#its a loving hug from either side. forever being hugged by an even lovelier version of myself.

[autism-corner]

It's hard loving my current self.

but its easy to love my past me. or my future me. I look back and forward to them with comfort and warmth. pure and utter love. and I know they look the same way to me.

I know the most important person in the world looks at me with love and care. They will both anticipate being me and reminisce my glory. They love me. I'll go back to loving me again.

#its disrespectful to disgrace the person they love so dearly. I'll try my best not to hurt the person they love. for them. #if i cant love current me at least past & future me will have my back. #its a loving hug from either side. forever being hugged by an even lovelier version of myself. #=w=b #heheh guess who started school again AKA who's 'fun' feelings are coming back lol <3 #this feels soft though. soft & good. #today i had to look at some way old pictures (alr maybe 1-2 years ago >:P) and i love the me i saw. more than anything ive ever loved. #genuinely. #and i know future me will look at me the same way. #just like i look forward to them rn. #sillyposting #positivity #poetry #whatever ;P #i just know that no matter what current me does. future me will love me. they will treat me with respect and care. #just like me with my past. #bad things will happen but that will never turn future me against me. i'll have to trust them. i have to get to them. #i have to get to them. to give current me more love. i know i deserve it and im the only one capable to give it. i have to survive. for me. #the world is good. i am good. #im making myself cry. enough of that :(