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#its about two sheep herders talking about love one of them had lost the love of his life forever (she died)
wannabe-all · 1 year
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I feel the need to be kissed so so much and to be loved and held and touched and everything that it feels painful. I want to be kissed so so much I end up laughing and smiling against the lips of the other person. I want to be caressed and pampered, to have someone struggle to peel a grapefruit only to end up peeling it myself to give it to them. I want to feel human skin on mine again and again and again.
I want to be kissed so so much that I forget I don't like kissing
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cupidsbutterfly · 7 years
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92 questions
A “should we know us a little better” tag
RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people
Tagged by @coffeecatninja
THE LAST:
1. Drink: Cherry Pepsi
2. Phone call:  my mom
3. Text message: My best friend, Elly
4. Song you listened to: Dive, by Ed Sheeran
5. Time you cried: Yesterday 
6. Dated someone twice: Nope.
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Nah, only kissed one person and it was amazing.
8. Been cheated on: Nope
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: Yes, mainly through middle school, and a little last year.
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: No, don't drink.
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12-14: Lilac and maroon
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: Yes, kind of have allowed myself to open up a lot more.
16. Fallen out of love: Nope. Fallen in.
17. Laughed until you cried: Ohhhh yesssss, too many times to count.
18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes, but in a good way.
19. Met someone who changed you: Fuck yeah.
20. Found out who your friends are: Kind of.
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: List? I have kissed someone but I’m not sure what list this is?
GENERAL:
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: All.
23. Do you have any pets: Two cats, both girls named Gideon and Tulio, they were living in our barn and we took them in.
24. Do you want to change your name: Nope, its a good name. Maybe my middle name.
25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Had rehearsal for a play.
26. What time did you wake up: 9:00
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Falling asleep to game of thrones.
28. Name something you can’t wait for: To go to Disney World.
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: 10 seconds ago.
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I’d like to be a sheep herder in Iceland.
31. What are you listening to right now: Victor Frankenstein.
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I’ve talked to someone named Tommy, does that count?
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: My fears.
34. Most visited Website: tumblr
35. Mole/s: Nah.
36. Mark/s: Freckles, and a few scars.
37. Childhood dream: to be a disney Princess.
38. Hair color: Dark brown.
39. Long or short hair: Medium length.
40. Do you have a crush on someone: Yasss, my boyfriend.
41. What do you like about yourself: I’m very empathetic. 
42. Piercings: Ears.
43. Blood Type: I really have no idea.
44. Nickname: Um, Cupid and Chinadoll. 
45. Relationship status: Very happily. 
46. Zodiac: Aquarius.
47. Pronouns: She/her
48. Favorite TV Show: Game of Thrones
49. Tattoos: None, don't know if I could ever decide on one.
50. Right or left hand: Right.
51. Surgery: Nope.
52. Piercing: Ears, again. 
53. Sport: Nooohohohoooo, 
55. Vacation: Um went on one last year to Disneyland.
56. Pair of trainers: no?
MORE GENERAL:
57. Eating: Reeses Cookies.
58. Drinking: Cherry pepsi
59. I’m about to: Pack for a sleep over.
61. Waiting for: Everything.
62. Want: to be held.
63. Get married: Um, not anytime soon, maybe one day.
64. Career: Well I’m a costume shop assistant, but my most fantastical dream is to own a book store in a small seashore town.
WHICH IS BETTER?:
65. Hugs or kisses: Depends on my mood, I guess kisses.
66. Lips or eyes: Eyes
67. Shorter or taller: Taller.
68. Older or younger: Not sure in what relation to?
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach? I don’t know.
71. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship 
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant.
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. Kissed a stranger: Yes, once for an audition. It was so awkward, I forgot the guys name two minutes after lol.
75. Drank hard liquor: Nooopppeeee.
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Nah, I’ve torn contacts before.
77. Turned someone down: Yup, it was terrible.
78. Sex in the first date: Good lordy no.
79. Broken someones heart: Yes.
80. Had your heart broken: Yes.
81. Been arrested: Noooo.
82. Cried when someone died: Yes.
83. Fallen for a friend: Kinda.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: Up hill battle, but I’m trying.
85. Miracles: Yes.
86. Love at first sight: Not for me but others yes.
87. Santa Claus: No, sadly, kind wish I could.
88. Kiss in the first date: No.
89. Angels: I don’t know, I would like to.
OTHER:
90. Current best friend’s name: Elly, and Hunter.
91. Eyecolor: Brown
92. Favorite movie: Ever After.
I tag @kingcastles
Woohoo!
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chelsorz07 · 7 years
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ooh yaaas 100 questions. please don’t unfollow me for posting a million of these tonight
Are you young at heart, or an old soul? Both I guess? Like the activities I enjoy are what most people my age would consider boring, but I’m not mature enough to take care of myself.
What makes someone a best friend? Someone who doesn’t abandon you no matter how busy you both get or how far apart you are, who makes you laugh, who you can do absolutely nothing with and still have a good time, who you can talk to about anything without judgement or having your feelings invalidated, and ideally someone with the same or similar taste in music so you can jam the fuck out in the car together.
What Christmas (or Hanukkah) present do you remember the most? My first guitar when I was 14.
Tell me about a movie/song/tv show/play/book that has changed your life. Supernatural has changed my life by consuming it.
Name one physical feature that you like about yourself, and one you dislike. I like my face and hate just about everything else. Psoriasis makes my skin terrible and my body hurt everywhere all the time, my hair never cooperates, I can’t lose weight, and my boobs are too big so they hurt as well. I suppose my nails are kinda pretty. At least as far as shape. Underneath they look terrible, also because of the psoriasis, but I always have them painted.
Would you like to reconnect with any friends you’ve lost contact with? The friends I’m still in contact with are the only ones I need. Shouts out to @amandavanhalen​ and @sloan28allday​
What’s more important in a relationship: physical attraction or emotional connection? I mean, both.
Name a movie that you knew would be terrible just from reading the title. Oh jeez...um...Mean Girls 2? Because nothing could ever be as good as the original.
What holiday do you most look forward to? Fourth of July. Except this year I did absolutely nothing because I’m stuck here all alone and have no money.
How is the relationship between you and your parents? Dad: used to be horrible but now is good and I really miss him and he’s one of the main reasons I want to move home. Mom: used to be good as long as we swept all our issues under the rug, then got really bad because I refused to do that anymore, and now is getting a little better because we’ve had so much distance between us for two years and haven’t been able to be at each other’s throats all the time.
You’ve got the TV on, but you’re not really watching. What channel is the TV on? The Netflix home screen.
Name a song that never fails to make you happy. The Jock Jams Mega Mix. Don’t judge me.
You know at least one person named Michael. Tell me about him. He’s my best friend in the entire world. 
Have you ever read the “missed connections” on Craigslist? Have you ever posted one, or wanted to? I don’t get on Craigslist because where I lived wasn’t even listed under the cities. We have Pennswoods Classifieds.
If you could pick anywhere to live the rest of your life, where would it be? Bradford. Unless I could pack my family and friends up and take them to Nashville with me.
Can money buy happiness? Yes. Not that material things equal happiness. But money would definitely buy me a house in Bradford so I could be with the people I love.
Do you drink? Smoke? Do drugs? Why, or why not? Used to drink, don’t anymore because I either get so smashed that I puke and cry and pass out or have half a beer and want to take a nap. Smoke at least a pack a day. Have smoked weed and done a few different types of pills, but they also just made me sleepy so I don’t see the point.
Is there anyone close to you that you know you can’t trust? You don’t have to give names. I don’t really fully trust anyone but my dad.
Where was your favorite place to go when you were a little kid? The Erie County Fair. It was like a big deal okay?
Have you ever spent a night in the hospital? Once. Got my tonsils out when I was 10. But everything else I’ve gone for has been same day.
Do you enjoy being with only one or two friends, or with a large group of people? One or two. 
Do you like the type of music your parents listen to? Do your parents like the type of music you listen to? My parents like country and so do I because I was raised on it, but my musical tastes extend far beyond that and theirs don’t. My dad likes some classic rock too but my mom doesn’t.
Have you ever been bullied? Have you ever bullied anyone else? Yes and yes.
If you could only eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be? Pizza.
If your partner wanted to wait until marriage before having sex, would you stay in that relationship? I’ve been married for two years and haven’t had sex since February (not my choice, he’s just uninterested) so I think I can live without it. I’d rather do it myself anyway. It’s faster, less gross, less weird, less painful, and I know I’ll have an orgasm every time.
Do you believe in a god? No. I’m a Satanist, which means I believe in self-indulgence, not that I worship the devil. Since most people are fucking uneducated sheep who seem to think that’s what it is.
Of all the social networks in the world, why use Tumblr? Because I know everyone I follow has the same interests as me and won’t think I’m crazy because of my passion for those interests.
What’s your favorite Tumblr tag to track? I don’t track tags, I just follow pages with content that I like.
Would you call yourself/your family “middle class?” Lower middle class.
Name a TV series you didn’t enjoy until after it ended. I just watched Parks and Rec in its entirety this week and I fucking love it.
Have you ever bought a product from an infomercial? Dave bought me my last guitar off of HSN.
If you could give up your car and never have to drive again, would you? I’d stop driving but I don’t think I’d give up my car because it’s freaking AWESOME, I’d just hire someone to drive it for me.
If you go back to one point in time to give advice to yourself, when would you go and what would you say? I’d go back to 2015 and say “Get married in a fucking courthouse because marriage is cool but weddings are terrible.”
What’s your “quirkiest” habit? I don’t know if this counts as quirky but if I like a movie or tv show I can memorize the entire thing after watching it twice.
What is “normal?” Are you normal? There’s no such thing.
Someone close to you is dying. You have the choice to let this person live for 10 more years, but if you do, you cause the death of 10 strangers. You don’t have to see them die. Do you take the offer? Of course. I don’t care about strangers, only people in my life. Don’t give a shit if that makes me a horrible person.
What is one thing you could never forgive? It’s not a matter of forgiving anymore, I just stop caring. Like you’ve fucked me over, you’re gonna continue to fuck me over, I’m not even surprised.
Would you rather be in a relationship after the honeymoon period ends, or be single? My relationship never had a honeymoon period and I’m still in it after eight years so.
Is it possible for guys and girls to be just friends? Yes.
Where do you and your friends go to hang out? We don’t because they live too far away.
Write the first paragraph of your obituary. I don’t want an obituary. Or a funeral. Just burn me and cast me into the wind.
What is the best TV theme song ever? The Friends theme, OBVS. But the Buffy theme is my jam too. Shouts out to Nerf Herder.
When you were young, what would you dream you would be when you grew up? A musician.
When you’re alone in your own home, do you walk around naked? Only from the bathroom to my bedroom. Which is literally two steps.
What gets you out of bed in the morning? The urge to pee. And it’s not so much “in the morning” as it is “every motherfucking hour of the day”.
Do you want to have more friends than you have right now? Nope. Two is good.
What part of the past year sticks out in your mind? Realizing how badly I want to move back to PA.
You win a scratch-off lottery game that gives you $2000 a week (after taxes) for the rest of your life. Do you keep your job? I’d probably work somewhere just so I didn’t get bored.
Could you be in a long-distance relationship? If you’re in one, what makes yours work? I’ve been in a straight-up long distance one before and it didn’t work. Dave and I are sorta long distance because he’s out of town for work for two weeks at a time, then home for six days before it starts all over again. And honestly I think the time apart is WHY we work. Because if I had to spend every moment of every day with him, someone would get their throat cut.
What’s the best route to your heart? Don’t treat me like shit. It’s really not that hard. Or maybe it is, idk.
Have you ever met someone through the internet, then met them in real life? No.
What is your favorite sport? Football.
What has been troubling you lately? Not having a job. I just got one though. I’m excited because the people seem cool and it’s at a store I love so helllll yeah 20% discount.
Did you enjoy your high school prom? If you haven’t gotten there yet, do you look forward to it? If you didn’t go, why not? I did not go. Because I was hanging out in a cemetery with friends and that was more fun.
What do you use more often: your intuition or logical reasoning? I try to avoid problems at all costs but if I actually have to solve one I’m usually more logical.
Do you know what makes you happy? Escaping reality.
Tell me about the last book you read. I don’t even know what it was.
What is the nicest compliment you’ve ever been given? Couldn’t tell ya. I don’t get a lot of them.
Who was your first crush? Celeb: Luke Perry. IRL: Charlie Burns. I’ve mentioned this before. He’s still hot.
Do you believe that there is life on other planets? Don’t care.
Predict what your life will look like a year from now. Hopefully my address will be in Pennsylvania instead of Ohio.
Often, people will ask how your last relationship ended. I want to know how it began. His ex was a crazy, lying, abusive bitch and he only got away from her after we graduated because she was a year behind us, so we started talking online and then texting and just decided we were in a relationship but it was doomed from the beginning.
Where is your favorite place to go out and eat? Renna’s Pizza, oh how I miss you.
What is something you want to change about your current situation? My address, my health, my weight, my bank account, and the fact that I am almost 28 and childless. So yeah pretty much everything. Oh, I also want it to be October because I’m tired of waiting for SPN and TWD.
Early bird or night owl? Night.
Are there any childhood possessions you still hold on to? Lots.
Give me an unpopular opinion you have. I don’t like Game of Thrones. Really wanted to, I just thought it was boring.
What was the last song that was stuck in your head? Weightless - All Time Low.
Where do you live? Be as general or specific as you want. Dover, Ohio. I know I complain about it a lot but it really is a lovely city. There’s tons of things to do and places to eat. Certainly a lot more places to find a job. I just want to go home where my family and friends are.
Do you believe in giving kids medals and trophies for participation? FUCK. NO. This is the only generation where you don’t have to earn your accolades and it turns kids into giant wimps, sore losers, and even worse, sore winners. Drives me up a wall.
What was the longest car ride you’ve ever taken? Took us about 12 hours to get to Cumming, GA because idk if you’ve ever driven through the Smoky Mountains but holy BALLS are those roads scary.
Have you ever taken part in a protest? I protest things all the time. Just not in public with people because I don’t like public or people.
Would you ever use an online dating service? I signed up for a few back in the day but never actually met or even talked to anyone I was matched with.
What is your ethnic heritage? White. Mostly Irish/English.
Describe a person that inspires you. Not necessarily specific people, just musicians. Music is my heart and soul and I wish I had half the talent or drive that any of them do.
If you earn minimum wage doing what you love, would you? I mean yeah any money is good money at this point.
Do you believe in luck? No.
Describe the last time you were very angry at someone. I’m sure it wasn’t that long ago, and I’m also sure I was more angry than the situation warranted, but I really can’t remember right now.
Do you want to live until you’re 100? Hell no I don’t even want to live till I’m 70.
Do people change? If so, how do you keep a relationship together when both of you start to change? People change on a daily basis. And if you’re in a relationship, you’re either gonna change and grow with each other, or you’re gonna grow apart. Or fall apart. There’s nothing you can do about it. 
Have you ever risked a friendship by telling someone you liked them? Every guy I’ve ever been with or liked was my friend first, so there’s always that risk. Usually it doesn’t turn out as bad as you thought. I mean, Mike and I were friends, then together, then on and off throughout several years, then didn’t speak for a long time, then almost got back together, then didn’t speak again and now we’re best friends. Shit just happens that way. Onnnn the other hand, there’s a girl I like but I can’t tell her because she’s got a boyfriend and I’ve got a husband and I probably won’t even be living here a year from now so it’d be pointless anyway. But she’s a lovely person and doesn’t annoy me like most super-chipper people do so I’m glad to be her friend. 
Would you rather be alone doing something you enjoy, or doing something you don’t like with your best friends? If I don’t like the activity I’ll probably just be surly and ruin everyone else’s good time, and I don’t want my best friends pissed off at me for that, so I’ll say doing something I enjoy alone.
Do you practice what you preach? I don’t really preach anything. Or practice anything. Look man, I literally just sit on my couch watching Netflix and playing Words With Friends on my phone. I’m not that complex of a person.
If you take precautions to stay safe, do you ultimately act more recklessly? I try my absolute hardest to avoid any situation that could potentially be dangerous. 
What do you value more in a significant other: Attractiveness or intelligence? Intelligence.
Are you hard-headed? You betcha. Not complaining. Thanks dad.
Have you ever laughed uncontrollably when it was socially inappropriate? I think that’s when I laugh the most.
When have you felt most alive? Any time I’m at a concert.
Would you prefer to live? A city? The suburbs? The countryside? The mountains? Suburbs but of a small town.
Do you often skip breakfast? I don’t have legit meals. I just eat whatever when I’m hungry.
How do you know what true love is? You don’t. Nothing is ever that straightforward. It’s just trial and error.
Would you want to know the exact date and time you were going to die? No, I’d like to decide.
Where is “home” for you? Bradford.
What song best describes your life right now? Weightless. It’s described my life since the first time I heard it eight years ago.
Do you want to be perfect? Again, no such thing.
What have you never tried, but would really like to someday? What’s holding you back? I want to go to the motherland (Ireland) and Greece, but it’s expensive, I don’t fly, don’t have a passport, and am scared of other countries.
How do you express your creativity? Music, art, makeup, and the way I dress. Which is literally just band t-shirts and flannels. So also music.
Describe your neighborhood. Decently clean, lots of duplexes, a couple weird neighbors but nothing scary, some old people, and there’s an elementary or middle school (not sure which) one block over so it gets kinda noisy and the street is busy when it’s not summer.
Name something you only liked because it was popular. I’ve never liked anything based on popularity. I just like what I like. And usually it’s not popular at all. At least not where I’m from.
Give me the story of your life in six words. I don’t know what I’m doing.
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