#its entirely because of what kind of person chien pao is

[swordofruln]

[mun] yall ever worry u dont fulfill expectations

#chien isnt a lovey dovey person it literally cant love that soon #but sometimes i worry i disappoint others when they react in a way thats congruent with their usually hostile self #because chien has developed to a point where it CAN start loving people #but those people are very specific and play a special role in their interactions in a way others dont #chien hate/loves isandro because he understands them like no one else does and still wants to protect them despite it constantly rejecting #his allyship #chien ''loves'' volo because it can see part of itself in him and despite him obviously not loving it in turn #he teases and bothers it in a way that makes it feel included #which may be unintentional but still works to scratch a very specific itch #what im saying is having positive interactions with chien doesnt guarantee its affection #it best it guarantees its tolerance #but i sometimes get just a teeny bit concerned that this disappoints people who hope to become friends with chien #the fact of the matter is that making that kind of bond is not easy whatsoever with chien #even ree whomst chien considers a friend has not reached the ''love'' bond level #and thats not their fault #its entirely because of what kind of person chien pao is #and because of the trauma and experiences and personality it has #so if chien pao doesnt love your muse despite positive interactions dont worry #its not because i personally dont want that #its because it simply isnt a relationship they have interacted the right way for long enough for #i really hope that doesnt disappoint #also volo is mostly an outlier because he got the advantage that hes attractive and chien pao is down bad despite never going to admit it #lol #PSA.; #tagged for mention.; #gcd fcrsaken #tabletbound #skullkxd #Necro speaks.; #just because chien-pao doesnt love your muse doesnt mean i dont wanna interact