · 5 years

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FRUITS BASKET ‘19 EPISODE 23 VS FRUITS BASKET ‘01 EPISODE 19

Ok! We’re finally here! We’re at the beginning of the storm! I’m so nervous... I didn’t know how to do these comparisons especially the storyline in the 2001 version not syncing up completely with the 2019 version. But I’m just gonna try and puzzle piece my way through it, ‘kay? :)

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Also, just some notes that I wanna state about the 2001 version so I don’t keep repeating myself for the next 2-3 weeks:

- I love love love the opening. It breaks my heart and heals it every time I hear it and the images of the characters by doorways/windows/alleyways looking outward and always to the side of the frame is a great artistic choice and metaphor. Also, the lyrics are just simply... everything. ‘Let’s stay together always...’

- Some of the colour choices in clothing (or even the hair) that the characters have are... interesting. I definitely find myself appreciating the newer version as you can tell they put more thought into it, even if I do think the power ranger assigned colours are kinda silly. But really? Kyo wearing pastels?! No way. ...But I kinda love it anyway. Outfit Appreciation: 2.5 stars.

- I adore the music box sounding background music. It really adds a lot of whimsy to the show and kinda reminds me that Fruits Basket in a lot of its elements takes inspiration from fairy tales.

- The English dub voices obviously sound different and in comparison to the 2019 version, you can really tell how much they’ve all matured as VAs. ESPECIALLY Laura Bailey and Jerry Jewell.

- I also adore how ridiculous and mostly comedic the 2001 version is. Which makes the later turn in the anime so much more heartbreaking and tough to watch as it comes as such a shock compared to the tone of the rest of the anime. Unbalanced? Maybe so. But on a shallow kind of level without thinking too hard, I can enjoy it.

- I love 2001!Shigure. Again, it’s a shallow choice and I don’t deny he’s a lot more interesting and fleshed out in the manga/2019!anime. I just like 20-something year old, new-father-to-two-teens-but-he’s-not-like-a-FATHER-he’s-a-’cool-older-brother’ who likes to laze around the house in his kimono and ISN’T MENTALLY TRAUMATISING THEM. Well, without meaning to anyway... AND LOOK HOW CUTE HE IS.

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Right! Let’s get into it!

This is me knowing the future trauma I’m going to have to go through with this anime.

But in all seriousness, the 2019 version really captured Tohru’s depression a lot better. Especially with the later scene where she breaks down in front of Kyo in the bedroom. A+ crying from Laura Bailey, I really felt it this time. As I said, the 2001 version seemed like it didn’t wanna deep dive too much so I’m glad we get a deeper in look to the complexities of Tohru this time.

It might be a translation ‘nothing’, but I find it interesting that Kyo felt like he jinxed her. Especially linked with his comments to Kagura later about how he feels ‘no one should want to hang around him’. I mean we’ll get into the reasoning for this most likely in the next two episodes but you can probably guess why... Poor kitty.

(Also side note: Do you think that’s why - out of everyone that has been bullied in this anime - Kyo seemed the least affected by school bullies? Is it cos of his experience within the Sohma family and his curse, that he almost expects that everyone he meets would treat him like that? It’s interesting because Hana had the same thought process towards her own bullying but she never fought back... But Kyo did. I might just conclude this thought as it just being in his nature to fight back, but we’ll see...)

Also, 2001 giving us Kyo freaking out in cat form about Tohru’s fever was pretty funny. Man, they really did do an overkill with the transformations back then...

2001 really was not good at showing the gradual progress of Kyo controlling his anger around Tohru as much as the 2019 version. Yes, in the 2019 ep, Kyo was still annoyed that Tohru wouldn’t just relax and concentrate on getting better but my God, Kyo is sooooo shout-y and yell-y in this version! And I don’t wike it lol.

However I shouldn’t shit on the moment too much. I do think 2001 wanted to show us that Kyo saw how receptive Tohru was to Shigure being calmer and nicer and it kind of influenced him to take more of a gentle approach to Tohru later. Kyo being influenced by Shigure is... questionable... but whatever, it’s got good intentions! (I still like the 2019 version better)

Momiji with the oversized work outfit! He’s so adorable I could cry.

- I’m kinda bummed that the 2019 version didn’t include the ‘Kyo stealing leeks from Yuki’s garden’ moment. It’s a hilarious moment (especially with Yuki’s reaction) and it is just PEAK ‘it’s not stealing if you’re taking it from family’ energy that I adoreeee and stand by lol

Really, 2001!Kyo... are you five years old?

‘ 🎵And at most... I’m sleeping all these demons away...’

‘ 🎵But your ghost... the ghost of you it keeps me awake’

Kyo seeing ghosts of Tohru is both unintentionally funny and dramatic in both versions to me, I’m sorry. I’m really just a child.

Where do I start? Kyo being ever so dramatic with the goggles and the face mask... Shigure with the all-knowing troll look. 2001 really gave us some gems and I think we all tend to forget that.

Plus...

I. LOVE. THIS. BROTHER. DYNAMIC. (I know it isn’t accurate don’t ruin the fanfic going on in my head)

- Tohru being depressed that she wasted Yuki’s time and didn’t fulfill her mother’s wishes makes me wish she was more so just concerned about herself and how she’s gonna pass for herself? But it is very much in her character to do so, so I guess I’ll let it slide. And I guess Kyo said what I said in well... his own unique way of giving advice.

- But when it came to the actual soup porridge scene, I lean more towards the 2019 version. There’s so much said in Kyo’s body language and Tohru’s own inner thoughts. She’s really falling in love with him and she doesn’t even know it!!!

THAT PEEK FROM HIS ELBOW?! COME ON!!! STOP IT. MY HEART. these dumb fuckin kids...

I loveee the 2019 porridge moment so much more, but this moment right here just ELEVATED the whole moment. It says so muchhhh without saying much at alllll and ohhhh this poor boyyyy...!!!!! It really took a fluffy moment and just stabbed me in the heart and I guess I respect you for that? Thanks...?

I’m so glad the 2019 version is feeding us in stupid made up songs. *chef’s kiss* haha

- I’m really glad that Kisa calls Hatori ‘uncle’ in 2019 and not ‘grandpa’ like she did in 2001. Cos as someone in their mid-twenties that shit was straight up offensive lol

The Momiji and Kyo moments are always so heartwarming in this version. My faves. <3

- Also I dunno why but I really liked Hatori, The Doctor Who Smokes in the 2001 anime. It didn’t make sense but quite honestly if anyone in this anime chose to smoke to let off some steam, it should be him. (Not an advocate for smoking)

---- Right! No more 2001 comparisons cos the episode that is equivalent to this part of the episode is also riddled spoilers for the next 2019 episode so... just normal review from here. ---

Why is it that Yuki’s insults against Kyo always hurt so much more?! They are both terrible to each other but for some reason, I always feel it more when Yuki verbally backhands Kyo. Maybe it’s the way Eric Vale practically venomously spits out these words or maybe it’s cos Yuki kinda has more privilege than Kyo so it feels like he’s kicking a literal homeless cat.

- Also, my poor boy! Definitely felt myself sympathising a lot more this time around to how weak he was feeling.

Lol I felt that exasperated breath. At least this time, Kyo doesn’t call Tohru’s umbrella ‘a sissy girly pink umbrella’. A minor improvement? (So, I might of watched a bit of the 2001 version of episode 24...)

...Need I say anything? <3

- HEADLINE: Shigure ships Yuki/Tohru and Kyo/Kagura? What is he up to...

- Kyo shouting at Kagura in the middle of the supermarket was a shitty move but Kagura mooshing his head in response was great... what a terrible but very entertaining couple lol

- Kagura’s ‘If I told you, you’d cry...’ is giving me all the heart pain. How many times can I say that I’m not ready...

I’ve seen people in the tag compare this moment to his porridge moment with Tohru and while I agree, it does seem like Kyo just naturally wanted to help Tohru compared to Kyo feeling obligated to hold hands with Kagura. But errrrm.... I just think Kyo is a good kid haha. And while I do think he CLEARLY holds Tohru in a very treasured and locked away place in his heart, he just doesn’t like it when girls cry around him and will do anything to stop it. I also think he does care about Kagura, and that he’s more so annoyed that Kagura doesn’t seem to get that he won’t love her in the way she loves him (and well... her being a tsundere lol). But I could be wrong! I’m a walking manga amnesiac as always...

*HIGH PITCHED SCREAMING*

Talk about FINALLY. They really named the episode that and made us wait until the LAST SECOND OF THE EPISODE TO GIVE US THE WORDS: ‘You look well...’

What a tease.

And we’re not even gonna get into the preview for the next episode and how three words made me tear up minutes before I had to go to a party on Friday night.

Wow. This might be the longest review so far. I don’t doubt that next week’s will be longer lol. The reason why I wanted to do the 2001 comparisons will probably make more sense next week and I will also say my thoughts on the 2001 version of the events with the umbrella and Kagura and Kyo’s date next week before I go into the review.

Jeez, this took two hours to write. WHY DO I DO THIS?!

#fruits basket #furuba #fruits basket 2019 #fruits basket 2001

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wylansworkshop · 6 years

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makeup routine for lazy peeps like me

none of you asked for this but I feel like sharing it bc I'm bored and on a long ass car ride

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Step one: SKINCARE

skincare is my life!!! I may be a depressive ass bitch who isolates herself but I love my skincare

my before makeup skincare consists of:

cleanser (I use cetaphil bc its cheap and works amazingly 👌👌)

toner (I use both garniers new rose spray and milk makeup matcha toner bc I love both smmmmmmmm!)

moisturizer (I'm currently using tartes h2o moisturizer but I'm trying to use it up so I can buy neutrogena gel one for combo skin)

an eye depuffer if im feeling fancy (I use garniers but i want to buy pixis gold one)

lip chap!!! (I love carmex, I bought it the other day and my lips have never been softer)

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step two: PRIMER

so I just started doing this, and I'm still figuring it out because I dont wear foundation/concealer cause I dont need them and also think it's too much work to put in everyday, but I wear highlighter

I start with spot priming my large pores with porefessional, then I spray elf aqua mist all over my face to just prime and hydrate it (that is gonna be a BLESSING when winter comes and all moisture sucks itself from my face)

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step three: BROWS

I have really strong brows so for brows I just pencil in some more definition with the nyx micro pencil (I love it sooooo muchhhh the colour matches my brows amazingly, which is a miracle) then I brush the elf brow gel through it (I place gel on my brow then brush through with the spoolie from the pencil)

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step four: EYES

this is the longest step for me besides skincare, just because of how much I put on my eyes (which isnt a lot)

I start by priming my eyes bc i have really oily eyelids. to prime I actually use the elf duo concealer (the one that comes with a white glittery highlighter). I blend it in with my fingers then set with the elf hd setting powder (the big one not the undereye one)

once my eyes are set, I bring out my tartelette in bloom palette (rip funny girl which fell into my tub😭). I start by blending mixture of jetsetter and sweetheart into my crease, dragging it under my eyes and on my lid. to finish my eyeshadow I take either one of the shimmers off the palette, a champagne highlighter, or a pinkish shimmer from my big 100 colour elf palette

once my eyeshadow is done, I finish my eyes by curling my lashes and applying lash paradise mascara (one and a half coats; I take it out of the tube, apply it to my first eye and then apply whats left to the other, I then repeat doing the second eye first)

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step five: HIGHLIGHTER

I love highlighter so much. Highlighter is my life. Highlighter is my love. I alternate between seeing my face from space or super natural glow from inside

I start with putting a liquid highlighter (usually elfs bare illuminating one) on my high points (cheekbones, brow bones, nose, cupids bow, chin) by blending with my fingers

if I'm feeling like it that day I might set it with either lit or strobe from the tarte pro glow contour kit, or elf baked highlighter in moonlight pearls

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step six: LIPS

one word: lipgloss

Im currently in love with fenty gloss and essences wet look glosses

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step seven: SETTING SPRAY

I always set my face with a spray to avoid my makeup running down my face, so after im done my makeup I take a bath in all nighter

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and thats it! I keep it super simple because I love just accentuating my features and HIGHLIGHTER

I hope yall enjoy this!

#mine #skincare #makeup #makeup tips #makeup routine #makeup tutorial #beauty #aesthetic

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illyrian-wingspans · 7 years

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Hey!! I love your blog! What was your favorite part of ACOWAR, if you've already read it? If not, which is your favorite member of the Inner Circle?

Ask 3. (I’m gonna keep track of them from now on cause they make me feel special)ACOWAR SPOILERS!!!!

First of all Thank you sooooo muchhhh!!!! And yes I have read ACOWAR and I loved it!! I don’t get the hate Sarah is getting at the moment and I think the book was fabulous. Anyways I don’t have a favourite part cause there are too many but some scenes that I really liked were

1. After Feyre flys into the tree and Az is like “judging by the size of the tree it looks as if it’s been there for 200 years” (something like that)

2. I wasn’t expecting this and it isn’t a scene but the fact that Lucien is the heir to the day court

3. (I cried lot in this book) I really thought that Amren was going to betray the night court :( and when she didn’t my heart made its way back together until smashing apart again when u know what happens

These are just three of my favourite scenes I don’t think that they are in order but my brain is still processing the book lol and I’m gonna answer ur other question anyways but my favourite character in the inner circle is CASSIAN omg he is perfect. Ahhhhhhhh (Rhys is a very close second) I would ramble about how amazing he is but this answer is long enough as it is 😂

Edited: I'm just gonna throw this in but the speech Rhys made to the inner circle ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💔⚰️⚰️⚰️⚰️RIP ME

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roughentumble · 4 years

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like. just. its fine if u dont understand the last two episodes i guess but i just loveee themmmm sooooo muchhhh. i love [spoilers, i guess] seeing the apocalypse from the inside, i love seeing how everyone views themselves, how they view each other, i love the questions about "can you really exist objectively" and what it means to, like... be a person. like. if you think you're an introvert, but everyone perceives an extrovert-- who's right? you must be projecting SOMETHING to make them see you that way, is an outside observation about you more valid than an internal one? it doesnt matter if an abuser thinks they're abusive, after all, they've still effected the rest of the world, and others, in an abusive way. which parts of yourself that you think are true, are true, and which parts that other people think to be true? is the self composed entirely internally, or externally, or both? how much weight should we put into how others perceive us? if everyone views you as outgoing, but you think yourself painfully shy, who's more correct in saying so? you know every internal reasoning that leads you to think that about yourself, but ultimately you're projecting something else entirely, so which is the True You and which is the False Self? can we exist, without someone else to perceive us?

to borrow a line from ninamori, when do you transcend the mask?

....... i get how some folks hate it and think its pretentious n whatever sjsjjdbdbdhd but /i/ enjoy it

#i dont get how other ppl dont understand but like. i guess that's true of everything #if youre rly good at math then its like...#''ok i get other ppl dont get it but to ME math is SO EASY idg how u dont get it cuz it just clicks for me''#human instrumentality just clicks for me

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nrfdxnwr · 6 years

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Recovery Phase

Welcome to my 2 years worth of recovery story.

The ones’ who’ve known me way before 2015 will know why. But this ones’ for the one who prolly is reading this and dont know hahahaha

I was the girl who loved her ex way too much & is willing to do anything & everything for his happiness. Was supposed to get married but yeah... the longest time ever to move on.

Here’s what everyone didnt know and kept telling me that i always deserve better, when they havent been hearing what was it that is really happening to me, & us. Yes, im gna tell everything that has been happening for the past 2/3 years, till now.

My relationship with my ex was perfect. Prolly the only time i started acting up was when he left me to Brunei, for 9 months.. (yes im also the girl who cant stand being away from my boyfriend for too long) and when i say acting up, i mean, i start being crazy cause i miss him. Hahahah well it was pretty easy cause i had work distracting me. He is honestly a nice, lovely and caring person...

But he had someone else.. oh we were 3 1/2 years together. I knew he had someone else but i kept forgiving him for all that he did cause i loved him & it was too hard for me to let go. & i kept on telling myself that it’ll get better. But i was wrong.

It honestly got worst. It got worst cause i start drifting away from him and do my own stuffs. It really hit me on the night he asked me “b, do you really still love me ?” Cause i know that i was really drifting apart & i also knew what i did what i did... was wrong. Here is what everyone doesnt know... i let guys in.. i let guys be close to me. Only because i wanted to know if he felt what i felt.. if he felt the pain i felt. But nope..

So i stopped wtv i was doing. And he got mad over what i did. I saw him with another girl in his house. I broke up with him. Everyone thought that I actually broke up with him cause he was with another girl in the house. But nope. I broke up with him cause i know the more i hold on, the more shits I’ll be doing, & it’ll be more painful for me. And i knew what was my shortcomings, i knew why the other girl existed. I knew why he did all those. I accepted fate, and left him.

After the break up, i found myself going back to him everytime. I dont even know why. It was hard. Reaaaally hard. I tried Tinder. Met all sorts of guys. Cant seem to forget him still.. then i told myself that maybe i should spend more time with my girlfriend & bestfriend. It worked. But truth to be told, there were times of the day where I’ll rmb him and think of him. I just dont wna start again with someone new... yknow ?

Okay.. the duration from the breakup till i found a boyfriend.... i gained so much weight. It was weird. Serious. Still met my ex a couple of times, just to see how he’s doing. Aight, here’s the part where i start moving on..

I met Anwar.

Not as my officer. But as a guest to my family event. Yep, the first time we met was at my family event.

I was dating his friend...... before i know him.

Something happened and he got me. My life is so confusing.

It tooook meeee sooooo muchhhh to open up to someone new again. I had trouble telling him what is wrong with me, that i tend to just shut myself up. Still checked on my ex once in awhile.

Yes, i treated Anwar like shit for the first 3 months of the relationship. He made so much efforts to heal me, to fix me, to make me love him. He had all the patience which i doubt anyone has. He is really one of a kind..

I started 2016 = i started loving him.

Cause i found out that there was sth else that my ex did wayyyyy before the break up. And I realised that it’s rlly not worth it anymore to think of/abt him. I got engaged to Anwar, mid of the year. I think twice if this is rlly what i want. Yes, i wna settle down but am i doing the right thing ? But as time goes by.. Anwar really showed me.. he guided me all the way, and has never given up. I know right at that moment that he deserves everything in this world. Everything seems to be going really smooth from then on. Gotten over my ex and what he did. Yes... until......

2017 happened. Ally Marcia existed. And it happened again. This girl gave me the shittiest time of my life ever. Im not saying she’s fully at fault. I did scold Anwar for what he did.. he regretted it cause he knows & sees what a minah i can be, when im fucking mad 😂

I felt really empty and useless and worthless. Like why is this happening to me again. Do i really deserve this kind of shit. And again, i shut down from Anwar for almost a month. Zero sayang, zero ‘i love you’, zero kisses, zero attention. I just dk what else to do. I really feel like i wasn’t good enough, no matter how hard i tried.

Tbh, even up till today, just by hearing her name or knowing anyth abt her, can make me feel like i wna kill her... still. Yes. Its really that bad.

She didnt wna give up on trying to get Anwar, even aft 5 months. Even i myself give up on getting mad. Sampai maki maki. Okay im not the kind of person who always curse. But this girl.... i rlly cannot tahan. Can you believe it, even when i sound her and told her to stop it, she still wna disturb my rs and still wna teach my Anwar to lie to me just so she can meet Anwar ? Ridiculous.

But anyways... ive forgave anwar fr all that he did and yes it took alot to make me trust him again. But his efforts is A++. Anwar & I are happy now, with what we both have & with wtv we had faced previously. He has been putting so much efforts in our relationship,to make us work. He did everything for my happiness. He did everything for me. He supports me in everything that i do. Yes, he is my forever & always.

2 years of recovery.. because.. there is existence of 2 unnecessary girls.

Im so glad its the end of the year cause i rlly wna forget all these and put all of these behind. I really love Anwar & ya if you girls wna be close to him.. for no apparent reason, kau standby je kene satu penumbuk. I hope we will get better and better as days goes by.

I love you potato, always 💖

Thank you for existing in my life & making things better for me always.

#nrfdxnwr

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