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levil0vesyou · 7 months

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i'm so sorry for that monday production story, i hope it doesn't affect you as much now. adults really do say some wild shit and don't even realize how damaging it can be. my dad would point out all the broken and abandoned houses and dirty cars on the street and say they were mine, and i always replied they were his, and we'd start bickering, and then laughed it off, and i only thought about it recently and have no idea why he would say such a thing? i think it subconsciously got ingrained that i'm not good with housekeeping and generally don't deserve nice things (sorry for trauma dumping). just, adults are so weird with their kids and don't realize the damage

(ask is in reference to my tags on this post)

(there's more trauma in this reply btw, fair warning. under a cut bc long)

Thank you, it actually means a lot!! I wasn't even sure if anyone was gonna read it lmao, tag rambling sometimes feels like just straight up screaming into the void lmao

Hate to disappoint, but its effect on me has been increasing for years 😎👍 It's so weird how you can have shit like that lie dormant for ages until you one day go "hang on" and then it starts eating away at you

It also goes really well with her "Niemand wünscht sich ein behindertes Kind" (lit. "Nobody wishes for a disabled child" but can more accurately be translated as "Nobody wants a disabled child") which she only said once and not even about me but basically one shotted me and has been squatting in my brain evilly ever since. Top ten fucked up sentences to completely devastate your disabled child, number 4 will surprise you 😎👍

(I actually did bring that one to her attention years later but she dismissed any effects it had on me on grounds she didn't mean it that way 😎👍)

Yea, that's some bullshit tbh. Like, that's not the kinda shit a father should be saying to their kid, like bro this is an impressionable young mind in your care who trusts you blindly, not your fucking sibling or highschool bestie you can shoot the shit with. Parents give like zero shits what they say to their children, it's wild. And very concerning sometimes

And it would probably be possible to heal that shit more easily if they actually recognised that, maybe even apologised, but at least in my mum's case, she categorically refuses to acknowledge any instances of one of her children being negatively impacted by something she's said or done if we're the ones bringing it to her attention.

Like, I think she recognises some of the stuff she's said and done as not great but any attempt to amend that list will result in her "oh so I'm a horrible person and at fault for all your problems and you refuse to take responsibility hmmm?" spiel 😔

For the record tho I wanna say I don't think she's a horrible mum and especially when it came to material well being/physical health/etc she really did try her best and I could've had it much worse. She was an underpaid nurse raising three children (two of them disabled) mostly on her own while also caring for different sick elderly relatives over the years.

It's a miracle she made it work and while I do think some stuff was unnecessary, some of especially the later stuff that was more affective (not like hitting or anything, the only parental figure who ever hit me was my grandma who did it exactly one time tho even that took many years to process which is how I know "it's okay to hit your kids" ppl are full of shit) which I can far more easily understand & forgive. That said, if your own child says "[thing you did or said] had a negative impact on me" maybe believe them lmao

...yea this is a bit too long huh

#mine #personal #negative #asks #kookaburrito

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khaleesiofalicante · 2 years

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"Always remember that the crowd that applauds your coronation is the same crowd that will applaud your beheading. People like a show" - Terry Pratchett

I hate that she is so damn attractive smh

Fuck Camille!! Honestly just stop!!!

“You are trying to fix him,” Camille tuts and shakes her head. “Broken things cannot be fixed.” FUCKING NO! I will not take Magnus' slander here!!

Magnus had touched it once and it had belonged to him ever since. Just like Alec’s heart. I'M NOT CRYING😭💙

I love the way he knows he will become a better person for Magnus and that he will trust him to do what he wants and stay by his side and fight 🥺 but also that ending... FUCCKKKKK

Alec is getting shit done here😎

Even in the toughest of times, his family manages a way to give him the strength he needs. Not this being soft but also hurtful jdhdkfbfk

Because people love a good fucking sob story, don’t they? People love to feel sorry. I will quote him "Fuck this people, honestly!"!!!!!

Him missing when Rafe got an earring and when Max went to a championship tournament is so fucking painful but the way he tries so hard to be there, sending Max a message and helping Rafael with his essay, I-😭😭😭

He would rather lie about himself than expose someone’s truth without their permission. He would rather hurt himself than hurt others, I'm not ok :)

Max has a tendency to forget everything else when David is there.

///

He is in the car. David is asleep on his shoulder, wearing the medals now.

Not me ignoring all the pain in Timeline 3 for these two lines🙂

“Are you going to win an Olympic medal so you can pawn it?” Rafael asks incredulously.

“Yes,” Max says with a mouthful of toast. “That’s bad bitch behavior.”

“Weirdo,” Rafael chuckles.

Bad bitch behavior indeed😎

maximumlightwoodbane a family of winners + rafe 😂😂😂

They all have their phones on silent around Magnus. why did this hurt so much?!?!?

The face poets write about.

Alec could write a sad fucking poem right now.

About those wet eyes. About those trembling lips.

💔💔💔💔💔

“It’s my mama,” Magnus whispers – his eyes on the phone again. Fuck. This was so goddamn sad I hate it here😭😭 I just want my Magnus to stop hurting ok?!?!

“He cries from his chest,” Catarina had told him once. “That’s why it sounds like that.” can you hear my heart breaking?!?!

Weak turns into strong. Sick turns into survivor. Flip it. Flip it. Flip it. I love how thses scenes feel like some movie where everything is happening so fast but the sound on the background is like a constant and I LOVE WHEN THE WORDS ARE REPEATED THRICE- you get me? 😂

Luca and Catarina>>>>

NOT THE FUCKING LETTER. PLEASE NO😭but also I WANT TO KNOW WHAT IS SAID!!

Alec’s letter to Rafe got me emo🥺🥺🥺 and the list omfg

Guilt and gratitude are not emotions a child should associate with their parent. Louder for all the parents in the fucking world!!

“Are you dealing with emotional trauma after your dad acted like a little shit?” Max demands.

“Well,” Alec says. “Kinda?”

Max huffs out a breath. “Fine. One.”

no, no..he's got a point...

OMG I hope Jace stop giving poor Gabriel a hard time jdbdkdhdkdj

I need an emotionally sexy hug too tbh...

“All the time,” Izzy chuckles. “Your mess of a life is our favorite topic to discuss.” its a pretty good and chaotic gossip, no one can blame them...

CAN I QUOTE EVERYTHING SHE SAID??? LIKE... FUCK. IT WAS PERFECT. SHE IS SPILLING FACTS LIKE THE GODDAMN QUEEN SHE IS. I LOVED, LOVED, LOVED EVERYTHING SHE SAID OK?!? SHE IS SO RIGHT AND ON POINT WITH THE FACT THAT THEY ALL HAVE GROWN AND THAT THEY ARE STRONGER AND CAN FIGHT TOGETHER NOW AND THAT SHINYUN AND MAGNUS ARE NOT A THING AND I AM LOVE HER. GO IZZY GETTING SOME FUCKING SENSE IN HIS STUBBORN BRAIN!!

Her best advice “I think you should talk to Magnus about this,” ✨YES✨

I KNEW IT!! SHE IS PREGNANT!! I'M GONNA CRY I FEEL SO HAPPY FOR HER🥺🥺🥺💙

Simon proposing to Izzy and Izzy announcing she is pregnant both on the group chat. That’s called badass couple behavior😎

Janie is the best💙💙💙

And Alec had fallen in love. Then and there. THEIR MEETING>>

No baby you are getting all this wrong!!! They don't love each other like that!!! I just want this miscommunication to stop😭😭

THAT FIGHT JFC JDHIDHDJD MY SANITY LEFT THE GRUOP CHAT!!!!

I get that Alec is scared for them both but.... FUCK!!! And also I get Max’s feelings but he is not letting Alec understand!!!

They both have some serious abandonment issues to work on...

“Then why the fuck didn’t you stop me?” Max screams.

Because I didn’t how to stop my own pain. How was I going to stop yours?

Just gonna say I added this to my fave tlnd quotes (yes I have a whole part in my notes for them jdhsjsbsj)

The worst thing that can happen to you as a parent is to see the part of you hate the most about yourself in the person you love the most in the world. YES I'M CRYING BUT SO ARE WE ALL😭😭😭

He doesn’t see Max. He only sees the ugliness Max has inherited from him.

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Max who Alec had ruined

✨I'm in pain✨

“Dad. I didn’t mean it. Please. I didn’t fucking mean it.”

I know you didn’t, my baby.

THE WAY HE CALL HIM MY BABY😭😭😭

The brokenness of it is familiar.

He can almost taste that pain on his own tongue.

This is the voice of a boy whose heart is so broken you can hear the shards shifting under his chest.

Not my David, please. I just want everything to stop!!! 😭😭😭

The sound of a wounded animal.

It's the voice of a boy in unimaginable agony.

It's his Max.

BYE I'M GOING TO MAKE THIS ONE OF MY FAVE CHAPTERS AND REREAD THIS SCENE LIKE A HUNDRED TIMES KSVDLDNDKKDJ

Loved loved loved this.

Also your quote is just 😍😍😍. It’s also perfect for next chapter timeline 2 😬

Here is a mavid tiktok + Alec 😂😂😂

#tlnd

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lunarsun12 · 5 months

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Let’s Be Friends Part 1

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Jay has come up with a plan, in how to end Johnny hell. He happens to be snooping on Sunwoo group chat as he saw an alert, that somone was trying to block him. Naturally Jay look at it and curious to found out. Until he discovered what Sunwoo plan and decided to utilise that information against him.

Meanwhile Jake still upset about Lyla, he decided to go to the coffee shop for a pick me up. Until he bumped into someone who happens to find Lyla.

Who did Jake bump into? How will Jay form his plan?

Back at my comrade chat

Today 18:00

Jay😎: Here’s the plan, based on my snooping of their chat

Jay😎: They seem to be afraid somone goes by Chanhee. If we get him to be our friend and tell him everything. It will put an end to Johnny hyung suffering

Yeonjun🐯: Okay, that sounds easy! Leave that to me then!

Jay😎: Yeonjun, why haven’t I heard back from you recently?

Yeonjun🐯: Ermmm…I was having kids problem that why

Soobin🍞: Really the kids are bad again? I thought-

Yeonjun🐯: Soobin shush, its embarrassing to say

Jay😎: The thing is…we need to provide solid evidence, that Johnny was framed when he touched sunwoo trophy

Heesung🦌: How we gonna get that? I highly doubt they will delete it fast

Soobin🍞: That can be done! I worked at that entertainment station. I can ask the security guard for the footage

Jay😎: Okay, that one less problem to solve…

Jay😎: On second thoughts, scrap Soobin and Yeonjun? Anyone else, wants befriend him?

Yeonjun🐯: I said ME!!

Jay😎: …Didn’t you see the message just sent, excluding you?

Jay😎: Plus we need an innocent face and bro sorry to say this you have not so innocent face

Yeonjun🐯: I AM SO INNOCENT. WHO CAN RESIST ME

Seonghwa🌸: It can’t be me, I am scared of Chanhee already and I haven’t even met him yet

Seonghwa🌸: Plus I need to console Mingi again…as Jongho accidentally stole his snack

Heesung🦌: What about Hongjong? He seems like a friendly person

Hongjong🏴‍☠️: Well I would love to help but I promise San to buy him another plush and some tteoboki

Hongjong🏴‍☠️: I can’t let him down again!

Seonghwa🌸: When are you returning San to me! I don’t trust you having him that long

Hongjong🏴‍☠️: When I next come home, you take him back

Seonghwa🌸: THAT SO LONG!

Soobin🍞: Seonghwa, this is not your family chat. We are supposed to help Johnny

Jungwon🐈‍⬛: I can help with that hehe

Heesung🦌: No we are not using Jungwon, to lure that Chanhee out

Jay😎: He is our only hope! Would you do it Heesung hyung?

Heesung🦌: No I wouldn’t do it, it seems stupid for someone is potentially a criminal

Johnny🕺: After all this, you still don’t believe me-

Heesung🦌: Innocent until proven

Jungwon🐈‍⬛: It’s okay Heesung hyung, I can do it!! I get to save Johnny hyung from the bad Sunwoo

The next day…

After Soobin got the security footage on the day Johnny got framed. Now the only obstacles now is to hunt Chanhee down, which is difficult as no one knows his whereabouts until one of the kids stumble into one his siblings.

Jake: Ah sorry for bumping into you…

Juyeon: It’s okay dude, was an accident

Jake: I love your cute dog! It’s so cute! Can I pet it!!

Juyeon: Sure, it’s not mine. I was babysitting one of my siblings dog. I prefer cats more

Jake bent down to pet down Juyeon’s dog, until he caught a glimpse of the collar name that says ‘Lyla’.

Jake: LYLA! THATS MY DOG!!

Juyeon: Oh is it your dog? I didn’t realise it was yours. Who was it again? Ahh Sunwoo said he found it on the street

Juyeon: I was about to put missing dog poster, in case somone lost it

Jake: My LYLA!! I misssed so much! (Giving Lyla the biggest hug)

Jake: Can I have her back, I have been worried sick

Juyeon: *thinks to himself* oh no is that guy son, I am gonna get killed if i gave it back. I should make run for it

Before Jake gets to reply, Juyeon immediately ran with Lyla….out of panic?

Jake: HEY! Give my dog back!

Jake: Wait I still have Lyla whistle, she always come back when she hears it

Jake blow on the dog whistle, and Lyla came running towards him with her tail wagging with Juyeon in the background running after her.

Jake: Lyla, that my good girl

Juyeon: Please give her back! I am going to get killed, Sunwoo specifically told me not to give the dog to you for some reason

Juyeon: I don’t want him, to burn my cat tree for my potential kitty

Jake: How about no! You touched Lyla and you gonna pay

Juyeon: It wasn’t me! I swear, don’t hurt me!

Jake: Why would I hurt you? I just want you to pay for that coffee

Juyeon: What? You want coffee?

Jake: Yes! And how about we have nice chat over it!

Later on in the day….

Back at Enhypen main chat

Jake🐶: GUYS GUYS! I found Lyla!!

Jay😎: Wait you did!

Heesung🦌: Jake? How did you find Lyla?

Jake🐶: I tell you later Appa! And as well I made new friend. He is called juyeon but I call him juju

Jungwon🐈‍⬛: Awww little Jakey has made a new friend now. That so cute!!

Jake🐶: He was telling about how annoying his brother Sunwoo was. Saying he always bosses them around

Jake🐶: Plus he said that him and other siblings are always hanging out with their uncle

Jay😎: Wait? Does he happen to own a newspaper company or some media company

Jake🐶: I think so? But I didn’t ask for me

Jay😎: Jake can you help your appa and your lovely uncle with something?

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freebooter4ever · 2 years

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1) Rami brought RDJ to the set of Mr. Robot i think during ssn 2? There's some funny stories about how Sam was always asking for another take and how it'd drive Rami crazy and Rob wpuld pop in being like "what was wrong with that take?" It's cute stuff 2) yeah I really like grandson, saw him live around that same time and he released new music so i been following him on insta. If it don't get cancelled, I'm gonna see him live again with Avril Lavigne in May 😎

Now that you explain it i think i vaguely remember something about rami and RDJ and emails? Didnt he think it was a prank or something? Anyway they're both awesome actors and its wonderful that rami is also now in the position of being that person who wcould walk into a set and make everyones day more exciting.

Have fun at the concert!!! i know what you mean about the canceled thing. im supposed to be seeing a concert at the end of march..stupid me when i bought the tickets last year around this time i thought for sure the pandemic would be over. And yet -_- it doesnt help that im pretty sure i will have hit that fun sweet spot where masks are no longer required..so going to a concert even an outdoors one means putting your trust in the venue to check vaccination status properly. And wearing a mask intense enough that you dont care that no one around you is wearing one. My friend's friends went to a concert - like nine of them - in the peak of the omicron surge...every single one of them got sick :/ i dunno its such a crapshoot. I had a moment today where i realized with horror that nobody has seen my face without a mask except my roommate in two weeks because i havent seen any other 'bubble' friends. None of this isolation shit is normal, and its so hard to know how careful we still need to be.

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