#its also hard bc i love looking hypermasc too

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Can't stop thinking about how much I wanna start playing w/ my gender expression outside the house but holy shit is it scary to exist in front of other ppl lmao

#idek where to start anyways #wearing more fem stuff has helped but im struggling to understand how i can merge my presentation if that makes sense #its also hard bc i love looking hypermasc too #and i dont leave the house a lot so i dont have a ton of opportunities to dress up #idk man lol I'll figure it out its just nice to talk about #i guess this is also me kinda solidifying for myself that im genderfluid and genderfuck n stuff. feels good honestly #on that same note im once again thinking of changing my name. same thing i was already considering before tho #i wish i was more confident and would just Do Shit that i know would make me happy instead of worrying abt what other ppl think #ugh #roach.txt